Chapter 1414 Born a Stranger (Part 2)
Lu Mingfei remembered the poem recitation, a classic by Luis Cernuda, a talented Spanish poet who was known for reflecting complex and changeable psychological states, often expressing the pain caused by the conflict between will and reality. He also remembered the name of the poem. Afterwards, he asked Chen Wenwen, and she said that the poem was called "I Was a Young Man, In the Days Like Clouds."
The poetry recitation was over, but the lights were still lighting up the stage. On the playground in the heavy rain, Lu Mingfei looked at Lu Mingze and asked him softly, "Why are you showing these to me?"
"Brother, the performance is not over yet." Lu Mingze said.
In the heavy rain, the announcer's voice rang again, but this time her voice was slightly softer, with some emotionless indifference. She said, next is the last program, by Lu Mingfei, Class 2 (1), It is a drama starring Chen Wenwen and Lin Nian, with non-school staff, Sima Xuxu, Lancelot, Li Hueyue, Zhao Xunsheng and Xia Wang as friendly actors.
When Lu Mingfei heard his name, he was a little stunned and felt a little strange, but his brain was unable to respond appropriately to those abnormalities. It was like the neurotransmission in the body had been eliminated, inhibiting the nervous system and making his mood Extremely calm, unable to think too much.
Lu Mingze didn't explain to him, but just looked at him quietly, watching him walk alone into the heavy rain and walk towards the glorious stage. He stood in the lawn, unable to accompany the boy to the stage because it was no longer an area he could control.
He was still a little confused, but he still came to the edge of the stage. The beautiful announcer with a microphone led him to the back and called many petite and cute girls who looked like twins to touch up his makeup and help him take it off. The suit was worn with tattered clothes.
Lu Mingfei was escorted to the edge of the stage. He looked up and suddenly saw Chen Wenwen and Xia Wang already performing on the stage. It was a thrilling drama. Chen Wenwen and Xia Wang seemed to be performing an escape drama. , the background drawing board was constantly changed by the industrious petite girls, from the sewer, to the dark lair, to the maze, until a dark, long tunnel.
I have to say that Chen Wenwen's acting skills are really outstanding. Those fears, those persistence, and those courages are all played so profoundly that even Lu Mingfei felt hugely touched by it, as if he was meeting this girl for the first time. Next to him, the beautiful announcer held a microphone and took on the role of narration, telling the girl's heart, what she thought, and everything she did. She was as tender as water and as gentle as the sea. He was really a perfect girl. The announcer added everything Lu Mingfei missed.
Chen Wenwen said on the stage, don't worry, we will escape.
Chen Wenwen said on the stage, don't worry, Lu Mingfei will find us.
Chen Wenwen said on the stage that it would be okay. He promised me that it would be okay.
Lu Mingfei looked at the announcer next to him again and again. When Chen Wenwen and Sima Xuxu encountered a dangerous tide of corpses in the sewer, he asked him if it was time for me to appear. The announcer shook his head; When he was attacked by Li Hueyue in Weasel's lair, and a few orthodox handsome boys and girls were fighting each other with props and swords on the stage, and it was so lively, he couldn't help but ask, "Is it my turn now?" The announcer shook his head; when Chen Wenwen was ambushed in the maze, and a passerby guest actor pretended to knock her down, he pointed at the roadshowers who seemed to be taking advantage of the opportunity and said, isn't this going too far? Where can I find someone who wears provocative clothes and exposes her belly? Is it time for me to appear as a hero and save the beauty this time? The announcer still shook his head.
Lu Mingfei couldn't help but ask, what am I doing standing here? Just watching?
"If you miss something, you just missed it. You didn't do anything wrong, you just missed it." The announcer explained.
Lu Mingfei turned to look at the stage. Chen Wenwen's performance seemed to have come to an end. She was walking staggeringly in the tunnel, carrying the child covered in blood. She felt so lonely and scared, calling Lu Mingfei in her heart. Lu Mingfei finally couldn't hold back and answered her loudly that he was here, but she was so engrossed on the stage that she couldn't hear his voice at all.
Chen Wenwen suddenly stopped in the tunnel and looked blankly at Lu Mingfei's side of the stage. Lu Mingfei felt happy, thinking that it was finally time for him to appear on the stage. He moved forward and was about to take a step forward, but he was blocked by someone beside him. The announcer stretched out his hand to stop him.
The announcer shook his head and glanced at Lu Mingfei, handed the microphone to him, and walked onto the stage. The white lights illuminated her long golden hair as white as snow, and the transparent white clothes were draped on her graceful figure. .
She came to Chen Wenwen and said something to her gently. The boy on the girl's back attacked her, and the ribbon props that replaced the blood fell from her shoulders.
She took a few steps back, then started running away.
The boy on the ground performed his heart-rending wails and struggles toward the empty, rain-covered playground under the stage. Finally, he lost himself and began to chase Chen Wenwen, who was standing still in front of him. The speed was so fast that it was easy. He threw her down from behind and tore the clothes on her abdomen. The colorful ribbons that had been stuffed were thrown out according to the script, falling to the ground like a colorful rain.
