2047 Stone Heart
Escorting Renly to the welcome party, Philip did not follow him, but returned to the car and waited patiently in the car.
This is the correct standby state for the housekeeper or driver.
After Nathan noticed this detail, he was a little uneasy, thinking whether he should go back to the car to wait, instead of enjoying it at the party scene; always thinking whether he was too incompetent, he should ask him Philip needs to learn the right assistant skills.
In the end, Nathan really ran to the downstairs parking lot of the hotel, wanting to humbly ask Philip for advice on how to become a qualified assistant.
When opening the car door, Nathan noticed that Philip had just hung up the phone, and he realized that he was a little reckless, but it was done, and he couldn't turn around now, so he could only bite the bullet and ask:
"Philip...well, I just wanted to say...well...would like to know how to behave better...that is, how to be a competent assistant and not keep making mistakes that could cause harm...I don't mean I didn't pass, or wanted to give up, just thought, I still have a lot to learn... Do you know what I mean? Renly has been very good to me, very, very good, and I hope to be able to help... I I mean, I hope I can take better care of Renly...because Renly really needs to bear a lot of pressure, others don't understand, but Roy and I can't understand...I, alas, I just want to help."
Incoherent, really incoherent.
Nathan didn't know what he was talking about at all. He was a little nervous, and he was not good at words. Under Philip's eyes, his words became more and more fragmented. In the end, even he himself didn't know himself. What was said, what the original intention was also blurred.
Philip didn't speak immediately, but paused for a moment, and Matthew's words just now appeared in his mind: "He'll be fine", and now staring at Nathan, who was so nervous and overwhelmed, his eyes were full of With a warm light, the words revealed a warm temperature, slightly pressing against Philip's chest.
"First of all, before each opening, give yourself one to two seconds to settle down. Impatience and panic will not help at all." Philip said patiently.
Nathan was stunned for a while, and took a while to react, "You mean, are you willing to teach me?" The joy that permeated between his brows was full of joy, and he fluttered like a butterfly's wings, and then he couldn't wait to sit in. In the passenger seat, but immediately realized his recklessness, "Pause for two seconds, yes, I should pause for two seconds."
Under Philip's gaze, Nathan deliberately kept his movements unchanged for two seconds, which was a bit funny, but sincere and lovely.
...
Matthew Dunlop also just hung up the phone and cast his eyes out the window. It was almost midnight in New York, but the whole world was still full of lights and noise, which made Matthew's vision a little dazed, and the spots of light opened up. Come, and then the vision blurred into a piece.
"Matthew, I don't want Renly to be George."
Philip is worried about Renly, because Renly has finally decided to return to London, and because Renly has finally decided to fight back, he is worried that Renly will gradually become George and Elizabeth.
Is this the case for everyone?
Day by day, he gradually became the person he once hated and hated the most. When he realized this, he could no longer tell the difference between himself and his parents. Is this reincarnation or retribution? Or is it fate? Before we know it, we destroy ourselves like this.
The only thing Renly cared about was acting, and he devoted all his time and energy to acting, but now it's different: from Sisyphus to Don Quixote and then back to London To fight back, these trifles are slowly distracting Renly; there are also commercial films such as "Jurassic World", "Rogue One", etc. These plans are keeping Renly away from the track of polishing his acting skills. , is it possible that one day, Renly will not be that "Renly" anymore?
Philip was worried; Matthew was equally worried.
When Matthew heard about the honors awarded by the royal family, he knew that what should come will come eventually; when Matthew learned of the blank postcard, he knew that he had to face it after all.
However, when Matthew got a call from Philip, his worries slowly settled: George and Elizabeth made the wrong choice, and they shouldn't anger Renly - because that is Renly's inverse scale, no people! Literally, no one can touch Renly's scales.
On the road of Renly's dream pursuit, emotional fetters are the biggest driving force for him to move forward. Maybe he will not give up the exploration of acting for the sake of emotion, but without emotional support, he will not be able to reach the current height, step by step. Break the performance barriers and find a better version of yourself.
