Chapter 878 Xiao Jintang, You Are Drunk

Deng Wanting suddenly panicked, and she didn't know where to put her clenched palms.

Through a layer of shirt fabric, she could even feel the heat released from his chest, almost burning her.

The tip of Xiao Jintang's nose gently touched hers,

"Fairy, I have something to say to you."

Deng Wanting pressed tightly against Xiao Jintang's chest and tried to calm down, but the panicked fairy even stuttered when she spoke.

"You, you... you are drunk. If anything happens, we will talk about it after you... wake up."

…

Looking at her beautiful face covered with red clouds, suddenly---

Xiao Jintang smiled, his charming deep eyes filled with gentler love, unabashedly revealed.

The evil red thin lips were slightly opened, and she spoke seriously every word,

"Fairy, I'm not drunk, I'm sober. I know what I'm doing now and what I'm going to tell you next."

Deng Wanting was stunned for a moment.

"you……"

The tightly clenched fist on her chest had been put into the palm of his hand, and he wrapped it gently, and carefully rubbed it with his rough fingertips, soothing her panicked heart.

…

Sui Er---

Xiao Jintang pursed her lips slightly, and her gentle eyes became more profound, but they could only accommodate her alone.

She was obviously afraid of such a too strong and revealing look, but she was irresistibly attracted and seduced.

Xiao Jintang's voice was slightly hoarse and vague, and a thin layer of bitterness appeared at the corners of his pursed lips.

"Fairy, you said you forgive me, but I can't forgive myself."

Deng Wanting's panicked eyes paused and focused.

What is he saying?

Deng Wanting looked at the man in front of her in a daze, and the bitter smile on his lips made her heartache uncontrollably.

…

Xiao Jintang gently stroked the side of her face, and his anxious eyes trembled slightly.

“You said, give time, let the past pass.

Every time, when I want to hold your hand, hug you and kiss you, although you always try very hard to stay calm, your eyes will never lie.

There is panic and fear in your eyes unconsciously. I know that what I did to you that night four years ago may never be over. "

Deng Wanting felt a pain in her heart and shook her head in a daze. Her slightly messy long hair fell on her face and she murmured softly,

"It's not like that, it's not..."

"How was that?"

"yes……"

Deng Wanting suddenly blushed and didn't know how to answer.

When he didn't get an answer, Xiao Jintang couldn't resist the sourness in his eyes, and the moist mist filled the air.

"Fairy, since there is no way to get through, then don't force yourself."

…

Don't force it...

Deng Wanting spoke slowly,

"so……"

But it was hard to speak out.

So, is he going to...give up? Give up the relationship that he and she had finally managed to get together?

So what he said to her before were all lies?

Deng Wanting's stunned face became stiff little by little, and she looked straight at him with the hurt between her brows and eyes.

Xiao Jintang didn't say anything. He got up from Deng Wanting, then stood on the ground and bent down to pick her up, then turned and walked into the room.

The light is full and falls on the goose-yellow curtains in front of the window. Even in the dark, it always makes people feel so warm.

…

Xiao Jintang gently placed Deng Wanting on the bed, and then spoke, his hoarse voice became gentler, his eyebrows smiled,

"Fairy, I don't want you to be sad, I just want you to be happy.

So, if there is really no other way, then let's have a 'sex-free marriage', a platonic love, as long as I can be by your side every day, it will be enough. "

Deng Wanting was shocked all over!

His shocked pupils lost all their indifference and stared at Xiao Jintang, almost unable to believe what he had just heard!

He said...'xingless marriage'! Platonic love!

Although she didn't know what real married life would be like, she was an adult after all. She had also read such a sentence in a book,

"Having sex because of love is the most beautiful thing in the world."

The two parties in love merge with each other. It is a collision of souls and souls, and then, there will be the crystallization of love.

…

Moreover, a marriage without sex is almost difficult to maintain for a long time.

Even if she believed enough that Xiao Jintang would not cheat on her, he was only in his twenties and a young man in the prime of life. How could he not have such needs?

However, he actually said that a 'sexual marriage' was enough!

Just so that she wouldn't be sad, just to make her happy...

My chest suddenly felt suffocating.

Full of emotion came over me all of a sudden, spreading in every corner of my body, and my blood was flowing hotly.

Deng Wanting's cheeks turned red, and the corners of her stiff mouth twitched with difficulty.

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

Xiao Jintang nodded seriously, held her hand, clasped their fingers together, and answered her,

"I know.

As long as you are happy, I can do anything else. "

…

Suddenly, tears fell without any warning.

Looking at the man in front of her, her wet eyes flashed with moving light.

He loved her, she believed it.

However, Deng Wanting never thought that he would love her so much that she was almost crazy.

The crystal tears slipped down and fell into the palm of his hand holding her cheek. They melted between the close skin and flowed into a river called "happiness".

Xiao Jintang gently rubbed his fingertips to wipe away the tears on her cheeks. He leaned down slightly and placed a gentle kiss on her hair.

"You will always be my most beautiful fairy, good night."

…

In the room, the music box on the dressing table was still playing soft music, and Deng Wanting watched him get up.

Suddenly, the tears poured down like a broken curtain, and they couldn't stop it.

Just when Xiao Jintang was about to leave, Deng Wanting's breath froze, and the hand he let go suddenly tightened, and she even trembled uncontrollably.

"Why are you always so self-righteous?"

With twinkling eyes, she looked directly at him without escaping.

Xiao Jintang was stunned and before he could speak, he heard her continue,

"Before, you thought that you wanted to leave City A and let me live alone; now you think that you are talking about platonic love, so that you can bear all the sadness alone.

Is this what you call happiness? Why did you never ask me what I thought? Why am I always the one decided? Shouldn't it be fair for two people who love each other? "