Concluding Remarks——Thirty, Fame, Dust and Dirt

Concluding remarks——Thirty, Fame, Dust and Dirt

The apocalypse forecast is over!

It's over! It's over! It's over! It's finally over!

When everyone saw this line of words, I had already finished running, screaming, shouting, growling, twisting and standing on my head, and finally found a little calmness, and returned to the computer.

Finish the final work.

Ah, the last tatakai!

How exciting it sounds!

From the official upload on March 8, 2019, to the official completion on March 8, 2023, such a long time has passed, exactly four years.

I still remember that when I uploaded it, I was still in Taiyuan, looking for it on the streets. After walking two streets, I found an Internet cafe and uploaded the first two chapters.

Then I spent an hour writing a new book testimonial, telling everyone that I am back.

Now, after procrastinating for four years, I can finally bid farewell to everyone briefly, get rid of Huai Shi's story, and temporarily return to my own story before the next person's story begins.

It's like a long dream.

When I close my eyes and open them, four years have passed.

When I looked back suddenly, I realized that I was already middle-aged without knowing it.

Middle age is really scary, even the mention of this word has already begun to scare me. Life is like a credit card. When the spring breeze is exhausted, the repayment date arrives.

After struggling weakly, he could only lie flat and wait for the suffering of life to strike.

Thirty.

Everyone says to stand at thirty, but not only did I fail to stand up, but I gained weight day by day.

The biggest change is only from a young fat house to a middle-aged fat house, without any advantage, but with countless vices.

Thirty fame, dust and dirt, I have no fame, and only dust and dirt remain.

Looking back, the past is full of shame. Whenever I recall the past, I feel remorse for wasting my time, and feel ashamed for doing nothing.

The whole life and all the energy are all used to be lazy and fish, to covet the beautiful and short time again and again, close your eyes, and then give the future efforts to tomorrow's self——

"Come on, Fengyue, it's up to you whether I can subscribe to an average of 100,000 yuan, be listed on the list of richest writers, and easily earn several small things a year after tax by selling copyrights!"

Then, tomorrow after tomorrow.

It's a pity that tomorrow's me will never learn the lesson, and today's me is the same, and I have already lost myself in the happy paddling.

After I don't know how many failed smoking cessation, I started to develop alcohol dependence. Every time I restrained myself and tried to close the novel page, I opened a new short video...

I am deeply ashamed of my fading self-control.

I originally wanted to denounce the inferiority of this human being, and call on everyone to learn from me, give up temptation, and devote their energies to a greater cause.

But fishing is so much fun...

There are so many sufferings in life, and they are always caught off guard, but happiness is so rare.

So, grab the opportunity and have fun while you can.

During the writing of Apocalypse, my mentality was always hovering between 'surviving a catastrophe' and 'there must be a make-up', constantly jumping left and right.

One second, I was glad that I finally got through the difficulty under the ravages of Calvin, and the next second, I realized that there are still 80 people ahead...and they are gearing up and looking at me eagerly.

——Your name is Fengyue?

Before I was beaten up crazily, I didn't even have time to say "Brother, you've got the wrong person."

The early stage of each volume is always so difficult, the middle stage is always so difficult, and the latter stage is always so difficult.

It seems that there are only difficulties left.

I didn’t know what to write at the beginning, I didn’t know how to write in the middle, and I didn’t know what would happen after I finished writing.

The case is circular.

After getting used to it, I bit the bullet and pretended to be tough, and continued to write, as if the creation was as easy and simple as walking on the ground, and I tried my best to conceal the abyss on both sides of the wire rope.

A big guy once wrote something saying that this person was so poor that he happened to be able to hide his poverty. I have exhausted all my own efforts, luck and painstaking efforts to pretend that writing is easy for me, so that unfamiliar readers who don't know me can see through the embarrassment of my talent at a glance.

During this period, I have become accustomed to suddenly finding that I am finished, I am about to break down, I seem to have screwed up, etc., until now.

6.29 million characters, I finished writing.

I'm so strong, I'm really powerful.

I'm not praising how good or amazing my writing is, but I'm surprised that I can still persist until now?

Shocked that my own face can be so thick that I can resist those doubts, ridicule and contempt from others and myself...

Or pretend to be defensive.

Anyway, when I can't write, I lock myself in the room and hold Dodo and talk to it, and you can't see it.

Therefore, friends who have opinions and advice on the plot, please don't be angry at my stubbornness and refusal to correct after repeated admonitions. I am not stubborn, nor did I not see it.

I'm just habitually autistic.

sorry.

In fact, I don't want to, but seeing bad reviews is too painful, it is more painful than seeing the living room ruined by Duo Duo and the air conditioner broken in the middle of the night after going home.

Second only to seeing your unpaid mortgage.

In contrast, I am still more used to Calvin.

Calvin is so nice.

It is my last refuge.

It would be even better if there is no Calvin, and it would be great to be able to update 10,000 or even 20,000 a day, but it is too difficult, and my talents are really limited.

For a long time, when I write something, I always subconsciously want to dig out some new ideas, new developments, from the old stories and main axes, try something that others have not written or have written very little Find out some exclusive selling points, at least avoid stepping into the old cycle.

Although often get twice the result with half the effort, always ask for trouble.

If it can be done successfully, there will often be a different kind of happiness and luck. If you can further get the recognition of readers, you will no longer be able to restrain yourself from elation and dancing.

So, thank you.

Every time I finish writing a paragraph, I hide it to read your comments and wait for your praise. This is probably the happiest thing for me.

In the past, a brother editor said to me: It is a good thing to try new things, as long as you can see better things, as long as you still want to write new things, you can continue to grow and become stronger... …

But after such a long time, I don't know if I can grow and become stronger, but the pain is indeed real.

