Technician’s Manual

Chapter 150 Because You Want to Protect Yourself

"I am afraid?"

Freya asked subconsciously: "But didn't you just say that I was very happy?"

“Happiness and fear are emotions that can coexist at the same time,” Adela said. “I’ve seen a lot of people like this in casino head-to-head games—they’ve got a great hand, so they’re excited and happy that they can They win, but they are worried that their opponent has a better hand, so the worry and fear lingers in their hearts.”

"Happiness comes from what you already have, and fear comes from the fact that your opponent can take away what you have at any time. Freya, who are you playing with, and what kind of bet are you having?"

"This class is boring anyway. Instead of talking to a psychotherapist, you might as well talk to me, and I won't charge you any money."

Freya hesitated: "Generally speaking, if you want to receive psychological treatment, you should find a psychotherapist who has nothing to do with your life..."

"Yes." Adela held up her chin and looked at Freya's beautiful face: "But you are obviously so happy, but your eyes are full of 'help me' distress signals. I really can't stand by and watch. "

Freya touched her face gently and was slightly absent-minded for a moment.

Adela didn't urge her and waited quietly.

The sunshine is very good today, and the teacher's lecture sound is also very hypnotic.

In such a peaceful daily life, Freya became out of place.

Because she exuded an aura of happiness that Adela had never seen before.

Even if Adela saw a gambler in the casino make a comeback to pay off his gambling debts and avoid the fate of being transformed into a mechanical miner to dig mines for the rest of his life, she would not be as happy as Freya;

Even if there were students who were admitted to the graduate school of Red Mist Research Institute, it would not be as easy as Freya;

Even successful entrepreneurs, magicians, professors, and scholars are not as at ease as Freya.

This is really... too dazzling.

It even made Adela feel a little disgusted and even made her want to gag.

After a long silence, Freya finally said: "I know a Veela..."

"Oh, hahahaha, okay, you can continue." Adela could hardly hold it in anymore.

Freya rolled her eyes at Adela angrily and continued: "She recently met a man for some special reasons..."

Because of the contract she signed, Freya could not reveal Ash's identity, appearance, living in her apartment, and other information, but she could still reveal it to others after blurring the information. For example, if they spend the night together, it can be said that they spend the night in a hotel outside; for example, if they have dinner together every night, it can be said that Freya goes to Ash's house for dinner; for example, Freya scares Ash so much that he dare not go to bed...

After talking about the past few days together in bits and pieces, Freya revealed the inexplicable emotions in her heart: "I like and hate him now. I want to get close to him but want to stay away from him. I feel like I am... Not sick..."

"Isn't this easy to understand?" Adela smiled: "Veela fell in love with him."

"No, absolutely not." Freya shook her head: "It's not like I haven't loved before. Love is closeness, hugging, greed, and requesting. How can I hate or stay away from you?"

Adela said: "Love also has many forms, or in other words, love has many purposes. The kind of love you are used to, Freya, is only born from appearance, and is only passionate to satisfy desires. When you When you meet someone with a better skin, your love will also transfer. For you, this love is replaceable."

"And what that man brought to Veela was not a whim of desire, but the joy of getting to know each other, daily companionship, and soul compatibility. You may have met more beautiful skins in the past, but interesting souls, Maybe this is the only one."

"This is why Veela feels disgusted with this love and even tries to stay away - he is irreplaceable. What's even more frightening is that he has gradually integrated into Veela's life, like a poison that has penetrated into the bone marrow and cannot be controlled by any means. removal."

"What an evil man. He allowed Veela to join his life, so Veela's life was also touched by him; he wanted to understand Veela, so Veela also wanted to understand him; he was relying on Veela, so Veela The baby will also rely on him.”

"Perhaps only a man who completely abandons his self-esteem, independent life, and privacy would do such a thing. Even if he received the most basic moral education in a foster care center, he would not do such a despicable thing." Adela Shaking his head: "There is such a shameless man these days, and he also successfully charmed a Veela. Veela is really unlucky."

Freya was confused for a while and asked subconsciously: "Then what should I do?"

"Follow your instinct, hate him, and stay away from him." Adela said softly: "If you continue like this, you will only sink into the increasingly strong affection and become no longer yourself. When the time comes, not only will you be locked in Just a man, and everything you have done to him in the past.”

"You have heard it many times in the nursing home, right? "Any relationship that makes you worry will pollute you", "Any relationship that makes you feel wronged will hurt you", "Any relationship that makes you change will dominate you". All that man does is pollute you, hurt you, and dominate you. "

Adela grabbed Freya's hand, "We have received so much education, not to lose ourselves. We are born for ourselves, and only for ourselves, and there is no room for others."

"Do you still remember what the main content of the Bloodline Prohibition Law is?"

Freya murmured: "It's... freedom of personality..."

"Yes, freedom of personality, because after the prohibition of blood ties, the family no longer exists, and family affection and love no longer have a foundation. Everyone has cut off all social shackles, so they can gain freedom of personality. "

"Maybe you value him very much now, but that's just an illusion now. Next year, next month, tomorrow, or even the next second, you may have new ideas, fall in love with new people, and want to live a new life at any time. .”

"This is not only for yourself, but also for the other party. After all, humans can evolve more than Veela."

"Think about it, how would you feel if the other person suddenly had new ideas and chose to leave you on his own initiative?"

Thinking that the shelf life was only a few days away, Freya suddenly felt out of breath and said with difficulty: "...it will be uncomfortable."

"It makes you feel uncomfortable not long after we have known him. If we had known him for a few months or a few years, would you have twisted yourself to please him in order to keep him?"

"You yourself have anticipated this possibility, and you yourself are also worried about this future, so you are so uneasy and want to stay away from him."

"Because you want to protect yourself. You know that even though he is a marshmallow now, you are still afraid of being stabbed."

Seeing Freya's increasingly pitiful expression, Adela whispered softly in her ear: "We don't need irreplaceable love."

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