Chapter 1220 Ye Zi’s Question (First Update)
However, Xiao Bing did not intend to force Bai Xiaosheng to confess. Instead, he looked for opportunities to pay money or other prices to obtain the secrets about his life experience.
The aspect of life experience has now become a lingering knot in Xiao Bing's heart. Although Xiao Bing was much better after Ye Zi's comfort before, now he is only one step away from the truth of his life experience. Soldiers cannot remain completely indifferent.
Although the few things he got from the kindergarten were turned over and over, Xiao Bing still kept looking at them all afternoon, hoping to find the secret about his origin.
It was already night before she knew it. Ye Zi suddenly opened the door and walked in. She looked at Xiao Bing's appearance, sighed and shook her head, closed the door, walked to Xiao Bing's side, and hugged Xiao Bing's head. Entering her arms, Xiao Bing buried his head in her chest. He felt so warm, so fragrant and soft. However, Xiao Bing did not have any lustful thoughts in his heart. He just felt that he suddenly became very... Feeling at ease and feeling slightly better.
Ye Zi said: "When I came back just now, I heard them say that you were back and you hadn't left the room all afternoon. I thought you were resting in the room, but I didn't expect that you had something on your mind."
"Yes." Xiao Bing sighed, "I won't hide it from you, I am indeed worried."
Ye Zi hugged Xiao Bing's head, put his face on Xiao Bing's head, and said softly: "Can you tell me what's on your mind?"
Xiao Bing said: "Yi Zi, if one day you know that I am not a human being, will you be afraid of me?"
"Not a human being?" Ye Zi laughed and said, "Okay, how come it's not a human being?"
"I mean what if." Xiao Bing said in a serious tone.
Seeing Xiao Bing listening so seriously, Ye Zi could only answer seriously: "If you are not a human being, as long as you don't often transform into snakes, insects, tigers and leopards to scare me, I am timid. As long as you don't, I will never I will never leave you. Anyway, you have become a cultivator, so what should I be afraid of?"
Xiao Bing smiled bitterly and said, "It hasn't reached the point you said."
Ye Zi smiled and said: "If you haven't reached the point I said, then it doesn't matter. You don't look like a monster, you are not scary, and you won't eat me. I just want to know that you are good to me." Well, just know that you are the big bad guy I have always liked. As for whether you are an earthling or an alien, a human or a goblin, what does it matter?"
Xiao Bing smiled and said: "Yeah, okay, stop thinking about it."
Ye Zi let go of Xiao Bing and said seriously: "No, you must be hiding something from me. You have something on your mind, right? And it's related to your life experience?"
Xiao Bing thought for a while, Ye Zi was one of the few friends he could talk to about his inner feelings. It was uncomfortable to hold such things in his heart. Who else could he talk to if he didn't tell Ye Zi?
Xiao Bing pulled Ye Zi to sit next to him, then hugged Ye Zi, sighed, and said: "I may not be an ordinary person, but don't get excited, I am definitely not the kind of fairy you said."
So Xiao Bing told the story of the mythical age to Ye Zi. This mythical age is too far away from now. It is like listening to a story. Naturally, it is not that easy to tell. When Xiao Bing finished telling Ye Zi, Tian Ye It's already dark.
Ye Zi asked: "What does your identity have to do with thousands of years ago?"
Xiao Bing smiled bitterly and said: "According to what Bai Xiaosheng said, my parents should belong to a race of that era. I asked if I was a member of the monster race, but Bai Xiaosheng said no, I think it should not be, I didn’t find any characteristics of monsters from head to toe, so it can only be the descendants of the gods and demons, that’s what I guessed.”
"But." Ye Zi said, "Didn't you say that the gods and demons have been sealed away? They are no longer in our world. We don't even know if they have any descendants living in another world."
"Yes, Lao Ban told me about this before. There is no way he could lie to me." Xiao Bing said with a bitter smile, "And what I am thinking is that after all, the gods and demons were once the races that ruled the human race. If this If there are still people from both races in this society, wouldn't they have long been the public enemies of the world and been killed long ago? So thousands of years have passed, how can I be a descendant of the Gods or the Demons? ?”
Ye Zi smashed his head with his fist and shouted: "Oh my God, this sounds so incredible, it's like listening to a fairy tale."
Xiao Bing smiled bitterly and said: "Don't say it was you, even I couldn't believe it when I just heard it."
Ye Zi asked: "Since you are not a monster, are you a god or a demon?"
