Chapter 147 Everyone Is the Same (Third Update)
Ash put her hand away, his expression seemed a little uncomfortable.
"But you're neither in love nor have a family, so wouldn't you just have to be alone all the time?"
"We have always been...right!"
Freya suddenly remembered something, took out her homework paper from her schoolbag and wrote furiously: "There is another benefit of the socialized parenting system... Cultivate a sense of independence from an early age... Get used to fighting alone... There are more advantages in exploring the virtual world ..."Every Blood Moon citizen is a qualified magician reserve"...Okay, it's unreasonable for the professor not to give me full marks this time! "
Ash was watching her write the paper and continued to ask: "Don't you want to have a perfect relationship with your lover? Don't you want to share your joy and pour out your stress with your loved ones? Don't you want someone to care about you?"
"Why do you ask so many strange questions...Do you want to be my lover and live with me?!"
"I've been told that I will stay here for at most seven days before leaving."
Freya shrugged and replied: "I don't need to find a lover, I just need to spend some money to go to a nigga, and I can have a perfect relationship; if I want to share the joy, I can show off my achievements to my classmates behind the curtain, If I want to talk about my stress, I should go to a psychotherapist; as for caring, isn't that another word for 'investment'? If someone cares about me, it means he wants to gain greater benefits from me."
"If I have great value, everyone will care about me; if I have no value, no one will care about me, and even my lover will leave me. This is very simple human nature."
Ash said softly: "But human nature is not only about weighing interests, but also about truth, goodness and beauty."
"But why should I place my hopes on others instead of investing all my resources in myself?" Freya smiled: "I can go to the restaurant when I'm hungry, I can go to Nica if I need it, and I can go to Nica if the room is dirty. If you’re looking for a part-time job, you can go to a psychotherapist if you’re feeling stressed—psychotherapists are actually one of my future career options—it’s already the 17th century. If any need can be met with money, why should we gamble on human nature?”
"Even my good friend Adela, who is addicted to gambling, does not dare to participate in this kind of gambling where the initiative is completely in the hands of others. The risk of entering an intimate relationship is too great."
"But don't you feel lonely?"
Freya wrote the last period, put her homework back in her bag, and turned to look at Ash.
"Everyone is the same," she said.
Then she reached out and picked up Xiaoxian, and rubbed Xiaoxian's face affectionately, but Xiaoxian pushed her away with her balls of disgust, "And I also have Xiaoxian, how can I be lonely?"
Facing the Veela's pure and happy eyes, Ash suddenly realized that the ogre mayor Fenance still failed to reach the core of the Blood Moon Kingdom.
Because he is also an orphan, he has no relatives, and he does not know how to love.
Just like Freya will not realize the sour smell of her clothes, most people living in the Blood Moon Kingdom will not realize that they have lost the ability to love.
How can someone who has never seen the sun know its warmth? How can people who have never felt the care of their family believe in selfless feelings?
Perhaps they believe that there will be selfless love in this world, and they also yearn for this kind of love, but they are even more convinced that this kind of love will not come to them.
Just like Feinan Xue believes that the Blood Moon Kingdom is not worthy of a savior, they also believe that they are not worthy of embracing love.
The ogres believe that the Blood Moon isolates everyone by sowing seeds of suspicion and building walls of discrimination. But in fact, the blood moon uses education to remove the seeds of love from everyone's heart, making everyone spontaneously resist entering an intimate relationship. Discrimination and suspicion are just the stench of the rotten and weathered soil without love.
Ash suddenly thought of Ronna - the reason why this werewolf was regarded as Moon Shadow's traitor was because his love was too strong?
Seeing that Ash hadn't spoken for a long time, Freya couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong with you?"
Ash came back to his senses and smiled: "No, I was just thinking about where I could make some money."
"If you are willing to show up, I suggest you work part-time as a clay worker. With your appearance, although you are not the highest-level clay worker, you are still considered to be a middle-to-lower level. There should be many customers who will order you. How about I introduce you to a clay worker? Can I give it to you? Even if you don’t want to do it for a long time, you can still try it out. Many men with good looks will spend a night doing brickwork to judge their market positioning. "
"Thank you, but my skills are very poor and I am not qualified to make this money."
"Beginners are actually a good selling point. Many rich women especially like virgins. And if you want to practice your skills, I can accompany you..."
"Didn't you say you would have class at 2 p.m.? It's already 1:50 now."
Freya looked at the time and quickly picked up her schoolbag: "Oh no, no, no, I almost forgot the time. These dishes..."
"I'll take a shower," Ya Xiu said, "Will you come back and have dinner with us tonight?"
here we go again.
Freya felt herself having that weird emotion again.
It has nothing to do with lust or greed. It makes Freya hate and like Ash at the same time. It makes Freya want to stay away from Ash but also want to get close to him.
Is it a curse from the Four Pillar Cult? Or is it the aura of pollution that the evil saints unconsciously exude?
She was thinking this, but she replied: "Yeah."
"Is there anything you want to eat?"
"Red Flame Lala Fatty Fish Roe Rice Bowl, okay?"
"No problem." Ya Xiu waved his hand: "Be careful on the road."
The strange emotion in her heart became more and more intense. Freya nodded hurriedly, put down the string and left the house in a hurry.
Yaxiu decisively turned off the video of visiting the store and clicked on "Killing Virtual Realm Creatures with Hands: Killing the Fish and Dragon Chapter". After watching the video, he got dressed, put on a mask, and summoned a substitute.
"Wash the dishes, do the cleaning, and play with the cat if you have extra time. If there is an accident, you can immediately cancel the avatar. Do you understand?"
The double nodded.
Ash opened a worksheet called "4.29 School Timetable" in the Curtain of Knowledge. This is a file that can only be downloaded in the internal curtain of Kaimon Comprehensive University, but Freya also happens to be a student of the Comprehensive University.
He didn't just find a random house to stay in, he came prepared.
His eyes rested on a line in the class schedule.
"Ancient Ritual Sects", Schilling Carr, Classroom 108. "
After confirming the target, Ash was about to go out, but he saw Xiao Xian sitting on the floor like a fat man, looking so languid that he had no energy.
Ash's heart moved, and he activated the sympathetic magic spirit towards Xiao Xian, and immediately received waves of painful feedback.
Although it hurts and is uncomfortable, it does not feel unhappy because of it. It is as calm as if it is used to dealing with pain. Looking at the Sympathy Spirit in Ash's hand, it tilted its head, seemingly curious.
"Is it congenital rickets..." Ya Xiu gently stroked Xiao Xian's head, "They are screened from birth. Only the lucky ones who meet the aesthetic value of existence can survive. Then they live in cages and undergo castration and sterilization. After they are released from the cage, they Squeeze out value as goods..."
"Because I have been with pain since childhood, I don't think it is misfortune, but take it as a natural fate; because everyone is like this, I don't think it is pain, and naturally I have no worries."
He reached out and scratched the folded-eared cat's chin, and Xiao Xian smiled happily.
"It's really hard to be a spectator."