Chapter 1224 Revealing the Heart (Second Update)
Xiao Bing had never exposed his inner feelings so openly in front of Su Xiaoxiao. This moment stimulated Su Xiaoxiao and touched the softest part deep in her heart.
Su Xiaoxiao was held in Xiao Bing's arms. She leaned her head on Xiao Bing's shoulder and cried hard. Xiao Bing kept patting her shoulder and said softly: "It's okay, it's okay." .”
Alas, what has happened to me in the past few years? How can I make a girl so sad and cry so sadly? I don’t want to delay her. Am I all wrong?
Xiao Bing felt a little guilty.
Su Xiaoxiao cried and sobbed: "Why do you have to let me find someone to marry? I didn't affect you, nor did I bother you and Sister Yezi. I had to get married, and you Will you feel at ease?"
"Fool." Xiao Bing took a deep breath, his nose was a little sore, and said with a wry smile, "Silly girl, you are really a stupid girl. No matter whether you are a man or a woman, you will always get married in the end."
"But I don't want to get married, but I don't want to get married even if I don't want to!"
"Okay, okay." Xiao Bing finally said what he just thought, "I want to say, if you really can't let go and don't want to get married, then you can follow me!"
"I..." Su Xiaoxiao was so frightened that her tears stopped. She was really frightened. She never dreamed that Xiao Bing would say these words one day. She had already dreamed of these words in her dream. Countless times, but when she wakes up, she will always know clearly that this is impossible, the dream will not come true, and she and Xiao Bing are not destined to be together at all.
When Xiao Bing saw Su Xiaoxiao didn't reply, he felt a little nervous and said, "Don't get me wrong, I don't mean to be irresponsible, I just feel... I just feel that since you don't plan to find anyone else, Since we definitely can’t let go of this relationship, why don’t we accept it calmly? I admit that at the beginning, I took care of you as my sister because of Peiya, but later on I already had feelings for you. I feel it, but I always feel that it must be because of my commitment to Peiya, and I always dare not face this relationship."
"I remember I told you before. I admit that I take care of you not just because of Peiya, but also because of you. But I can never face the relationship between you and me calmly. Actually, it’s not that I don’t like you, but I’m afraid of delaying you.”
"You are a girl, and you will get married sooner or later. If I delay you, I will not only be sorry for your sister, but also your mother and your dead father. But the person I am most sorry for is you, because that It has delayed your life."
"But now I think about it, in fact, this kind of procrastination is the real delay for you. If you can't let go, I can't pick it up. If one can't pick it up, the other can't let it go. In the end, it is you who will live a miserable life. This person can't let go, and I will spend my whole life with that kind of regret and loss."
"Instead of this, why can't we face it calmly? Since you like me and I have a crush on you, then I will accept you. Even if we don't get good results in the future, at least we are happy and happy. It's better than living a lifetime of disappointment and regret. What's more, I will never allow anything bad to happen between you and me. There is a solution to everything!"
Su Xiaoxiao was simply shocked, she hadn't spoken yet. Xiao Bing smiled bitterly and said: "Do you think I'm too greedy? I already have Ye Zi, but I still want you. If you don't want to, just pretend I didn't say it. I just want you to be happy. That’s fine, even if I don’t consider your sister’s point of view, I don’t want to feel sorry for you.”
It took Su Xiaoxiao a long time to finally recover, and she felt pleasantly surprised, uneasy, anxious, confused, and a little expectant.
Su Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment and asked with a little struggle: "I don't care about that, I don't even care about my status. Although my mother may care about whether I have a status or not, she will definitely support me."
Xiao Bing said in surprise: "Don't worry, I won't let you and aunt down. Sooner or later, I will give you everything. So, do you agree with what I just said?"
Su Xiaoxiao sighed and said, "It still doesn't work."
"ah?"
"I can't be sorry to Ye Zi. She is very kind to me and treats me like a sister, but I can't stab my sister in the back."
Xiao Bing smiled bitterly and said: "Do you think Ye Zi doesn't know what I just said? In fact, it was Ye Zi who enlightened me all along. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to let go of this knot. As long as you have no problem, we can live together." Together, live together forever.”
Su Xiaoxiao said in disbelief: "Is what you said true? Ye Zi knows what you said? Ye Zi also enlightened you... enlightened you to accept me?"
"Of course." Xiao Bing smiled bitterly, "How could I have passed this test so quickly without Ye Zi's consent? Xiaoxiao, this is not just a matter of Ye Zi's consent. The important thing is that I don't want to Delaying you, I used to think that if I accepted you, it would be equivalent to delaying you, but now I feel that if you can never let go of this feeling and I never accept you, then I will really delay you!"
