Chapter 751 Confession

Evelyn nodded slightly, without trying to defend herself.

"When you first met us in Spider Valley, the things you said, such as killing your teammates by mistake in order to resist rape, are all fabricated out of thin air, right?"

Audrey continued to press questions.

Evelyn nodded ashamedly, and explained in a low voice: "I know I'm not a good person, and I don't want to be your enemy, so I just made up a story and got away with it."

"I have to say, this story is wonderfully made up, we were all deceived by you."

Audrey sneered, then asked her:

"Considering your situation at the time, it's not incomprehensible for me to fabricate lies for self-protection, but I can't figure out why you didn't leave as soon as possible after we believed your lies, but accepted my brother's Invitation, follow us?"

"Evelyn, you are different from my stupid brother. You are a very shrewd woman. Of course you know that a lie needs to be covered up with more lies. With us, you will show your feet sooner or later, but you Why take this unnecessary risk?"

"I... I don't know either."

Evelyn's eyes were red, and her trembling voice was crying.

"Actually, you don't need to tell me. I also know that I should stay away from you as soon as possible, lest the lies be exposed."

"But at that time, I lost my head for some reason, and couldn't bear to refuse Mr. Holden's invitation. I thought to myself, it's okay to accompany you for a while, and I will sneak away by tomorrow night at the latest."

"But on the evening of the second day, I wavered again. In the end, I couldn't stick to my original plan. I thought it wouldn't matter if I stayed for another day."

"Just like that, day after day, the more time we spent together, the more intense the torment I endured inside."

"Every night in the dead of night, I was alone in the tent, always in a state of panic, afraid that my lies would be exposed, and that the good image I had finally created in front of you would be torn apart, revealing the true face that even I loathe myself. "

"Let's go, let's go! Evelyn, if you don't go, it will be too late!"

"I urged myself like this in my heart, but no matter what, I couldn't take the most critical step."

"Why is this?" Hailar couldn't help asking, "Evelyn, you don't seem like the kind of indecisive woman! You should know what to do to benefit yourself, why don't you do that?"

"I'm sorry, Miss Hylar, I'm going to let you down."

Evelyn smiled wryly at the female swordsman.

"Before I met you, I also looked down on indecisive women. I felt that I was detached and rational. Now my thoughts have changed. In fact, I am the kind of woman I used to look down on."

"After a night of tossing and turning, the next morning, when I walked out of the tent with trepidation, I came back to you again, especially when I saw..."

Evelyn blushed and glanced at Holden, the meaning in her eyes was self-evident.

"My mood immediately improved, and this good mood would last the whole day, making me even more reluctant to leave until late at night when I was alone."

"To be honest, I envy each of you. Hearing you talk about life in the sun and all kinds of interesting things on the university campus always fascinates me."

"I really wish I was a human being, a student at Midgard University, and lived like you."

"Too bad I'm not."

"Even if a monster like me can transform into a human form, it is not allowed to enter the university gate."

"I can only curl up in a dark corner, and use a pair of eyes full of longing to look at you who are full of youth, just like a maggot in the gutter, looking up at the birds flying freely in the sun."

Evelyn took a deep breath, suppressing the sudden rapid sobs.

"I once deceived the dwarves and lied that I was a female college student. This is probably the projection of my inner desire. I can't really be what I want to be, so I have to use the disguised identity to deceive people."

"Using a false identity to bluff and deceive is of course not good."

"However, to be honest, I really like this feeling, as if I am not only deceiving others, but even myself believe this lie."

"Audrey, in fact, Evelyn is also very pitiful. As a human being, she will inevitably make mistakes. Who can guarantee that she will not lie for the rest of her life? Don't make things difficult for her."

Hyrule couldn't help showing sympathy.

Miss Paladin gave her a blank look, and said lightly:

"Cheating is not unforgivable, but how do you know that everything she said now is not a lie?"

"Evelyn lied to us once, who can guarantee that there won't be a second time?"

"Her acting skills are so good that she gets into the drama so deeply that sometimes even she herself can't tell the difference between reality and lies."

"For example, at this moment, whether her tears and confession is a confession from the heart, or another scene full of voice and emotion, who can tell for sure?"

Hailar opened his mouth, finally let out a sigh, and had nothing to say.

Holden seemed to have something to say, but his sister's indifferent eyes made him shudder, and he didn't dare to speak.

Qiao An watched with cold eyes, inexplicably feeling that he was an outsider, an audience watching a show off the stage.

It's not that he doesn't care about the grievances and entanglements between his companions at all, but he doesn't appreciate such delicate, complex and contradictory emotions.

It's like a girl telling a boy how irritable and irritated she is during her period, feeling sick and wanting to hit someone.

And the boy probably couldn't empathize even if he wanted to break his head, so he could only respond dryly: Then, will you feel better if you drink more boiled water?

On the psychological and emotional level, no matter the same sex or the opposite sex, there are communication barriers that vary from person to person, from mild to severe.

Joan's obstacles in this regard are particularly serious, perhaps because he is born with a lack of a certain psychological function responsible for feeling and releasing "love".

No matter where he is, there is always an invisible barrier that makes him feel like an "outsider".

The dialogue between Audrey and Evelyn, or the "interrogation" is more appropriate, resumed after a brief silence.

Audrey still took the initiative in the conversation, but the topic shifted to outsiders.

"Scholz called you 'Spider-Woman', what the hell did he mean?"

"This... is actually the literal meaning."

"What is 'literal meaning'? Hmm? You translate for me, what is 'literal meaning'!"

Audrey's aggressive question forced Evelyn to give a positive answer.

"I'm sorry, but I'm actually not a human being, but... the magical beast in your human eyes, the metamorphic spider."

Evelyn lowered her head, exuding an air of inferiority all over her body, wishing she could shrink into the cracks in the ground.