Chapter 1641 Even if You Go to the Abyss

Chapter 1641 Even if you go to the abyss

When the night gradually deepened, the noisy city was silent again, only the low noise of the server running, the fan whirling, the snow outside the window and the neon embraced each other.

Under the dim light, the monitoring screens went out one by one. The cold black tea left a dull red circle on the white porcelain cup.

Ai Qing woke up from a light sleep and opened her eyes.

He heard footsteps outside the door.

There was a soft knock on the door.

But what should I say at this time?

please come in?

Or, go away?

She was suddenly at a loss, but soon, she found the best way to deal with it from the practical teachings of her seniors in the workplace.

There's no need to waste your energy trying to think of the right words.

Just respond in the most straightforward way possible.

Load the pistol, pull the trigger.

Beat the door and the dog behind it to pieces!

When the lingering sound of the gunfire gradually dissipated, the scattered stubble fell to the ground, the broken door lock groaned and broke, and the weak door slowly opened.

A figure riddled with bullet holes behind the door was revealed.

Huai Shi raised her hand dully, pulled out the bullet from her face, threw it on the ground, and then took another bullet from her forehead.

Nine numbered spell bombs, one between the eyebrows, one for the triangle area, one for the throat, three for the chest, and two for the legs and the genitals... He dared not move because of the too warm greeting.

Some are not used to it.

From the silent and awkward gaze, he pinched the bullet and asked tentatively: "Have you eaten? Shall I go buy some supper?"

"Thank you, the dog food is already full, no need."

Ai Qing replied calmly, then changed a new magazine and pointed it at Huai Shi's face.

"Wait, wait!"

Huai Shi raised her hands subconsciously: "At least give me a chance to be sentenced before shooting, okay?"

"What? If you don't like it, you can change it to something else." Ai Qing opened the control page of the phone, "For example... Rainbow Bridge?"

"Don't say such terrible things, okay?"

Huai Shi's eyes were as cold as a sword's edge, and the dog sneaked into the room, looking left and right, trying to find a chair, but unfortunately, there was no chair left for him.

It's not good to stand up, and it doesn't seem appropriate to lie down, but isn't it too unreasonable to squat on the ground?

How about taking a step?

"What's the matter, Huai Shi?"

Ai Qing was puzzled: "After finally fighting mobs and accumulating enough equipment, I finally come to open and close the bottom boss, shouldn't I be high-spirited?

Why are you so timid? "

Huai Shi shook her head: "I never thought about it that way."

As a result, Ai Qing's eyes became colder and colder.

"Never frankly, have you?"

"From the beginning," she said.

Huai Shi was speechless.

Perhaps, a few years ago, since they met each other in Xinhai, they hadn't been honest with each other.

Under the masks of time, positions, and secrets, like hedgehogs, they try hard to coexist and try to coexist, but in the end, they have never been able to stand side by side.

Until now, they have returned to the starting point again.

She waited so long.

Finally all the masks can be taken off.

But when they faced each other, they didn't have the strength to take the last step.

"I lied to you."

Huai Shi lowered her head: "I'm sorry."

"When? With whom?"

Ai Qing asked bluntly, looking at him: "During the battle of the worlds? Before coming to London? Or...in the kingdom of heaven?"

"..."

Huai Shi was speechless.

Ai Qing couldn't help but sneer again.

"A plan to save the world?"

The corner of her mouth curled up: "This is the first time I've heard of someone saving the world like this, Huai Shi. By selling yourself? Then should you really sell a few more, or do you expect me to take care of your business?

I remember you told me that you were going to find the mystery and yourself..."

She raised her voice and asked, "Are you looking for yourself or your lower body?"

"Probably……"

Huai Shi thought for a long time, then answered helplessly, "Did you look for it together?"

"..."

For a moment, she looked like she wanted to press the bomb button on the Rainbow Bridge, almost unable to restrain her anger.

But in the end, the fingers never fell.

Only a self-deprecating sigh remained.

"Forget it, it's beyond my expectation that a guy like you only started messing around now, and to a certain extent, he can be regarded as guarding himself like a jade.

But why did you appear in front of me? "

Her pupils drooped and she didn't want to look any more: "You've already got what you want, Huai Shi, I should congratulate you, but why do you bother with a bitter and mean female lunatic?

Let her go, she's pathetic enough.

Or, do you expect her to be grateful to you just because of such a little favor? "

"Because I can't do it without you." Huai Shi replied bluntly, "Because it is you. If I respond to you with such a reason, will you believe me, Ai Qing?"

In silence, Ai Qing finally raised her eyes and looked at him.

Can no longer restrain indifference and contempt.

It's like looking at a piece of incombustible garbage.

On the back of the hand, blue veins emerged.

So hard.

"Huaishi, I don't know how you told your other 'good friends'."

Ai Qing asked: "However, is it too cruel to expect a woman to serve you humblely like a slave and let her compete with others for your gifts and mercy?"

"I never had such wild thoughts."