"I don't know about this." Xiao Bing sighed and said with a wry smile, "Actually, I can't guarantee that everything Bai Xiaosheng said is accurate, but this person has always been famous in the world. , I have never heard of him releasing any false news or any negative news. In addition, my genes are indeed different from those of normal humans. Mr. Zhang Yizhi just found out a few days ago that my genes are different. The breeding index is far beyond that of ordinary people, so I have to believe it."
"Oh, I finally understand why you asked me this just now." Ye Zi smiled, "Fool, even if others are human beings, what's the use if I don't like them? No matter you are a god, a demon, or that legendary figure Monster, but I like you, isn’t this the most important thing?”
"Oh, thank you." Xiao Bing hugged Ye Zi in his arms and said with some excitement, "But I'm also afraid. On the one hand, I want to know my true identity, but I also I am afraid to know that if I am really a god or a demon, they are the life and death enemies of mankind. They once dominated mankind thousands of years ago and even treated mankind as slaves. Although it took thousands of years The past has passed, and humans no longer remember this, but there are still people in this world who know about it, so how should I deal with it then?"
Xiao Bing smiled bitterly and said: "I have always taken it as my duty to protect us humans. I have always wanted to let the common people live in peace. I have always wanted to restrain and control all the dark sides in the world, and then slowly Guide them and make the world no longer harmful. I have always hoped that all humans can live well. But in the end, am I a god or a demon? As a god and a demon, I have always been in the same position for so many years. Are they all doing things for the humans who have sealed their own race? Ye Zi, how should I deal with myself?"
Ye Zi looked at Xiao Bing. She had known Xiao Bing for so many years, but she had never seen Xiao Bing in such pain. In the past few years, Xiao Bing had also encountered some setbacks and encountered many sad obstacles. But in the end, he got through it all, and he never bowed his head, never complained, and never gave up.
Only this time, this was the only time that Xiao Bing felt so downcast. He had never been like this before.
Her heart ached, and her heart ached for Xiao Bing. She had countless words to comfort Xiao Bing. As long as she opened her mouth and opened her mouth, she could say many truths that she thought were very reasonable to comfort Xiao Bing, but she could put herself in Xiao Bing's shoes. After thinking about it, Ye Zi knew that if he couldn't be as calm as Xiao Bing, he might even collapse.
Why does God treat Xiao Bing so unfairly?
Xiao Bing sighed and said: "Forget it, fool, what's the point of asking you? Don't worry, I can solve anything. What's more, I don't know if everything is true. After all, it still needs to be confirmed. .”
Ye Zi suddenly stretched out his hand and gently covered Xiao Bing's chest. Looking at Xiao Bing who looked at him in surprise, Ye Zi said in a gentle and serious tone: "Whether it's true or not, I don't know how to answer you for the former." , I don’t know how some countries will treat you if they know your identity, and whether it will be the same as now. But I can tell you what you asked later."
Xiao Bing's eyes lit up and he said, "I'm more concerned about the latter."
Ye Zi smiled and said: "You want to know that you have been helping humans for so many years, and you have devoted all your blood to China and the people. If you were really a god or a demon, how would you deal with yourself? This is actually very simple, no matter it is It doesn’t actually matter which race you are from. What I said is true, and I’m not just trying to comfort you casually, because the most important thing to you should be the place I’m touching.”
Xiao Bing looked at the soft hand covering his heart. Xiao Bing suddenly raised his hand and gently pressed it on the tender hand, asking: "Heart?"
"Yes, Xin." Ye Zi smiled and said, "When you left the dragon's teeth, you were not afraid of the country's misunderstanding of you. When you entered the dark world, you were not afraid of the world's misunderstanding of you. That's because you obeyed It's your passionate heart! In this case, what if you are really a god or a demon? Could it be that you are a god, can you just watch people die in front of you one by one? Can you do it?"
Xiao Bing asked himself, he couldn't do it!
"Are you a god or a demon? You can raise the knife in your hand and kill humans one by one right now. Can you do it?"
Xiao Bing shook his head: "I can't do it."
Ye Zi said: "Why can't you do it?"
Xiao Bing said excitedly: "I was born and grew up among the people, and all of you are my relatives!"
Ye Zi smiled and said: "Yeah, isn't this enough? No matter what race you are from, since you know what you think in your heart, then there is no turning back. You don't need to be worthy of humans, gods or demons. You As long as it's worthy of your own heart, isn't that enough?"
Xiao Bing suddenly felt that his strength was trembling a little at this moment, as if his strength was vaguely one step closer, because he gained some more understanding at this moment!