Chapter 193 Ding! Your Pre-Ordered Remarks (Crossed Out) Nonsense Has Arrived!

This is a testimonial.

This is really a book review, the kind of digression that I usually skip when reading novels.

As early as last week, when the editor asked me if I wanted to put it on the shelves, I was thinking about whether I could not write this thing. After all, I think you all, like me, would rather read the stories of the characters written by the author than the author's voice.

However, just this morning (ah, it was already yesterday morning when you saw it...), I suddenly felt that there were some things that I wanted to say alone no matter what. Even if I put it here so that I can take a look at it one day in the future when I get bored or get stuck, I can’t leave nothing behind.

First of all, I'm not a newbie.

My first pen name was signed seven or eight years ago, and the reading website at that time is now owned by China Literature. I can even find my old account.

BUT, that book is awesome.

I still clearly remember that at that time, I had two precious hours to use the computer before taking a shower. I always carefully typed on the screen as if it were precious jewelry. Two thousand words were so great and so difficult for me at that time.

The reason for stopping the update is very simple, no one is watching + no time.

Although I originally wrote the novel for myself, the existence of readers was not very important. Even because I was worried that others would not like my writing, I never browsed the comment area for a long time.

However, I have to admit that every one of your reading records, every increased collection, every sentence in this chapter, every reward, every recommendation vote, these are the motivation for me to continue writing.

If I lose these, I don’t know if I will suddenly want to give up due to something at a certain moment.

It's hard to persevere, but it's too easy to give up.

It was already time for me to go to college to run a pen name again and write a book seriously again. But this time, I finished writing, not much, only 200,000 words. But this was a watershed moment for me.

Unfortunately, not many people read that book. What supported me in finishing it in one go was my mother’s words, “Why can’t you finish writing a novel?”

Later, under the influence of my roommate, I switched to a dialogue novel platform under the same pen name.

On that platform, I gained my first group of lovely fans, had my first book club, and earned money for the first time by writing articles.

Although compared to the real masters, I don’t have many readers who follow me, and the money I earn is not even enough to pay for the drawings I make for my characters. But I was really happy during that time, happy to be able to walk through it with my readers.

I know that some of my readers came with me. If you are still here and have seen this, please believe that I really appreciate you! (Don’t push me to update the article...I’m already bald.)

Then, I opened the trap of fined drinking and started to fill the hole, fill the hole, fill the hole, fill the hole. The number of manuscripts saved was also decreasing at a speed visible to the naked eye... Until I put it on the shelves, I had to work hard to code and save manuscripts while preparing for exams and doing experiments...

And in the process, I was also lucky enough to meet a group of lovely people.

I know the IDs of many of you by heart, and sometimes I even look over your recommendation votes, comments, and reward records several times.

Smiling like a fool!

Okay, I will only say this sentence here once. Other times I want to be a cold author, thank you.

I am very grateful to you who voted for me on time at midnight every day; I am very grateful to you who took the initiative to help me before I even understood what work management is; I am very grateful to you who couldn’t wait as soon as I signed the contract (??) Those of you who reward me; I am very grateful to you who persist in updating every day and sometimes sign in (am I the only one who only likes to read finished novels?); I am very grateful to you who remember the plot more clearly than I do (it may be My memory is too bad, cough cough).

Thank you very much!

However, during this three-month update process, there were times when I was surprised or even at a loss.

Regarding the heroine of this book, after much thought, I decided to write down my true thoughts.

First of all, I am not the kind of author who holds an outline and does not allow others to touch it. Perhaps the main reason is that there are too many areas that need to be improved in my outline. If your ideas or suggestions happen to touch a certain nerve in my head, I may get up and change the outline the moment I see it...

But I think Zhu Fu Jingguang should be a fleshed-out character. His characters should be fleshed out enough to make readers feel that he is a real person among us.

Love, family affection, friendship, hatred, gratitude, liking, loving and being loved, he should have all these things.

It's just that Jingguang has taken on too much, and it's hard for ordinary female protagonists to make me feel like a good match.

I had two ideas:

1. The heroine is a person who has nothing to do with the main plot. She can be a teacher, a doctor, a bank employee, it doesn’t matter what her profession is, but she must be someone so ordinary that she is completely different from Jingguang.

2. The heroine is so dazzling that she can light up all the darkness in Jing Guang. She may be white and pure, or she may be black and coquettish. In short, she is a person who can make Jing Guang completely hand over his back.

But, I think in Ke Xue's world, unless it's a childhood sweetheart, it's hard to be completely satisfied. Even if they are childhood sweethearts, aren't there still many people who think Xiaolan is not worthy of Kudo Shinichi?

So later I thought about it seriously. The element of love is indispensable, but this does not mean that we must create a so-called heroine and label her "Asano Nobushige/Morofuku Kagemitsu's girlfriend". Label.

I can express this sincere feeling to you in a subtle and implicit way, and leave enough room for imagination.

However, the above content is not a guarantee. Who knows if one day I will suddenly create a character and write a big "female lead" in the identity column...

do you know?

Anyway, I don't know.

In the end, I came shamelessly. I heard that the combination of "subscription + monthly ticket + recommended ticket" will make it more delicious~

Love you: Yan Zichen

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(The content of PS is very important. It may be related to a certain character, or it may be related to the ultimate goal of the black organization, or even "the organization finally has a name instead of being called this by the black organization all the time"... But the author said She cannot disclose it yet.)