Chapter 337 I Don’t Have the Confidence to Fall Out (7)
The main reason why he rejected women thousands of miles away was actually caused by the fact that when he was eight years old, he was sent to a mental hospital by his mother, and the middle-aged woman who took care of him had unwanted desires for him.
When he was young, he dreamed about the scene of that night more than once in the dark night.
In fact, the middle-aged woman didn't insult him very much. Her hand just touched her back, and even her smelly lips just landed on his arms and shoulders, and he was Controlling his thoughts, he hit the wall and fainted.
The reason why that incident cast a shadow on him as a child was because when he touched her skin, he read some dirty and dirty thoughts from the bottom of her heart.
So even though the woman didn't do anything to him, he was still frightened when he was young. He once felt that he was dirty, so much so that he had to bathe several times a day for many years. Even now, he is still mysophobic. Somewhat outrageous.
Even though he couldn't bear the proximity of women, due to the demands of work these years, he suppressed the nausea in his heart and still interacted with some women to some extent.
Although that little intersection can be called negligible in the eyes of others, in his world, it is already the limit, because they don't know that when he interacts with those women, no matter how beautiful or beautiful they are, How smart and gentle they are, how well they are praised in the eyes of men. As soon as he shakes hands with them, a feeling of disgust and nausea will appear in his heart. He can't wait to take his hand away immediately. No one knows that he secretly , how long should you wipe your hands with alcohol cotton to calm down the discomfort in your heart.
When you are forced to shake hands with them, you will more or less read some of their innermost thoughts, including surprise, liking, and of course some explicit desires...
There was even one time when a woman's innermost thoughts were too naked. She stared into his eyes and said hello to him gently and generously, but deep down in her heart she really wanted to sleep with him for one night... At that time, he was like Losing his composure, he immediately threw away her hand, turned around and left, regardless of the many people around him watching. He even almost couldn't hold it back and vomited on the spot.
But today, he read from the bottom of Song Qingchun's heart that her fantasies were more extreme than other women's thoughts. Not only did he not feel the slightest disgust or disgust, but he was also led by her to be agitated and have wild thoughts.
Of course, he was still a little unhappy because she fantasized about him doing things with other women.
He knew that she didn't mean to seduce him, but she was far more irritating than seducing him.
But he didn't expect that her body's reaction would be noticed by her.
When he read her shock from the bottom of her heart, the first thought that flashed through his mind was shock, and then he was at a loss, shy and at a loss.
He knew that she wouldn't know that he knew what she was thinking, but he still didn't know how to face it.
So his first reaction was to run away.
All afternoon, he didn't dare to look at her.
Without looking at her, his thoughts were wandering and he was frequently distracted during the meeting.
If he looked at her, he thought, he would probably have to take a cold shower in the bathroom all afternoon.