Two Thousand Two Hundred and Ten Blizzard Is Coming
Let it end, let it all end here.
Renly let go of his hands, let go of his strength, and then... gave up resistance, just quietly watching the life force drain from his body bit by bit, like blood dripping down his fingers, slowly disappearing He could never come back; the light in the bottom of his eyes dimmed little by little, letting the darkness of the room begin to invade and devour his own brain, and it seemed that he could really feel the process of dissipating ashes.
The body just floats in the icy and biting chill, ups and downs, the body and soul are silently melting into the boundless darkness, and in the end, nothing will be left, no trace at all, as if He never came into this world.
"Snapped!"
This is how the switch of life was pulled.
"Roar!"
The ferocious and frightening demon opened its huge mouth and swallowed him, and disappeared without a trace in an instant. Only the light of the soul was still dimly bright, and the body and consciousness seemed to have lost their support. It was completely reduced to a lone soul, but the pain that erupted all over stimulated the nerves, as if a giant hand passed through the layers of siege and armor, grabbed the brain and started to exert force, like a five-horse corpse, so that the soul was completely destroyed. Broken up.
Abruptly, Renly sat up directly, the splitting pain in his head exploded under the suffocation state, a mushroom cloud jumped up in the depths of his mind, and the whole world began to fall apart, but the sudden burst of powerful force made The nightmare dissipated and returned to reality. All the magic seemed to be lifted like this. He sat up straight and breathed fiercely. Because it was too fast, he began to cough violently, as if his entire lungs were coughing out. But still no oxygen.
He is suffocating. He is suffocating!
"boom!"
The door of the room was fiercely pushed open, and Matthew's figure appeared in the darkness. He shouted in a hurry and anxiety, "Renly?" You can feel the heart-piercing pain that makes everyone wake up from their sleep and start running in panic.
But Renly shouted in horror, "Don't! Don't come over! Stop! Just stop there! Don't come over! Don't!" The muscles in his body were completely tense, and it seemed that he might explode at any time. He tried to get out directly under the shackles of his skin, the twisted muscles seemed to be able to see a grimacing face, and even the night began to become turbulent and fierce.
"Go away!"
Renly's hideous and desperate roar,
He stopped Matthew's footsteps in an emergency, only to see Renly grabbing his throat with both hands, force, force, and then his entire face turned red and red, and he could hardly breathe. But the strength of the hands still did not slacken, like the upper body of the devil - the devil, was devouring his soul.
"Renly!"
Matthew's footsteps rushed forward again, quickly came to the edge of the bed, grabbed Renly's hands, and shouted in panic and fear, "Release the power! Renly, let go! Quick! Renly! Wake up, wake up It's a nightmare, Renly, wake up, it's just a nightmare! Let go!"
Matthew's whole body burst out, unreasonably breaking Renly's hands, forcing him to let go - but Renly still didn't wake up, and recklessly tried to break free from Matthew's shackles, like a wild beast Rampage-like, constantly muttering in his mouth, "I hate you. I hate you! I hate you!" He even lost control, and the drool was flowing like this, roaring inarticulately, and the struggle of bruises spread out A strong smell of blood came out, so that bystanders could not help but start to suffocate.
"Renly! Philip! I need help! Philip!" Matthew firmly propped Renly's hands aside, but his strength was unable to control Renly at all, and then the rescue came.
"Master Renly?" Philip's solemn and cold voice also became flustered.
"Philip, quick! Renly is trying to hurt himself, I can't control him!" Matthew shouted anxiously, Philip rushed over without any hesitation and helped Matthew control Renly, but the fear in the chaos And sadness is spreading in the boundless night.
The two of them tried their best to control Renly, but Renly was struggling frantically, and unbelievably powerful energy erupted continuously, just like Bruce Banner was transforming into the Hulk, even the horse. Xiu and Philip joined forces, almost unable to suppress Renly.
"Renly! Wake up! Wake up!" Matthew yelled at Renly uncontrollably. The hoarse and ferocious shout had released all the energy in his body, and the deafening voice finally calmed Renly down.
This is a nightmare.