From Heather Cross to Paul Walker, Ryan Gosling to Jessica Chastain, he was surrounded by an unwavering group of friends who were the source of Renly's motivation; Rooney Ma Ra's support and affirmation is one of the most beautiful things in his life, because Rooney and Renly are the same kind of people, she can support Renly's decision, even if there is no way to stay together for acting work, she will always be there. There is no complaint, and she is happy, because she will make the same choice herself, and the kind of soul-to-heart response allows him to continue to run wildly.
friendship. love. And then...there is love.
There's Arthur, there's Edith, and there's Philip.
Renly's fierce reaction to Philip's incident just proves that he attaches great importance to and attachment to emotional fetters, and also just proves his firmness and protection of his inner beliefs. This is also the biggest difference between Renly and George, Elizabeth, and even Renly. The biggest difference from the other three siblings.
To George and Elizabeth, Elf, Arthur, and Edith are all becoming, little by little, another Renly; but to Matthew, all three of them are little by little becoming who they really are— -It's just that they adopted Renly's method and felt the influence of Renly. From this perspective, the Hall family is indeed evolving into the Hall of "Renly-Hall", and all this is really happening. .
However, "Renly Hall" will not become "George Hall".
Matthew had confidence in Renly.
Having said that, Matthew knew it wouldn't be easy for Renly either.
In fact, deep down, Renly has always held a glimmer of hope for George and Elizabeth—if not the kind of hope of family warmth, at least there is still a soft place, and he is unwilling to kill them all; It continued, but Renly never really attacked.
Perhaps, this is the shackles of morality:
parents. The powerful power of this word is firmly imprisoned in the depths of the children's souls, just like Monkey King's hoop curse, which cannot be escaped no matter what.
Even if they make mistakes again and again, even if their emotions are completely destroyed, even if they hate them to the core, all those emotions are still the evil fruit that grows out of the soil of love and attachment. , Going around in circles, I can't let them go and I can't let go of myself.
revenge?
Fight back?
Abomination?
Those strong emotions are only a reflection of their helplessness and helplessness, because they are worried about exposing their inner desires and eventually become their own weaknesses.
Everyone says that parents can never win against their children; but how can children truly win? There are no winners or losers in this war that shouldn't be happening.
Perhaps, in the eyes of many, Renly was hard-hearted, ruthless, and even pointed the gun at his parents; but they could never see and never see the scars beneath Renly's armor, Some wounds were so tragic and bloody that they never healed until now, and may never heal.
The so-called cold-blooded and cruel is nothing more than self-protection forced to grow up; the big boy who laughed heartlessly because of pranks is the real Renly.
George and Elizabeth were wrong, they were really wrong. They shouldn't use Philip to threaten Renly, and they shouldn't use Arthur or Edith to attack Renly - even if it's just a thought, once Renly knows about it, then they have to face Renly's thunder anger.
Their judgment is correct: Philip is Renly's weakness; but their estimation is wrong: they underestimate Philip's importance to Renly, and they also underestimate Philip's determination and decisiveness, and they underestimate Renly's reaction.
The current Renly was not something they could contend against.
In fact, even in the past, when Renly was not able to break into the world, they had never been able to control Renly; and now it is even more impossible, angering Renly, this is definitely a very, very unwise move . They thought they had caught Renly's handle, they thought they had controlled Renly's weakness, but they forgot that when the dragon's reverse scales were touched, they had to be prepared to suffer the consequences:
Possibly shattered.
But...George and Elizabeth are not going to admit they were wrong, the only possible mistake is Renly: because Renly refused to follow their command, because Renly refused to sacrifice himself for the family's honor, because Renly refused to reproduce Hall Family glory because Renly refused to be their puppet.
If he could, Matthew didn't want Renly's hands to be bloody either - like Philip, because that's not what Renly really looked like; but now that the battle is inevitable, and George and Elizabeth have sounded the battle horn, then There is still no turning back when he starts work, he will accompany Renly by his side, wielding his long sword, even if he joins forces against the world, he will fight to the end.
Taking a long breath, Matthew took out his phone and dialed the number.
Some things, he doesn't mind getting his hands dirty.