One Thousand One Hundred and Sixty Lost Love

"God, god, god, staring blankly at the pool of blood and camouflage everywhere."

How tragic and magnificent, every word and every sentence hides a vast story, the bitterness surging on the tip of the tongue is just like this, and then he is singing, "Crazy love destroys everything. , cut off the rope and fell into the abyss. God, God, God, at this moment, there are many obsessions."

Suddenly, a wave of sourness and pain hit the chest hard, this is a love without a way out, mad and wanton rampage, destroying everything, when everything is over, that kind of obsession His madness and impulsiveness were like a dagger stabbed at the heart, and blood spurted out.

The melody didn't go down, but the strumming became more and more cheerful, and then the singing became unrestrained and unrestrained, and the endless emotions were like a galloping horse, venting out.

"I once said, be patient; I once said, the dawn is coming; I once said, balance your heart; I once said, stay kind." The vicissitudes of life revealed a trace of indescribable pain, With anger and sadness.

Standing in front of the cliffs, with open arms, embracing the wind and rain, "Dawn bursts, I will be with you, but it will be a completely different face, I will bear all the punishment, and you will reap all the reward."

Then, it stopped abruptly.

His dedication and perseverance became so stupid at the moment when love disappeared. The melody and the singing paused at the same time, leaving a lingering aftertaste surging in the air, but the thick bitterness made the heart start to tremble slightly, no sound came out, no air was felt, and I could only stare blankly. Sitting on the spot, it was dark.

The guitar strings played again, and the cloudless voice was humming, "Forget it, what happened to this Skinny-Love; we squandered so little hope. Oh my god. , God, God, the burden is getting heavier and heavier, and it is gradually falling apart."

Mouth full of bitterness just like that.

Blinking my eyes, I found that my eyes were so dry that there were no tears at all. The grief and pain were so turbulent that after reaching the extreme, I couldn't cry. After that, the brain became blank, staring blankly at the slow passage of time.

"I've said, be patient, I've said, the dawn is coming, I've said, balance your heart, I've said, stay kind. So your love has become water, so what was I? Now I've lost everything, even the last place in your heart."

Every word is so heavy that people can't breathe. In this gambling game, he blocked everything, lost everything, everything was nothing, and even disappeared completely, even the traces that once existed disappeared. No trace, then, what is the "memories of the past"? What's even more sad is that "once persistence", what is this?

In the light, his eyelids were still slightly drooping, the sadness and pain between his brows had disappeared, leaving only peace. Sing quietly, dance quietly, live quietly, like walking with corpses, the soul will wither and dissipate like this, "love that has passed away", like the blooming season of roses, proudly blooms, suddenly withers, and fleeting.

"Who would love you so much? Who would struggle? Who would fall for it?"

Ridiculous, sad, deplorable, pitiful; what is even more terrifying than sadness is that even the strength of sadness is gone. alive.

The melody was still galloping, cheerful and light, he hummed softly in tune with the melody, "Mmmmmm", the bright tune made people want to dance gracefully, ecstasy and wanton dancing, over and over again. Once again, forget all the troubles, forget all the pain, forget all the heavy, just dance.

Suddenly, an idea slipped through my mind: If this intense and passionate love,

The other half is a dream?

In an instant, the soul was struck by lightning, and all the lyric fragments came to my mind:

He once said, be patient, the dawn is coming, even if the pool is full of blood and disguise, they need to continue to persevere; even if they are increasingly burdened and disintegrated, they need to continue to run chasing the hopeless hope. The moment he gave up, he lost everything, so what was he in the past?

So, "Who would love you so much? Who would struggle? Who would fall for it?"

The cream-yellow light was still soft and bright, falling on him, but there were completely different stories and memories in everyone's sight. The same was full of bitterness and sigh, the heavy emotional drag. His ankles sank little by little, and he couldn't cry or cry out.

Just sit there quietly.

"He's not Renly." Paul could hear a low voice coming from his ear. He was slightly stunned and turned around, only to realize that it was Annie who was speaking, and made a sound of "um", expressing an inquiry. , Anne repeated, "He's not Renly."

That's not Renly.

