Chapter 879 Xiao Jintang, You Fool!
Is this what you call happiness? Why did you never ask me what I thought? Why am I always the one decided? Shouldn't it be fair for two people who love each other? "
Xiao Jintang's throat became even more bitter,
"No need to be fair, I just want to be nice to you."
"Then you think the decision you are making now is good for me?"
Deng Wanting's blunt question made Xiao Jintang speechless for a moment. Looking at her tearful eyes, all the strength in his body collapsed in an instant.
"I thought……"
Deng Wanting cried, and finally cried out loudly, which could be heard very clearly in the quiet air.
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Xiao Jintang was stunned for a moment.
He has never seen her like this before, the strong fairy, the indifferent fairy, the kind fairy, the panicked fairy...
But now, in front of him, she dropped the fairy's waving wings and cried like a child.
So sad and wronged.
Xiao Jintang's heart seemed to have been hit hard, and he felt extremely distressed. With a rare panic of a grown man, he clumsily comforted and admitted his mistake.
"Fairy, don't cry, don't cry, I was wrong.
Don't cry, I know I was wrong..."
Xiao Jintang wanted to hug her, but his gentle and loving embrace was pushed away by Deng Wanting.
Xiao Jintang felt depressed!
With a "bang", Deng Wanting punched him hard on the chest.
Such strength is nothing to Xiao Jintang.
However, he felt a burst of pain, and in an instant, it spread to all his limbs...
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Xiao Jintang's hoarse throat became even more bitter, but he called her,
"Fairy, don't cry..."
Deng Wanting raised her head and looked at him aggrievedly with tear-filled eyes.
"Xiao Jintang, you said you were wrong, but where did you go wrong?"
"I've upset you again."
Xiao Jintang clenched his fists tightly, and his muffled voice contained a faint nasal sound.
After finishing her words, "Bang", she punched him on the chest again, but Xiao Jintang was stiff and motionless, letting her hit him.
Suddenly, Deng Wanting cried even louder, and she started crying loudly,
"Xiao Jintang, you idiot! You are the stupidest joke in the world!
Isn’t your heart made of flesh? Doesn't it hurt even if you get hit? Don’t you feel sad even if you are wronged?
…”
Deng Wanting slapped him more wantonly.
Xiao Jintang suddenly smiled, and the corners of his thin mouth slowly raised under the pale yellow light.
He said, as long as she wants it, as long as he has it.
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Deng Wanting finally exhausted all her strength, and the fist she dropped trembled and spread out, carefully covering the chest where she had just hit him.
With tears streaming down her face, she stared into his dark eyes, and her crying voice became hoarse.
"Xiao Jintang, you always thought that everything you did was for my good, but why didn't you ask me if I wanted this? At first you thought that I would forget if you left, but now you think that we don't want sex. You can always love each other.
If your kindness to me must be based on your pain, then I would rather not do it. Because I won't be happy either. "
Xiao Jintang's eyes widened suddenly, as if his canthus were about to burst, and he stared at her.
"I……"
However, I couldn't say a word anymore.
…
Deng Wanting's eyes trembled and she continued,
"You can't forgive yourself. If I tell you, that night four years ago, I was very lucky that I broke into the room by mistake and the man was you.
Even though there are still shadows, I no longer feel dirty, I no longer cannot face it, I no longer hate what I have experienced, and I no longer feel unable to hold my head high in front of you.
Even, I sometimes think that all this may have been doomed a long time ago, that we will fall in love, and that I will be your woman. "
Xiao Jintang was shocked all over!
She had never said these words to him, and he had never known that she would have the same thoughts as him.
They are destined in fate!
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Deng Wanting's open hand gently held his broad palm,
"Good love will never involve blind tolerance and compromise. That kind of love will never last.
True love is a matter between two people. Just like this, I hold you and you give me strength so that you won't let go. "
In the goose-yellow light, the two hands holding each other were tightly interlocked.
"You fool, why can't you be more sure of yourself? Although I know that you love me much more than I love you, why can't you believe my love for you.
You love me, so you want to give me all the best things in the world, and hope that I will be a happy woman.
However, I also love you, and I hope that I can give the man I love the greatest happiness. "
The woman's tearful eyebrows smiled, her smile as bright as a spring flower, and the sparkling eyes shone with the most touching and gentle light in the light.
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Xiao Jintang's dazed face, complicated expressions, and hoarse and sore throat contained thousands of words, but they could not be said or spoken.
If someone asks Xiao Jintang what the happiest thing is, he will definitely tell him loudly without hesitation,
I met this woman and then stalked her for the rest of my life!
Suddenly, Deng Wanting gently raised her hand to unbutton Xiao Jintang's shirt.
Xiao Jintang's Adam's apple twitched, and he couldn't help but tremble. His widened pupils focused on the movements in her hands.
Deng Wanting unbuttoned all the buttons of Xiao Jintang's shirt and opened the placket. The "X" tattoo on the left chest was suddenly exposed to the warm air.
The woman's slender fingertips touched lightly.
Xiao Jintang couldn't help but stiffen suddenly, his back straightened, as if a high-voltage electric current was transmitted from his fingertips, and a layer of goosebumps appeared all over his body.
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Deng Wanting covered her hands bit by bit and carefully traced the tattoo wheel marks. She was still a little scared, but she no longer panicked and said softly,
"This 'X' tattoo has always been my most painful nightmare, it follows me like a nightmare, and I try every means to get rid of it.
But now, I can't get rid of it anymore.
Because I'm going to start accepting it. "
Deng Wanting raised her eyes slightly, looked into the man's dark and bright eyes, and saw her own faint smile.
"My Mr. X, I need your help."
Xiao Jintang's Adam's apple rolled, and his hoarse voice became deeper, revealing a hint of suppressed desire.
"Fairy……"
Deng Wanting's hands trembled slightly and she had already wrapped her arms around his waist. With a backward movement, they lay on the bed together.
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