His acting skills were so mature, unlike what a child of that age could show. He professionally stuffed the bright red, emerald green and light yellow props into his mouth. They looked like they were made of gummy candies, potato chips and various snacks that children like. He ate very attentively, but with sadness. Tears flowed from his red eyes and he murmured something vaguely.
I'm sorry, he was saying sorry.
Pale thunder streaked across the sky, and the explosion sounded in the dark world. Lu Mingze, who was holding an umbrella on the lawn, looked at Lu Mingfei on the side of the stage and suddenly jumped up in anger and wanted to pounce on the stage, but was blocked by an invisible barrier. He roared hoarsely, trying to stop everything - because he remembered, remembered everything, why he came, what he was rushing to do.
But just like the announcer said, it's not time for you to appear yet, because everything you saw is history that has already happened. After all, you are still a step slower, unable to outrun time, and unable to outrun your young self.
When the god of death wants to take away the truth, the boyhood will stay at that moment forever, and those burning desires will spread to the sky and ignite the whole world.
"No! Don't! Let her go! Fuck your mother! Come to me! Come to me!" His hysterical roar burst out from his throat, like the roar of a dragon, but so sad, falling into the abyss of conspiracy, unwilling and furious wailing, wanting to change everything.
He pushed forward against the transparent barrier, and the signs of dragonization quickly occurred on his body. He cried and shouted at Lu Mingze on the playground, asking him to help him, but found that Lu Mingze, who was wearing a black dress, had already put away his umbrella and was bathing in the heavy rain. The rain flowed from the golden eyes, which were full of indescribable sadness, and I didn't know who it was for.
Lu Mingfei kept squeezing the barrier and stretched out his hand to touch the tragedy on the stage. The barrier was actually pushed by him, and it moved forward little by little, until finally the sound of shattering sounded in the air.
The stage collapsed, and a large number of light bulbs shattered, as if the whole world collapsed in Lu Mingfei's madness. He stumbled forward and then stopped. The environment around him returned to darkness. Under his feet were melted rails and burning coal slag. He stood in the tunnel of Line 2, looking up and saw a light beam in the distance, which was also the only light beam.
White light fell from the sky, it appeared alone in Lu Mingfei's eyes, illuminating the performance that was still going on on the ground.
The girl's blood flowed all over the ground, and the boy who knelt in front of her and crawled with his back to Lu Mingfei to eat came from his mouth chewing. What a terrible movement, even if Lu Mingfei covered his ears, he could hear the sparse crunching sound in his mind, as if the soul was being chewed into pieces, slowly and painfully, that was an injury that could not be saved, that was the death that had already happened, the soul, the body, the living life.
Lu Mingfei couldn't see Chen Wenwen's face. She was looking sideways in the direction of the tunnel exit, as if looking at the future that was out of reach. In the pool of blood, the hand that fell towards him, the white shell necklace was submerged in the blood, floating up and down. The white girl was like a flower, falling into the red lake, dyed with blood, constantly falling and sinking to the bottom.
Red flowers bloomed on the wall of the ruins. The brighter they were, the more desolate they looked.
Now she was in the abyss, feeling very peaceful. The ill-fated girl was like a god, without joy or sorrow.
Now he also woke up from the nightmare on the stage. It was just a short dream. When he woke up, she had disappeared without a trace.
"Brother, where will you choose to go? Heaven has a thousand windows above your head, hell has a thousand doors in the basement, and now they are all open for you." Lu Mingze stood behind him and said, "But before that, let's say goodbye properly. People who can't have you should say goodbye properly."
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My name is Chen Wenwen. What's your name? Can you join the literature club? Lu Mingfei. The literature club is organizing an event this weekend. Do you want to go together? Lu Mingfei, please collect my reading notes for this weekend. Lu Mingfei, is this a bracelet made of shells? I like it very much. Lu Mingfei, don't listen to them. Just be yourself. Lu Mingfei, by the way, Lu Mingfei, can you go with me this weekend? Let's go buy some books for the literature club. Lu Mingfei, shall we go home together after school today? Lu Mingfei, don't worry. There will always be a school that will admit you. You are not bad. Lu Mingfei, I heard that you are applying to foreign schools. Is this true? Lu Mingfei, your TOEFL score seems to be very good. Congratulations. Lu Mingfei, will you participate in the movie event organized by the literature club this weekend? Lu Mingfei, no matter what you want to do tonight, can you please not go to the movie. The movie is about to start. Lu Mingfei, is it you? Lu Mingfei, you have really changed a lot. Lu Mingfei, long time no see. I took a leave this afternoon to see a doctor. Lu Mingfei, are you doing well recently? Lu Mingfei, I believe in you. Lu Mingfei, you must find me. I will wait for you to save me. Lu Mingfei.
Hello, Lu Mingfei.
Sorry, Lu Mingfei.
Goodbye, Lu Mingfei.