Chapter 784: A Tragic Reminder that the Beginning Comes with a Golden Finger
"May God bless you, Amen!"
"Heh! Ha ha!"
"Haha! Hahahaha!"
Crazy Zhou Xiaobo dangled alone under the dim street lights, gradually drifting away, and finally was swallowed up by the night, leaving the bustling and impetuous city lights, and entering the slightly desolate and unusually quiet wilderness.
For his girlfriend Zhao Lijuan, Zhou Xiaobo doesn't resent, really!
After all, his father was completely bankrupt, and he was also in debt. He didn't even want his son, so he ran away from his hometown and went to some corner to hide his name and start again. He only left millions of dollars for Zhou Xiaobo who was going to college. In this case, Zhao Lijuan would get rid of Zhou Xiaobo as a matter of course.
But Zhou Xiaobo just felt a little unbelievable, he didn't expect that Zhao Lijuan, who has always been gentle and pleasant, had a side he didn't know. When she showed that mean, philistine and snobbish face, Zhou Xiaobo felt that he was deceived For a long time, this scheming girl has been pretending. If Zhou Xiaobo's father hadn't suddenly gone bankrupt, he might never have discovered that the person closest to him is even more terrifying than the protagonist in the court drama, and even... vicious!
"Maybe it's a good thing that my father's bankruptcy is also a good thing. Otherwise, he will get deeper and deeper in the future. If such a thing happens, he will only be hurt more. Now that we have discovered that everything about her is a fake, we can quickly throw it away. Behind the head, hahaha!"
Having said that, Zhou Xiaobo can never forget the scene when Zhao Lijuan brought her new "boyfriend" to him to show off her jewelry, trendy fashion and bags. After all, he once loved, so what? Maybe just forget it!
Zhou Xiaobo once thought that she was as pure as a white lotus, so even though the family's financial conditions were quite good, he didn't spend lavishly to please her. Now that I think about it, everything about Zhao Lijuan was deliberately shown at that time, but in fact it was extremely vulgar. It is a very big picture.
But as the saying goes, it is better to offend a gentleman than to offend a villain. Even Zhao Lijuan has no lower limit, but Zhou Xiaobo has no intention of cursing the other party. Instead, he hopes from the bottom of his heart that she will be happy. Wouldn't it be very heartbreaking to be extremely unsatisfactory or even to be in the dust, so let's bless her!
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Father is bankrupt! His girlfriend also abandoned him, causing Zhou Xiaobo to fall into the abyss all of a sudden. He didn't know how to live his life in the future, and even he didn't know if he had the courage to continue living. At a certain moment, Zhou Xiaobo felt that he didn't have the courage to live. As strong as he imagined, because he was almost crushed by the successive blows!
Although Zhou Xiaobo encountered a huge change when his parents divorced when he was young, he was still very young at that time, and his feelings about these things were not as real as outsiders thought. The damage he suffered was accumulated over a long period of time, and his whole person gradually became a little sensitive , has an inexplicable self-esteem, so Zhou Xiaobo's psychological endurance is not so strong, and suddenly his two closest people leave him, which makes Zhou Xiaobo feel hopeless and lose hope in life!
And the most important thing is that Zhou Xiaobo's father left him a huge debt not only put him under enormous pressure, but also brought an unusually negative impact on his life, because most of the creditors were against him. Friends and relatives who know the bottom line,
In other words, former relatives and friends, when Zhou Xiaobo's father "absconded", the attention of these people turned to Zhou Xiaobo.
During his school days, Zhou Xiaobo's phone kept ringing every day. At the beginning, everyone who called would yell at him. Dan and other words were mixed in, so it was natural that Zhou Xiaobo was scolded together, but he was powerless to refute, and had to keep talking casually. That feeling was really hard, not only seriously affected Zhou Xiaobo's life and study, but also It caused a lot of disturbance to the surrounding students, and Zhao Lijuan's heartless departure made Zhou Xiaobo finally exhausted physically and mentally, and couldn't hold on anymore.
"Buzz! Buzz!"
Just as Zhou Xiaobo climbed to the top of a mountain on the outskirts of the city under the dim starlight, there was a vibration in his trouser pocket. Needless to say, someone called again to press debts and vent his anger.
In the past, Zhou Xiaobo would never dare not answer, because in that case, the caller might go directly to the school to find him, or even spread the word, making Zhou Xiaobo ashamed to see others and unable to stay in school— —Many people have already issued such threats.
But now, he didn't need to worry so much, he took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, hung up and turned it off quickly.
"Didn't my second brother say that God is omnipotent? If that's the case, then help me solve the problem in front of me. In the future, let alone believe in God, even my descendants will believe in it!" Zhou Xiaobo couldn't help murmuring that the stars appeared.
The second child in Zhou Xiaobo’s mouth is his college classmate and roommate. There are four people living in the 409 dormitory. According to age, Zhou Xiaobo is the youngest, that is, the fourth child. The second child is Bai Zhiyong, a loyal believer. Opening and closing their mouths were God, Lord, Amen, Hallelujah, etc. At first, the other three people in the dormitory, including Zhou Xiaobo, were very uncomfortable, and gradually accepted this "wonderful flower" as time went by. Fortunately, Bai Zhiyong did not insist on preaching the so-called gospel to the three people, but only said that he had sowed the "seed" and the three people would get the gospel when they needed it. Zhou Xiaobo didn't care at that time, and even secretly felt that He was a little speechless, but when he really encountered Kaner in his life, he still subconsciously thought of the so-called God and the gospel that his second brother Bai Zhiyong said.
But it was useless, Zhou Xiaobo waited for a long time, but he didn't find any changes around him, no one came to save him, and nothing mysterious happened.
"Boom!"
"Crack!"
Just when Zhou Xiaobo retracted his eyes mockingly, and was about to make the decision that would affect the rest of his life, there was a muffled sound in his ears, and then he flew out obliquely as if he had been hit hard. As for whether to live or die next, whether to end one's own life cleanly or continue to live on, it is obviously not important anymore.
"Is there really a God?" Zhou Xiaobo couldn't help but fantasize in his heart before being pushed out by an unknown force.
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