Huai Shi shook her head, "I will never let that happen."

Once the love of equality is lost, it will only become a shackle and a cage, and the feeling of humbleness because of another person has never been nothing... The so-called co-sleeping and equal harem, from the very beginning, it just keeps bringing everyone together. Come painful falsehood.

Build one person's happiness on the suffering of all.

He never dreamed of a future like that...

"so what?"

Ai Qing laughed, "Are you going to tell me again what you said to everyone, Huai Shi? Do you need me to put on a look of conviction?"

"I just want you to give me a chance, that's all." He begged in a low voice.

For a moment, Huai Shi wanted to take a step forward.

Wanted to reach out and touch her face.

But she was looking at herself.

Just staring, it's like opening an invisible abyss between each other.

It is so close at hand that Huai Shi cannot touch it.

"There is no chance, Huai Shi."

Ai Qing withdrew her gaze wearily, and waved her hand to signal him to leave: "Whether it's courage or others, I have never had such a luxury.

You are in the wrong place and with the wrong person. "

It was wrong from the start.

Whether it is him or himself.

Over the years, they have pretended to be each other and played games with each other.

But maybe when he was in Xinhai that year, his own life shouldn't interfere with his life. In this case, he can still be so happy, and maybe he can relax a little bit.

At least, there is no need to lose anything...

"You should go, Huai Shi."

She closed her eyes and pressed the alarm button: "Before the guards come over, please leave decently."

But Huai Shi still stood where she was, without moving.

He just remained silent, stretched out his hand, and tightly grasped the invisible signals and alarms.

crumb.

It isolates the inside and outside, and shields all interference and obstacles.

Then, in the silence, the silent mourning from the arrow...became clearer.

Brings enough pain to break the heart.

Already overwhelmed.

"I'm sorry, but this is the only thing I can't promise you."

Huai Shi stared at her indifferent pupils, just like that, crossed the final distance, and told her: "I want to live a happy life, and I hope you can be with me.

Because only in this way, what I am chasing has meaning.

So, if you disagree, then I will not give up. If you want to abandon me, I will lock you into the basement, bind you in chains, and imprison you in a cage until you and I can no longer leave each other. "

"But before that, I will give you the power to decide everything, together with the happiness I pursue—"

Between the five fingers unfolded, there are several spreading strands of iron light, intertwined, entangled, and growing. From the fertile irrigation of the source, the existence of the so-called soul appears here.

Then, the divinity of the torrent,

Even, the authority of the One!

The real weight of reality, like a bubble, turned into a crown.

fell on her head.

Gentle and solemn, but did not allow her to refuse.

Then, what appeared in her eyes were countless phenomena, the sky, the earth, and even everything... The whole scene and the man in front of her were reflected in Ai Qing's eyes.

In this way, entrust her soul and even the future to her.

"Now, whether it's the current situation, the plan for the kingdom of heaven, or me, the power to dominate everything is in your hands, Ai Qing."

Huai Shi stretched out her hand, stroked the broken hair on her forehead, looked into her eyes: "If you think I'm wrong, then you can stop all this.

In the whole world, you are the only one who makes me doubt myself—”

Huai Shi said: "This is the shackles that I cannot shake off, and it is in your hands."

boom!

At that moment, amidst the silence, the cyan rainbow light in those pupils was stirring.

Seeing that the power entrusted to Huai Shi by the whole world was treated so lightly, she could no longer restrain her anger!

An invisible force emerged out of thin air, shackled him inside, and pinched his neck.

"What are you doing, Huai Shi?"

Ai Qing tugged at his collar and asked, "What do you take... this world for?!"

"Probably a stepping stone to the future?"

Huai Shi raised her head and looked at her: "I already have something better than it."

"Enough, Huai Shi!"

Ai Qing interrupted him, unable to control her tone: "How much do you want to embarrass me before you give up?"

"I beg you."

She didn't want to hear any more: "Stop talking."

"I confess to you for my concealment and deception, Ai Qing, this is my fault. But I have never regretted meeting you, nor will I admit that it was a mistake."

From suffocation and coughing, Huai Shi panted and told her: "The relationship between us is not established after wearing a mask, but long before that...

It started when you were willing to hold my hand in front of the teacher. "

In the silence, her expression froze for a moment.

The pair of pupils dotted with blue iridescent light shrank slightly.

Like stunned.

"I want to be friends with you."

Huai Shi said softly, "From the first moment I saw you, it's been like this."

After so many years, he is no longer the ignorant child of the past, and she is no longer the alienated and indifferent child in the piano room, but from the beginning to the end, there has been no change in that look in his eyes.

Quiet and peaceful.

Staring at the movement in front of me that is too complicated and difficult for me, try again and again, no matter how many failures and exhaustions there are, I am not afraid.

When the smooth melody sounded from the strings, Qiang Zi's calm face couldn't help evoking a trace of complacency.

Then, on to the next chapter...

Such a firm and persistent look.

