Text Chapter 967: It’s Not Too Big

This memory is like a venomous tongue gnawing at her heart. Every year, she will think of it, but every time she looks for it, there is no clue. Back then, she didn't know who the child belonged to at the beginning, not to mention that she had already divorced that man, and in the bottom of her heart, she actually had a faint feeling that her daughter was not her ex-husband, so it could only belong to that child.

Thinking of this bad relationship, thinking of the daughter I sent to the orphanage. Thinking of myself regretting wanting to look for it, the orphanage said it hadn't received the child. If I had been more mature and emotional back then, I would not have rationally wanted to send my child to an orphanage so that I could have a so-called restart of my life.

Seven years have passed, and I haven't had the courage to start a new life. The midnight dream is always accompanied by tears and regret.

"Hi!" He sighed secretly, thinking that he kept the fact that he had a child from his family, and even sent the child to an orphanage for himself, so he is not a good person!

"Complicated? It's been so many years in Complex, and people have been married and had children long ago. What are you still doing alone? Is it to make people think you are pitiful and no one will love you?" You are unconvinced.

"Mom!" Li Jingxiu was also a little angry: "Okay, let's not talk about it, just give me some time, I promise to marry myself out!"

"Don't!" Her mother waved her hand decisively: "I'm not in a hurry, and you don't rush, I just want your attitude. I'm your mother, not your boss. This is your life, I just hope If you can have the heart, don't be perfunctory every time you go on a blind date. We are going to have a boyfriend, but this time we have to take our time and see clearly that people are making decisions."

Li Jingxiu felt that her eyes were a little moist, and her mother was indeed her own. Looking at her mother, she promised, "Success, I will not be perfunctory."

Zhou Jiexi, who was sitting over there listening to gossip, was quite surprised by the ending. Didn't you say that you have to keep talking and go back and write a guarantee? Essie...how about your morals, aunt? Can you just say it and do it!

It's a pity that the ending can't be changed. The two of them just chatted and chatted like this. For him who still wants to watch the fun, he always feels that things are too ordinary!

Her mother patted Li Jingxiu's hand, "You can say that, and I feel a lot more at ease!" Then she paused: "But I will do what I say, and I still have to write a self-criticism and a guarantee when I go back. This is a matter of principle." !"

"Mom..." Li Jingxiu continued with her eyes turning dark.

"Thinking that everyone has grandchildren, my heart is so cold. I don't even have a grandson or granddaughter to play with when I'm old. Don't you think this is abusing the lonely elderly?" Her mother Obviously, it is not so easy to let Li Jingxiu go. This kid has a criminal record, so he needs to be educated and brainwashed more, which is the most useful.

"..." Li Jingxiu was really speechless about this: "Mom, you still have me and my dad here! How can you become a widow?"

"Throat" her mother looked at her and said, "If you want to lay an egg, oh no, don't you have a baby. I, a widowed old man, are talking about you in the future. There are more than 30 people, not even a child. No, you don't even blush for yourself?"

"Blushing, why am I blushing!" Li Jingxiu's heart was a little cracked, and emotions slowly surged up: "At that time, you also said that it is best not to have children. If you divorce alone, you will not worry about getting married again. People, if you have a child, it will be difficult if you want to marry someone. You can’t say that the men you will find in the future will be left to you after being selected several times by others. Good men will be picked out by those single women long ago.”

"Did you say that's what you said? Did you tell me not to have a child? Did you mean that if I go back with a child, I won't be allowed to enter the house, and I will be severed!" said Here Li Jingxiu's gnawed heart was also excited.

When the pain reaches a certain level, the subconscious mind will think about passing on the pain, or let other people share it, so that you may feel much better.

Seeing her daughter's excited expression, the woman thought that her daughter was still grieving over the cruel words she said back then. "I, my meeting wasn't for you! Did I do something wrong? Am I wrong? Don't you look at the eldest daughter of Lao Lin's family next door, with a child, and all the men you are looking for now are doing it. It's not like you don't know anything!"

"Her mother never introduced a good man to her before, but they fell in love with her, but they were all scared away by the children she brought." The old woman also felt that what she said was right, and this time she was very confident.

When Li Xiujing heard about this person, her heart ached even more. All she had was respect for that woman. That woman made a decision she dared not make, and she would never turn back, even if it cost her the rest of her life.

"For my own good? You still say that you are good for me. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have slept well every day in the past few years, and I haven't had a stable day. This is what you are good for me? Then your kindness is really good. It's so 'great', this is what you gave me!" Li Jingxiu looked at her mother with sharp eyes and a sense of hatred.

