Chapter 163 Zero: I’m Just Like You (Celebrating Motherland’s Birthday)
Toru Amuro's eyes were slightly vacant. He was clearly looking at Nobuhiro, but he seemed to be looking at another person through him:
"But, no one in this world is perfect. We all have flaws, and some flaws are even fatal. As the most ordinary human beings, all we can do is follow this path without hesitation, without looking back, without hesitation or hesitation. .
"We...may even have forgotten our original intention, like a whipped donkey, walking around the millstone without stopping. But in the end, when we lost the most important people and things, and ourselves, What we wanted to do was accomplished.”
The last words Toru Amuro said slowly and lightly, but it was like a hammer hitting Nobushige's heart: "Victory belongs to others, only suffering belongs to you."
…
Yeah, that's it.
He has already realized it, hasn't he?
"What?" Conan didn't hear clearly and asked subconsciously.
Toru Amuro didn't answer, only smiled and said: "I'm sorry, I don't know why I told you so much."
Obviously he had been suppressing these words in his heart, determined to spend time alone. But in Asano Nobushige, a stranger who had nothing to do with him, he felt an unprecedented peace of mind.
Toru Amuro knew that something was wrong with him, and could even be said to be very dangerous.
However, the long-lost peace of mind and the freedom to speak his mind made Amuro happy.
Well, forget it, anyway, even if Asano Nobushige's identity is wrong, he is definitely not from the organization, and even if he hears or understands something, it will not have much impact on him.
However, in order to avoid being emotional and impulsive, Toru Amuro decided to stay away from the uncertain factor of Asano Nobushige after this mission.
It doesn’t matter if we talk more before that, right?
Thinking this way, Amuro Toru saw that Asano Nobushige seemed to be very touched and added: "So I think no matter how difficult it is to think about, just accept it with a normal heart. It is difficult to change yourself, but letting go is no longer possible. It couldn't be simpler.
"On the road of life, you must make choices. Since you already have a goal, just follow the direction of the goal. It is perfectly fine to numb yourself and ignore other things, right?"
Conan raised his hand weakly: "What if you don't even have a target?"
Hattori Heiji knocked off Conan's hand unceremoniously: "It doesn't matter if you are a child. An adult like Asano must have goals, such as opening a chain of music classrooms?"
"My goal..." Nobuhiro finally smiled with relief, "My goal is to get 990 points on Sherlock Holmes's one thousand questions."
"Me too." Toru Amuro silently placed the question booklet on the table.
Hattori Heiji finally realized in shock: "Ah, am I the only one who didn't write it?"
"What do you think?" Conan glanced at him sideways, "I really don't know why Brother Hattori invited Brother Asano to join this kind of tour group."
"That's not because he admires Holmes the most. I took great pains to contact Hiroyuki Kanaya."
Um? Favorite Sherlock Holmes?
Toru Amuro glanced at Nobutushige in an obscure way.
Forget it, this person would rather play games than go online to check the answers to the questions last night. How could he really like Sherlock Holmes?
Asano Nobushige drank coffee quietly, as if the noise around him had nothing to do with him, and as if the person who was in a bad mood before was not him.
In fact, undercover agents like Nobuhiro and Rei Fangtani are not in a healthy mental state. It’s just that they know how to resolve it and how to cover it up. It is often difficult for anyone to notice that something is wrong with them.
As for Nobushige himself, he has been alternately playing the dual identities of "Mezcal" and "Asano Nobushige" for a long time, and he has to think of the memories of "Scotch Whiskey" and "Morofuku Kagemitsu" from time to time. In fact, it can easily lead to insanity.
His worldview, outlook on life, and values often remain in a state of fragmentation and confusion. There is no way to relieve the pressure, and he cannot see the problem for a while. If it goes on for a long time, it will explode one day.
It's like he doesn't know what day he started and can't remember anything before he came to the world of "Detective Conan".
Nobuhiro is very afraid that one day in the future he will forget everything about Zhu Fu Jingguang.
After all, Zhufu Jingguang is a person who has died once, and all traces of his past existence in this world have been erased. This makes Nobuman occasionally have the illusion that he has no past at all.
Like a lamb that has lost its way in a maze, Xinfan's thinking will become increasingly chaotic and confusing, until he loses himself.
Of course he would not allow himself to get to that point, but even the process in the middle was torturous enough.
Nobuhiro didn't expect that even though Ling didn't know his identity yet, he could unintentionally talk about his most difficult part and help him sort out the mess a little bit.
Maybe this is the tacit understanding of young tame dye?
It's like when a person is wandering around like a headless fly in the boundless darkness, someone suddenly appears next to him and tells him: "Don't worry, I'm just like you."
Even if the darkness is still pure and the future is still confused, the journey for two people is always much better than alone.
…
Putting aside Nobufuji's intervening episode, the schedule of the Holmes tour group was no different from the original arrangement.
By the end of the dinner, everyone invited to participate had basically completed Sherlock Holmes's Thousand Questions.
"Brother Hattori." Conan asked in a coquettish voice, "Is it true that you won't be kicked out if you don't write the question?"
"Of course not," Hattori Heiji said confidently, "Because!"
He slammed the question booklet onto the table with a "pop" sound: "I've finished writing it!"
Conan was stunned: "When did you write it..."
Nobuhiro leaned against the window and said quietly: "Just when you were going to take a shower or take a nap."
"How did you know I took a shower...Ah, Hattori-nii, you copied mine??"
Hattori Heiji quickly covered Conan's mouth with his eyes and hands, and threatened: "If you say anything again, I will throw you out!"
"Uh-huh..." Conan's face turned red with discomfort and he kicked his feet wildly, "Let go, let go!!"
Nobuhiro: "..."
I always feel that if this continues, Conan will become more and more like a child, and Hattori Heiji may never be able to discover Conan's identity...
Ahhh, when will Hiroyuki Kanaya’s body be discovered?
Just as I was thinking about it, I heard Toshiaki Fujisawa say impatiently: "Where is Hiroyuki Kanaya? It's past nine o'clock. When will the last question and answer he mentioned start!"
"Yes." Maria Toda, who was dressed very mysteriously, also said, "I finally finished a thousand questions. When will he make corrections?"
The clerk named Iwai Hitomi hurriedly comforted him: "The order I received is to entertain the customer until he shows up."