Su Xiaoxiao let go of Xiao Bing and took two steps back slightly. Her mood was very complicated at this time, including happiness, guilt, and uneasiness... She shook her head and said: "Brother Xiao, I want... you Let me think about it again, let's not talk about this issue now, okay? I like you, I will never like anyone else again, and I don't care about sharing it with others, as you said before, as long as we can open up Isn't a happy life better than anything else? But I still can't feel sorry for Ye Zi. The better she treats me and the more she considers me, the less selfish I can be."
Xiao Bing opened his mouth and sighed, not knowing how to persuade him. In fact, there was nothing wrong with what Su Xiaoxiao said, and Xiao Bing had no way to continue to persuade him.
Xiao Bing nodded and said, "Okay, think about it slowly, and then tell me the answer you want. No matter what you think in the end, there is no problem, because I just want to make you happy."
"Thank you, Brother Bing." Su Xiaoxiao said seriously.
Xiao Bing smiled and said: "I can't help you..."
"Don't say that." Su Xiaoxiao shook her head and said, "Actually, I came between you and made things difficult for you. The first person you fell in love with was Zi Zi, your girlfriend was Zi Zi, and I Strictly speaking, he is actually the third party... I am the one who made things difficult for you."
Xiao Bing smiled bitterly and said: "If I didn't fall in love with you, wouldn't I be able to reject you categorically..." Su Xiaoxiao suddenly smiled and said: "Brother Bing, don't you want to buy me clothes? "
Su Xiaoxiao's smile this time was more real than ever before, it was a smile from the heart.
After Xiao Bing saw it, he also smiled and said: "Let's go and buy clothes for our beautiful little beauty! This time we have to choose two more beautiful clothes. This is the first time I give you clothes. , I’ll pay, don’t compete with me when the time comes. Also, don’t say it’s expensive next time.”
"If you buy me a set that costs several hundred dollars, I won't even say it's expensive. That's not the case with that one just now."
"Okay, okay, I understand, you girl, you are really saving money." Xiao Bing originally wanted to say that whoever marries you will be extremely happy, but he suddenly realized that he had better not provoke him with such words. Su Xiaoxiao hurriedly closed her mouth.
The two of them browsed other stores. Su Xiaoxiao specially selected two clothes that were good-looking but not particularly expensive for Xiao Bing to buy. Although Su Xiaoxiao's family conditions cannot be said to be poor since he was a child, he was strong. Being independent, she has long known that making money is not easy, so she pays more attention to expenses. Even though her family's financial conditions are now better and she owns half of the shares of two noodle restaurants, she is still not used to being too lavish.
However, Xiao Bing saw that those two sets of clothes were indeed very beautiful and decent on Su Xiaoxiao, and Xiao Bing specially selected them from a relatively good brand store. Although the price was cheap, a piece of clothing cost close to a thousand yuan. Bing gave up. It’s not that Xiao Bing is extravagant, or that Xiao Bing thinks the clothes are expensive. The main reason is that this is Su Xiaoxiao’s first time to go to work. There will inevitably be comparisons in the workplace. We don’t compare with others. At least It's not like I'll be laughed at. Although this dress is ordinary, at least I won't be laughed at.
After shopping around for an afternoon, Xiao Bing threw two sets of clothes in the back seat of the car, and then he and Su Xiaoxiao sat in the driver's seat and passenger seat respectively. Xiao Bing turned his head and glanced at Su Xiaoxiao, but saw Su Xiaoxiao. Xiao Bing felt a little distracted, and Xiao Bing smiled and said, "What's wrong? What are you thinking about?"
"Oh...it's okay." Su Xiaoxiao woke up and said with a smile, "I was thinking that this seems to be the first time the two of us have gone shopping happily, right?"
Xiao Bing felt a little guilty, smiled and nodded: "Well, yes."
"So, it feels really good." Su Xiaoxiao said with a smile, "Let's go home."
Xiao Bing thought for a moment and originally planned to drive back, but changed his mind temporarily and said with a smile, "Let's not rush home now."
"Ah? What's wrong? Is there anything else?"
"It's nothing. It's time to eat. Come on, I'll treat you to a meal outside and then go back."
"No need." Su Xiaoxiao said hurriedly, "The new aunt should have already cooked at home..."
"Then let them eat. Let's eat what's ours. If there's a second-rate foodie and one is a foodie, are you still worried that there will be leftover food?"
Su Xiaoxiao was about to say that she should go home and eat. She raised her head and immediately met Xiao Bing's eyes that were looking at her intently. Su Xiaoxiao's eyes immediately flickered, her heart was confused, and her face turned slightly red. stand up.
By the time Su Xiaoxiao reacted, Xiao Bing had already gotten out of the car, opened the passenger door, stretched his hand in, and said very gentlemanly: "I'll help you get out of the car!"