The old woman's eyes were stabbed by these eyes, and she felt as if she had been stabbed in the heart, feeling very painful! She stood up involuntarily, even if her heart was so painful at this moment, she couldn't help covering it with one hand, she also wanted to stand up. Staring at Li Jingxiu, "Slap!" He slapped him across the face.

Li Jingxiu, who was stunned, instinctively covered her slapped face, staring blankly at her mother who had never hit her before.

"Is this what you've been thinking for the past few years? Is this the reason why you didn't get married or fall in love? Did you just want to torture me?" The sad words, with the disappointed expression, made the old woman very uncomfortable: "I still Have you calculated how many years you can live? Ten or twenty years, or longer, are you going to disgust me with your whole life?"

It is said that the storm subsided in the previous life. Zhou Jiexi didn't really believe it before, but now he really believes it. These two wonderful mothers and daughters quarreled in the blink of an eye. Compared with the situation just now, it is really heavy rain versus light rain. 'I'll go, slap me, it hurts so much! Is there one coming from the left? Then both sides are estimated to be almost swollen. '

I was complaining secretly in my heart, but my eyes were excited to watch this gossip, I only hoped that there would be more violent news and more hot moves. He doesn't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement now, the bigger it is, the better it is, compared to TV movies and the like. Now this is the true interpretation of the true feelings, the real performance.

"Yes, I'm not only torturing myself, but I'm also torturing you. I don't live well, and I don't live at ease. You can laugh every day anyway. I'm like this now, it's all because of you, it's all about you!" The woman Tears flowed even harder, although the voice was not loud, but the hysterical appearance gave people more emotional infection.

Without hesitation, the old woman gave her hurt heart more pain, and she wanted to slap her in the face. But he stopped in mid-air, looking at his daughter with a sad and weary look on his face: "You failed in your marriage, so you hate me that much?"

Li Xiujing had almost vented. Although she was still agitated, she was slowly calming down. There was a line of tears in her eyes again, she closed her eyes and said, "No, that was my young and naive mistake, it was my own choice."

That being said, it made the old lady not understand that something was wrong. If it's not for this matter, then what is it for? "Why is that?" At this moment, this was the only sentence in her mind.

It's the same with Jiexi Zhou, the plot seems to be reversed again, "Damn, I really want to order some popcorn, maybe call for beer. It's a pity, calling these now is too inappropriate for the situation."

"Why?" Li Jingxiu took a deep breath and looked at her mother: "Have you forgotten your words? If you have children, don't go back! Have you forgotten?"

"You..." The old woman suddenly thought of something, looking at her daughter's expression, she could already confirm the matter. Silent, she didn't know what to say, redeem or comfort? If those were useful, the daughter would not be what she is now.

"Does he know?" She finally asked, because the former son-in-law had no children around him, and he never mentioned this matter to her.

"It wasn't his, we would have divorced by then!" Li Jingxiu said lightly, and she seemed to feel a little relieved after speaking.

"You!" The old woman pressed down what she wanted to say, so she didn't ask that embarrassing question for now. He sat down, closed his eyes and nodded his head slightly, thinking. "Where's the child?"

At this time, she didn't answer right away, but said first; "I didn't know who the child belonged to at first, and it wasn't long before the divorce. After I went out to drink, an accident happened." Li Jingxiu drank a cup of coffee here: "I didn't know who the child was. Thinking that in the future, maybe there is a child who can start again with him, and in a few months, I will live a life by myself."

"Hehe... Who knew, I only found out from my friend after I gave birth to the child that he is going to get married soon!" When Li Jingxiu talked about her ex-husband, she became more and more calm. "Ha... Huh... It's really ridiculous to think about it. Then I realized that we haven't been together for a while. How could the child belong to him?"

After she said a few words, she looked at the old woman: "I have been thinking about what you said since I returned to the capital, and my heart has died. I am still young and I have to start a new life. After talking for a few months, I don’t believe it.”

"I sent the child to the orphanage later, but after returning home, I regretted it. So I went back to find the child. I didn't think about what to do in the future. I just wanted to see the child. I just didn't think about it, I didn't think about it. I can't find it." At this point, Li Jingxiu couldn't help shaking her face.

"I didn't dare to send it to the hospital. I rang the doorbell, put the child at the door, and ran away. I was afraid that I would regret it... I really regretted it later, but the orphanage said that there was no I took in such a child." It became more and more calm, and Li Jingxiu could even say expressionlessly, "The child is lost! I know, because when I put the child down, I didn't even look back. Did the courtyard door open?" , I don’t even know who took the child away, so I just ran away.”

"What a cruel mother. For my own new life, I threw my child into an orphanage. What kind of person am I?"