It was as if the pain of the whole world couldn't hit her.

When Huai Shi came back to her senses, she was already sitting beside her, staring at her appearance.

For the first time in his life, he had the idea of ​​what he wanted to pursue.

It's because of her figure...

"This is not a mistake, Ai Qing, for me, this is the only answer that leads to the right.

If my future is without you, I will not allow it. If you don't want to be with me, then everything I do means nothing. "

"So? Should I agree?"

Ai Qing couldn't bear it anymore, and asked hoarsely: "Could it be that in your heart, I am the kind of fool who is willing to do anything as long as I open my mouth and say something nice?"

"No, you should know that."

Huai Shi looked at her: "As long as you speak, I can do anything, as long as you ask, I will obey, as long as you call, I will come.

As long as you want, I will always be by your side..."

"So, please trust me once, just this once."

Huai Shi reached out her hand, waiting for her response: "I will prove that you still have a chance, and so do I."

But his palm was slapped away.

Ai Qing took a step back.

He shook his head persistently.

It's like trying to escape...but there's nowhere to go.

However, when looking at him, she can no longer hide the sadness and exhaustion in her pupils.

What can't be tolerated is self-humbleness; what can't be forgiven is the betrayal of trust; what can't be allowed absolutely is that everything you have is embraced by others...

That should be your own.

Only belong to yourself!

No one else can even touch it!

"You don't belong to me anymore, Huai Shi...should I cry?"

Ai Qing struggled to maintain her calm, trying to smile, at least trying to look a little more relaxed, "Should I continue to be indifferent? Or should I yell at you?

What exactly do you want me to do? "

Huai Shi stretched out her hand again, wanting to touch her cheek, no matter how many times she slapped her away, she never gave up. Even if he has mastered the power of the whole world, there is no way to stop him, nor can he let him give up.

Until I actually touch her.

Only then did I feel that ray of lonely coldness...

"I want you to continue to be yourself, even if you are a little more indifferent."

Huai Shi said: "No matter what kind of person you think you are, I am still a part of you. I have always belonged to you, just like I will not allow other people to touch you in the slightest..."

He took a deep breath, summoned up his courage, and brought a long-overdue confession:

"All I love is all of you."

From this silence, Ai Qing stared at her blankly, and from the changes of the blue rainbow light, it was difficult to distinguish her sadness and joy, indifference or wavering.

It was as if he wanted to say something, but in the end, he never spoke.

It was just that for a moment, her eyes became so soft, but soon, all the softness and shaking disappeared into the mist.

Through the reflection in her pupils, Huai Shi finally saw herself.

so clear.

And... her outstretched fingers.

lift up.

Without reservation, without hesitation, swing out!

Snapped!

Huai Shi's eyes went dark, her head turned involuntarily, she only felt a buzzing in her head, and she felt dizzy.

Even if Tai Yi's authority has not been mobilized, just based on the mood at this moment, Huai Shi has already swayed the power that makes Huai Shi almost spin around in place.

He swayed once, then again, almost losing his footing.

"It's really all about loving you..." He pleaded in embarrassment: "Can this not be included?"

"Can't."

Ai Qing was indifferent, and then slapped her for the second time.

The third, the fourth, the fifth...

Until she has no more strength.

Until Huai Shi helplessly stretched out her hand and hugged her.

It was mesmerizing to feel her stiff body, so thin and slender, with the smell of citrus in her hair. It was only at this moment that Huai Shi could clearly feel the aura that belonged to her.

In my arms.

It seemed like she wanted to struggle, but she couldn't get rid of the shackles that had been planned for a long time. So, gradually soft, helpless to give up.

She closed her eyes.

Giving up the scolding and ridicule, it is meaningless to this guy anyway.

After so many years, there are obviously so many differences. But only the brazen appearance was still the same as in the past.

Separating away the mother's care and gaze, and grandiosely breaking into her own life,

No matter how repulsive and resistant I am, they are all entangled with me.

Talk to yourself, babble, smile, or cry. On the street with people coming and going, he held her by the skirt and followed timidly, afraid of getting lost, but refused to leave no matter what.

If you don't respond, you will keep your eyes wide open and look at her.

Until she took the initiative to reach out...

Perhaps, since then, I have committed a mistake that can cost me my whole life.

So, is that so?

She laughed at herself.

From the very beginning, I was eaten to death...

"This is the first time I've tried to forgive someone, Huai Shi." She asked hoarsely, "Will you let me down?"

"This is the last time, I promise."

Huai Shi hugged her, as if she was afraid that she would turn around and leave, so hard.

So, she sighed helplessly.

Fumble with your fingertips.

For the first time, I took the initiative to hold his hand...

Feeling the temperature of her fingertips, she couldn't help but want to laugh at herself.

Too stupid, Ai Qing.

Believe in such a guy, it's like being crazy enough to walk up the cliff on your own initiative.

So, even if you want to jump into the abyss, it doesn't matter...

She closed her eyes.

At least I'm with you.