Chapter 1077: Split Between Sensibility and Rationality

Miss Vosloda did not immediately respond to Ash's question. She used a knife and fork to cut one-sixth of the lava cake into pieces, then opened her mouth wide and took it in in one gulp. The overflowing cream stuck to the corner of her mouth, just like a child.

Today she is wearing a black velvet shawl, black knitted half-finger sleeves on both hands, a skirt underneath the navy blue trench coat, and her small satchel on the table. She looks like an aristocratic girl who comes out to enjoy the snow. She is comfortable and noble in her bones, but a little bit not elegant or ladylike, which will only highlight her unfettered cuteness and childishness.

Ash wasn't surprised either. After all, she was not raised as a lady. Eight years ago, she was still a playboy, Felix. When Ash first met her on the train, she was being hunted by gangsters as the second son of a nobleman... At that time, Ash didn't even know she was a woman.

But later, when I met Feili in the Star Cage, I vaguely guessed it after thinking about it for a while. But having said that, since Ash came back from the Star Cage, he seems to have never seen Felix disguised as a man again...

"Are you asking on behalf of your friend?"

Noticing the teasing look in Felix's eyes, Ash showed black lines on his face and the corners of his mouth twitched: "Is it fun to hurt me?"

"Of course it's interesting." Perhaps because the cake was very sweet and delicious, Felix raised the corners of his mouth and said cheerfully, "I won't ask who it is, but it's not hard to guess."

"Actually, I'm surprised that you would ask this question. Shouldn't "liking for unknown reasons" be something that often happens to you?" "How is it possible?"

"Isn't that true? I thought you always fell in love with every girl you met, and all pretty girls were your lovers. You were as picky about food as a trash can."

"So you're still hurting me?!"

Felix chuckled, biting his fork and said, "But seriously, is there really such a thing as "like without knowing why" in this world? I don't believe there's nothing you like about the other person. After all, even I saw him in the bathhouse. Her breasts, legs, and buttocks will all make you blush..."

"Of course the kind of love you mentioned exists. Appreciating beauty is human instinct. Who doesn't like beautiful girls?" Ash took a sip of sweet milk: "To be honest, I miss being with Igula and Harvey a little bit. Today, being with you girls day and night is really testing my self-control..."!

"Huh?" Felix tilted his head, "Including me?"

Ash glanced at her and jumped back to the topic as if nothing had happened: "But the love of appreciation is different from the love I said. If you like spring, you don't have to pick the flowers, if you like summer, you don't need to catch the cicadas, and if you like autumn, you don't need to leave the withered flowers behind." Ye, if you like winter, you won’t hide the snow... You appreciate a scenery, but you don’t want to keep this scenery forever, because the next second you may want to see the mountains and rivers, and see the virtual world, you will not put yourself A landscape is forever bound together."

"But when I say I like it, I mean..."

He paused as if he was embarrassed, and said in a complicated tone: "It's the kind of feeling where you want to be together all the time, bound forever, and exchange life."

Felix blinked and fell silent, seemingly impressed by his words.

After a moment, she couldn't help but said: "Let's not mention that one, but your current situation is that you want to tie up the three sorceresses, Sword Girl, Witch and Silver Lantern, and want to be with them all the time. , you want to exchange lives with them, it’s best if we can live together?”

Ash blinked and nodded, "Yeah, what's the problem?"

"Then I understand." Felix patted his forehead. "You have no problem. The main reason is that I used to hang out in the aristocratic circle. Most of the people in it were scum, but they also knew that they were scum. Although it was difficult to get along with them, Too comfortable but at least their desires are clear."

"And I rarely get along with people like you before. You are obviously a scumbag but you still talk about pure love seriously." Felix spread his hands and explained: "I can't say it, but I feel like I'm seeing a puddle of vomit talking. Same, a little disgusting and a little disgusting..."

"If you can't say it, then don't say it!" Ash ate the cake with big mouthfuls to hide his broken defense: "I understand, I'll finish it and leave!"

"I've never seen a trash can with such a heart as yours." Felix smiled, "He looks like my father..."

She paused and then suddenly returned to the topic: "I understand what you mean. Normally, if you have a person whose outlook and behavior are unacceptable to you, the most you can do is covet her body, and you won't want to be with her." Together."

"You should obviously hate the other person from the bottom of your heart and even hate the other person. Even if the other person has never hurt you, the other person's past has seriously challenged your moral bottom line... If you don't know each other, you will even curse the other person to die quickly... Obviously, it is unacceptable for you to breathe the same air as the other person. Any extra second the other person lives is a waste of resources."

"But your sensibility and rationality are split. Rationally you want to stay away from the other person, but emotionally you want to get close to the other person. It's like two lesbians fighting back and forth in your mind, that's why you are so entangled."

Ash nodded repeatedly when he heard this, and couldn't help but admire: "Yes, that's it. Felix, you are simply my mouth substitute, perfectly summing up the confusion in my heart!"

Felix glanced at him, took another small bite of cake, and snorted softly: "It really makes me unhappy to understand a scumbag like you..."

Ash's mouth twitched, and he said tactfully: "It would be better if you were willing to show a little respect to the audience."

"Sorry, I don't want to." Felix bit his fork and made a sound: "If I can't scold you, I'd rather not speak."

"It's up to you." Ash was helpless, and he felt that he really deserved to scold, especially at this moment, "So I don't understand why someone would like someone they hate?"

Felix said: "Because the other person once made your heart beat, at that moment all the other person's shortcomings were forgotten by you, even if the other person was a devil or a scum, but you still hope that this moment can last forever... So you like it."

Ash was startled, and suddenly remembered the morning when he just came back from hell. He turned his head and saw the sunlight illuminating the maid's face. The maid looked at him with a smile, squinting slightly, as if every eyelash was happy for his return.

He took a bite of the cake, carefully feeling the sweetness of the rich cream on his tongue, and asked with a sigh: "What should I do?"

"Isn't this very simple? Follow your emotions and continue to like it, or follow your reason and completely hate it." Felix said: "Is there a third choice?"

"Sometimes I think fighting may be the simplest thing in a magician's life."

Ash poked the cake with a fork: "At least I can use miracles to change everything I don't like."