Scarred, physically and mentally exhausted, staggering, falling into a deep despair, at a loss, at a loss, and then, in despair, I began to ask myself whether I should give up, whether I should persevere, whether I should choose again, then A fragility cannot be hidden at all, even if the spine is straight, even if the arrogance is still there, the fragmentation deep in the soul is still lingering.

Annie's mind flashed a clip of last year's Grammy Awards, standing on the stage singing "The Beast" Renly, he is sad, he is bitter, he is vulnerable, but he is It is strong, and that obsession has never disappeared, and even more brilliant light has bloomed. That was her Renly.

"Why?" Paul asked softly.

Annie shook her head, pressed her lips tightly, and repeated for the third time, "He's not Renly."

She couldn't say why, but she knew unswervingly that the figure on the stage looked very, very much like Renly. In some moments, it seemed that the boundaries could be blurred, but after all, it was not Renly. She knew, she just knew.

But even Ethan and Joel couldn't be so sure.

Joel's eyes lit up slightly. In this performance just now, he thought of Levine, and he also thought of Levine's partner Mickey.

They are all members of the tide of the times, but Mickey was still unable to resist the huge pressure, and finally chose to give up, and ended everything tragically and decisively by ending his life, but left LeVine behind. irreparable wounds. Everyone thought that it was because Le Verne's career was in trouble, but at this moment, they knew that it was not the case.

Who will love you so much? Who still struggles? Who will fall for it?

This is Le Verne's question to Mickey, a question of his dreams, and a question of himself.

So, Le Verne raised his head high, and refused to compromise proudly and aloofly. In his heart, he was afraid, afraid of his own compromise and withdrawal, to live up to Mickey's sacrifice, and to live up to his own. persist in.

Le Verne would rather give up the copyright than let himself go down the same path as Jim; Le Verne would rather be a sailor again than find another chorus partner like a quartet; Le Verne would rather be rejected again than be like Troy Become a little white face to please the public.

Because once you give up persistence, you also give up on yourself.

It's stupid and it's crazy.

But LeVern kept going. What's even more ridiculous is that even if he doesn't know whether his insistence is correct and meaningful, he is stuck in the same place, constantly spinning and spinning again and again, at a loss and at a loss, but still clenching his teeth and not knowing what to do. Willing to let go of the last breath.

At the end of the story, he sang "Hang me, oh, hang me" and "Wave goodbye" again, but the meaning and mentality were completely different. It was only now that he really said goodbye to Mickey.

"Oh my God, my God, my God." Joel couldn't help but repeated in a low voice, his mind was turbulent and he couldn't help himself.

Joel can't imagine, Renly did it, Renly did it! In the performance of just one scene, the entire character of Le Vern was outlined, and he endowed it with a soul, and even gave the whole story a spiritual main line connected in series. This short song time, but said Through countless vicissitudes.

"My God!"

Joel just wanted to scream excitedly, as if he had finally found the last piece of the puzzle that was missing. The feeling of incompleteness finally became complete. He tried to communicate with Ethan, but the thoughts in his mind came to him. The turbulent thoughts were too crazy to express. He could only focus on the figure on the stage, and the words blurted out like this——

"Le Verne, is this your own composition?" Le Verne, not Renly, "haven't heard you sing it before, I mean, is this Mickey's composition? Or , is this your latest creation? If possible, I hope you can perform it again in the Gaslight Bar in the future."

"No, it's not." Le Verne twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing a self-deprecating smile, "I can't write such a lingering/sorrowful/sorrowful song, that's not my style." This made the bar guests They all let out a low chuckle. "This is a song from Bon-Iver. He wrote the melody and lyrics himself, and I just adapted it a little bit according to my style."

Bon-Iver, the folk singer who competed with Renly for Rookie of the Year at the Grammys last year, is a real-life singer, and he wrote and performed the song just now.

In an instant, the sixties and contemporary reality are so confused; but the wonderful thing is that Le Vern is still Le Vern, Joel is still Joel, the kerosene lamp bar is still the kerosene lamp bar, the crew is still the crew, After the dimensional wall between reality and illusion was completely broken, there was no sense of disobedience, but the wonderful atmosphere continued.

It was a rare and special experience for everyone present!

Note: Lost Love (Skinny-Love - Bon-Iver)

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