Chilling, one after another, surging upwards, and then, in an instant, the exhaustion and fatigue erupted from the depths of the soul, and it swallowed Renly in a blink of an eye. Destroyed those strong wills directly, all the strength disappeared, and it was so weak, as if the entire spine was pulled away in an instant, Renly curled up, muttering continuously, "I Very good. I am good! I am! Very! Good!"
But in fact, he is not good.
He is like a kitten that has just been fished out of a drowning state. He is dying in an awkward posture. Because of the excessive force of his muscles, he becomes stiff. He can't get rid of it in a short time. In place, he forced himself to gasp for breath.
However, he did not continue to struggle after all.
Matthew and Philip released their hands tentatively one after another, making sure that Renly would no longer hurt themselves, so they cautiously began to withdraw—but they still did not dare to leave quickly, lest Renly would seize the gap again and repeat the same trick. Fortunately, Renly seemed to have finally calmed down.
Looking at Renly soaked in sweat, it was as if he had been pulled out of the water. The whole person curled up little by little into a shrimp. Even breathing consumed countless energy, and his fingertips could not move, and then he died. He buried his face in his knees, his shoulders were shaking uncontrollably, and that kind of fear was bursting out from the inside out, gradually eating away his vitality.
Such a Renly, so fragile, as if it could vanish with the slightest touch.
At this moment, Matthew felt a little bit of fear, his entire back was soaked wet, and his hands began to tremble, but he forced himself to clench his fists, calmed himself down, and said softly:
"You know, it's not your fault."
Matthew's voice was so difficult that every word had to consume all his strength before it could be squeezed out of his throat, and even the power of his own voice made him feel the pain.
But Renly, who was curled up on the bed, looked smaller and weaker than ever before, only a low voice squeezed out from the depths of his throat, "I don't know." Then he paused for a moment, and then repeated, " I don't know. No... I don't know I don't know I don't know." Over and over again, with despair and pain, the darkness of the room blocked the view, but still couldn't hide the strong bloody aura.
The whole room was plunged into boundless darkness, the thick darkness rolled slowly like mist, and an icy cold was slowly spreading, as if clammy hands grabbed the ankles, and then climbed up little by little. The shock of fear and crisis is spreading.
Matthew could feel Renly's helplessness and despair, those doubts and difficulties that had no correct answer. Even if Edith is standing here, she doesn't know the correct answer, because... life is an exercise with no correct answer. Everyone can only make their own choices and bear the consequences. Only by moving forward with the choices, Only then can you know the answer behind the "option", and even if you are not satisfied, there is no regret medicine.
Such Renly seems to be broken when touched. From Heather Cross to Paul Walker to Edith Hall, Renly's pain and torment are unknown to others; but Renly shoulders all the consequences with his shoulders alone, carrying the weight step by step. Okay, maybe, he's really tired.
Accompanying Renly to finish all the filming of "The Lobster" in Snim, Matthew thought that Renly had cheered up, he thought that Renly had become the familiar Renly again, he thought that nothing could defeat Lanly Renly, he thought Renly had found the answer to Edith, he thought... Renly had forgiven himself.
But in those dark corners that can't be seen, Renly still bears unimaginable heavy pressure, his pain, his bitterness, his hardships, everything is eating away all his energy, even a look and a word A single action could break his mask in an instant.
Even caring can be poison. Elf's visit this afternoon, seemingly nothing happened, but the wound is torn open again - not to mention, with George and Elizabeth, who are trying to show their parental obligations, what can Renly do? What to do?
Realizing this, Matthew's heart twitched slightly, almost out of breath.
What should he do?
What should he do?
Clenching his fists, Matthew calmed his trembling body, took a deep breath, turned his head to look at Philip, and cast a glance. Headed to the bathroom to fill the tub, Renly clearly needed a hot shower.
Matthew walked in the direction of Renly, but he didn't come close, but stopped by the edge of the bed, then squatted down to keep his eyes parallel, and stared at Renly quietly, calming his emotions, Gradually calm down.
At least he knew that no matter what happened, he would be on Renly's side. "Renly, you know," he said.
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