Chapter 349 I Want to Be Like This for the Rest of My Life (9)

He said that he was kind to her because he felt owed that night and wanted to compensate her.

But even so, she found that she was spineless and still wanted him to treat her well.

Even, if possible, she wanted him to be so kind to her for the rest of her life.

lifetime……

Su Zhinian, who had been staring out the window with a calm expression, felt a tremor all over his body as if he had been stimulated when Song Qingchun read these three words in his heart.

His reaction was so great that he woke up Song Qingchun. Before she could figure out what was going on, he took away the hand on her abdomen.

The weight loss on her abdomen made Song Qingchun frown, and she asked with some confusion, "What's wrong?"

As if he didn't hear her words, he stood up suddenly, turned around and walked away without even looking at her.

"Su Zhinian, you..." Song Qingchun hurriedly sat up from the bed. Before she could finish her words, the bedroom door was slammed shut, and her next words were also abruptly It's stuck in the throat.

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There was no color on Su Zhinian's handsome face. He held the doorknob firmly and leaned against her door, motionless.

He stood frozen for a long time as if struggling with something, and finally let go of her doorknob and walked towards the study.

He sat in front of the desk and stared at the painting on the wall opposite for a while. Then he opened the drawer on the side and took out the diary.

He quietly flipped through the diary until he reached the blank page at the back, then slowly breathed a sigh of relief, picked up the pen, and wrote a line: "February 29, 2016, 10:50 pm, cloudy day ,smog".

His pen tip paused on the paper for a long time before he started writing eloquently.

"There are only ten days left before March 10, the day she leaves."

"Today, I took her to the company, and she discovered the unsent gifts in my drawer. Just a little bit, she knew from the secretary's mouth that I bought her those gifts."

"I didn't eat lunch with her. When I came back, she fell asleep on the hanging chair in my office. I stared at the scene of her falling asleep and was alone in a daze for a long time. I don't know if she noticed the scenery on the hanging chair. It’s very familiar, it’s an image she has imagined.”

"She thought about a lot of random pictures about him today, and she even used one sentence to describe him, which made me think about him all afternoon. He's so handsome that he can't even close his legs."

"I went to Jinbihuihuang in the evening. Mr. Lu asked her who she was. He only mentioned her last name. If possible, he didn't even want to mention her last name. Many men in the shopping mall circle have no feelings. If possible, I hope she will stay with her for the rest of her life. Live in a clean and simple world.”

When Su Zhinian wrote this, he stopped again. He began to hold the pen harder. He stared at the paper and pursed his lips several times before he continued to write.

"I have hoped countless times that she could change her attitude toward me. I don't want her to like me, I just want her not to hate me so much."

"But tonight, I actually read these three words of a lifetime from the bottom of her heart."

"Even if she only wanted him to be nice to her for the rest of her life, the secret from five years ago destined me to be just a passer-by for her, and the kindness she wanted for the rest of her life, Su Zhinian will never be able to give me."