However, from another perspective - the road to becoming stronger is full of pain.

This sentence is really good and handsome.

It may also be that I am too paranoid and secondary, which caused me to not notice that there are still ways to become stronger easily and happily in the world...

If there is one, please do let me know.

I must study hard.

Well, maybe...maybe...maybe?

At least try!

In addition to the habitual lying down and lying down, one of the changes that occurs after people reach middle age is that they can't help but start to recall the past.

Especially in the dead of night.

When you lie on the bed, close your eyes, feel drowsy, suddenly without warning, you recall twenty years ago...you said a wrong sentence in front of your friend, he went to play with other people, and never Ignore you.

A few years ago, you made a fool of yourself in front of your relatives, and your uncle's family stopped dealing with you.

When I just graduated, on the first day of work, I wore a Flandre T-shirt in front of my three-dimensional colleagues and explained to them with great interest that I have no regrets in this life and went to the East, and tried my best to spread the beauty of the two-dimensional...

Kill me, please!

So, life is probably always so painful, not just childhood.

There is no punishment in the world that can compare to making a person look back on the past, counting every mistake and every dark history he has made.

It hurts, it hurts!

Just because I know the stupidity I have committed, I am more grateful to those friends who are still willing to maintain a relationship with me after knowing my true colors.

thank you all.

I believe that your willingness to be friends with me must be because of my talent.

Because I really don't have much to offer other than a talent that might not even exist and an extremely handsome face...

Could it be that besides Bai Ze, who else would love my broken personality?

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that there is really no more.

Even my father can't stand me, and always brings out seven wolves when communicating.

Looking back now, maybe this was her conspiracy from the beginning.

She deceived me, who was young, ignorant and poor, with sweet words, and after getting married, she used different tricks to fatten me up with chicken, duck and fish. She told me every day that it doesn’t matter if I don’t need to lose weight, and she will like it no matter how fat she is. Write it, don't be sad. Those who leave bad reviews know nothing.

Moreover, I use the latest MB and PG to paralyze my spirit every now and then, use 3A games and various comics, and set collections to break down my fighting spirit. I work hard at home...

I suspect she must have been reborn.

I sacrificed myself to prevent my future self from taking revenge on society.

But every time I made indirect remarks, she acted as if she didn't know anything, and she didn't realize that I had already seen it.

Now I am almost able to find conclusive evidence, but because of the limited pocket money on hand, there is no way to verify it. Please help me if you see this message, and transfer 648 yuan to my account. After I successfully get the news of the future, I will definitely tell you the Shuangseqiu number for the next week!

The top ten can also get the news of the next World Cup!

Don't worry, everyone, for you, I won't be rash and aggressive, I will be patient and look for opportunities, and before that, I will continue to disguise and lurk with the perfect image of a middle-aged fat man...

Maybe there's no need to pretend.

Because that's the way I am.

I am afraid that the only growth I have had over the years is self-knowledge.

Many times, I am annoyed by my laziness and dullness, always miss the opportunity, always fail to grasp the key points, and can only slow down a little bit.

In comparison, this world is changing so fast, it is always so fast that I am caught off guard, and before I realize it, everything is different and changing with each passing day.

Even if you try your best and get such a little achievement by chance, compared with those who are really shining and the achievements that are really worth boasting, they are just insignificant dust and dirt.

Every time I think of this, I can't help but feel pain.

But every time I think that in the vast sea of ​​people, there is such a unique dust like myself, I can't help but start to feel proud again.

So, please rest assured, I will work hard to grow and expand.

I hope that one day, I can change from an eye-catching dust to an exquisite stumbling block.

Then, go and stop others in their path to success.

If anyone gets knocked down next to me, I advise him to lie down with me.

There is a road in the world, but if there are too many stumbling blocks, the road may disappear... right?

It doesn't matter if you can't grow.

I can continue to be a fat house.

At least, I can be sure that no matter how the world changes, Bai Ze will still be so cute, and Dodo will still be so cute.

Without them, I really wouldn't be able to write a protagonist who is as friendly to the world as Huai Shi.

I was so happy when I wrote about him, as if I was as dark and indifferent as me, but I can become cheerful and sunny, no matter how much pain I suffer, I can look forward to the future.

But the apocalypse forecast has been written.

The time has come for me to say goodbye to Huai Shi.

I don't know whether I should be relieved or disappointed, but I have to plan for the rest of my life.

Next, before I start a new book, I will probably rest for a few months. After leaving everyone's sight, I will lie down completely and finish playing the games I have accumulated over the past few years.

Take a look at the saved information.

If possible, try to go out for a walk.

Or let yourself go and don't go out at all.

Carefully prepare the materials needed for the next book, and learn the lessons of this book—it is really troublesome to write a moral bitch, and the pure love harem is so painful!

So, let's write about a scumbag with a slightly lower moral bottom line in the next book...

I haven't figured out how to do the specific plot.

Only the general background and world view framework have a little concept

About dragons and sages, ideals and ambitions... When [past] and [future] are shattered in the struggle, the battle of time series starts again from [now].

I hope you will like it then.

Anyway, thank you for being here.

I hope you like "Apocalypse Forecast", I hope you don't regret wasting time on me, and I hope that what I wrote is worthy of your love.

It would be even better if I could see you in the next book.

Now, the long four years are over, just like "Apocalypse Forecast", ushered in the end.

During such a long time, you have been by my side and helped me through so many ups and downs and pains, even though I am such a small piece of dust.

I failed to witness you, but you witnessed me.

thank you all.

——Fengyue, March 8, 2023 in Hainan.

I'm so sorry, I'm getting carried away, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

Following the fee-based leave slip, I accidentally made a fee-paying closing speech... once again confirming my IQ problem from the side.

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I didn't expect to be ashamed at the end...