One Hundred and Sixty-Eight, Handsome Scumbag
Shen Youchu never thought about this proposition - what would life be like if he hadn't met Chen Hansheng.
She had thought about what her life would be like when she met Chen Hansheng.
Very common and very simple.
When I was in college, I studied hard and helped Chen Hansheng do things;
After graduating, let's see what Chen Hansheng's plan is, just follow him.
In the future, getting married and having children, taking care of Chen Hansheng's parents, supporting her mother-in-law, and running a family are such simple and traditional concepts in her mind.
She didn't have great ambitions, and she didn't want to accept trendy ideas, so she met Chen Hansheng, a boy who didn't follow the rules very much, and the people and things that entangled him.
Shen Youchu raised his head, the freshman junior sister in front of him was like this.
"Senior sister, in fact, I really like Chen Hansheng more deeply than you, and I am willing to do anything for him."
Luo Xuan stared at Shen Youchu, then turned and left 101 after speaking.
Shen Youchu stood silently for a while, just when she was about to continue cleaning, she felt a tightness in her chest again, her breathing seemed to be stuck in her throat, and she couldn't breathe no matter what.
She squatted down slowly with the help of the broom, and it took a while to get better, and she insisted on cleaning before locking the door and returning to the dormitory.
The next morning, Chen Hansheng came to 101 as usual, carrying a rare bag in his hand, and Shen Youchu also bought him breakfast as usual.
"What's wrong with your complexion?"
Chen Hansheng asked suddenly, Shen Youchu looked a little haggard.
"It's okay, it's too hot."
Shen Youchu said in a low voice.
It is the end of summer recently, and with another rain, Jianye will officially enter autumn.
"It's cold in spring and autumn, and I can't change clothes casually recently. At this time before, my mother used a stick to force me to wear long sleeves."
Chen Hansheng picked up the breakfast, but at this moment, he also showed his wrist.
In fact, with the meticulous thoughtfulness of a scumbag, the wound on his wrist has already been treated, and it would be difficult to find it without careful observation, so he dared to walk in front of Shen Youchu with a big swagger.
Chen Hansheng knew that Luo Xuan had made a misunderstanding, and Shen Youchu noticed it, but she lowered her head and said nothing.
After Chen Hansheng finished eating, he raised the bag in his hand and said, "I'm going to the New Century Electronics Factory today, and I need to participate in a project."
"Um."
Shen Youchu nodded, but just as Chen Hansheng was about to go out, Shen Youchu suddenly said behind his back: "Shall we have dinner together at night?"
"Evening?"
Chen Hansheng felt a little strange, but he really hadn't done anything to offend Shen Youchu recently, so he replied frankly: "It's hard to say in the evening, this project is very important, maybe it will last all night, let's eat when I come back from work."
Shen Youchu said "hmm", she sent Chen Hansheng to the door, watched his leaving back, rubbed his chest and sat back on the chair to rest.
Chen Hansheng went to New Century Electronics Factory to participate in the initial seminar of the MP3 project. He participated in the record as an office administrator, synthesized the opinions of all parties in the meeting, and finally drew an intentional conclusion.
Ordinary administrative staff couldn't do this job, because they couldn't fully understand Zheng Guanti's intentions, so it had to be done by Chen Hansheng, a "boyfriend". In addition, he was also the initiator of the MP3 project.
It often takes a long time for such a large factory with 1,000 employees to establish a new department or carry out project demonstration.
It is often a two-hour meeting, a 15-minute break, another two-hour meeting, preparing a meal, a two-hour meeting after the meal, and another 15-minute break, and so on, repeating.
Fortunately, Chen Hansheng was mentally prepared. He knew that the reward of 200,000 yuan would not be easy. In addition, it was a learning process, so he didn't have to worry about doing it. On the contrary, Zheng Guanti felt a little bit sorry.
"I'm so sorry, you've been busy from morning to night, and almost forgot that you are a college student."
Chen Hansheng smiled: "If it weren't for the frequent class or student union affairs that need to be dealt with, I would have almost forgotten it myself."
At around 11 o'clock in the evening, the first demonstration meeting of New Century Electronics Factory finally reached an intentional decision to allocate all the resources in the factory to set up a new department, and to invite bids for manufacturers to produce MP3 monitors.
MP3 is mainly composed of a central processing unit, a display, and a memory card. New Century Electronics Factory focuses on the research and development of the core central processing unit. The display business is provided through bidding and cooperative manufacturers. There are several electronic display companies in Jianye.
"I'll ask the factory driver to take you back."
Zheng Guanti is very satisfied with Chen Hansheng's contribution today. Although he didn't say anything, he summed up his opinions very well, which shows that Chen Hansheng has a deep overall understanding of the project.
"Then thank you Mr. Zheng. I'll come back tomorrow."
Chen Hansheng was not polite, it was not convenient to take a taxi at such a late hour, so he asked the factory driver to take him back to school.
When he arrived at the gate of the Finance Institute, the driver turned his head and said, "Secretary Chen, we're here."
Chen Hansheng was thinking about something, and he grinned when he heard this name, what is the secretary doing.
After a nap, it was dawn again. In the morning, Chen Hansheng brought his bag and came to 101 again. He found Shen Youchu lying on the table.
"Are you uncomfortable?" Chen Hansheng hurried over.
Shen Youchu raised his head, his ruddy face was slightly pale, and his whole body felt a sense of powerlessness.
"It's okay, you have breakfast first."
Shen Youchu raised his head and took out breakfast from his bag.
Chen Hansheng touched Shen Youchu's forehead, it was hot as if he had a fever.
"Let's go to the hospital."
Chen Hansheng made a decisive decision and immediately dragged Shen Youchu to the Maternal and Child Health Hospital of Jiangling District.
Along the way, Chen Hansheng inquired about Shen Youchu's symptoms in detail. In addition to fever, there were also a series of symptoms such as chest tightness, anorexia, insomnia, and weakness.
These seem to have no special symptoms, so Chen Hansheng registered as an expert in internal medicine.
Although the registration fee of a female internal medicine specialist in her 50s is relatively expensive, her attitude is really bad.
After hearing about Shen Youchu's situation, she directly ordered: "Go for an X-ray first to rule out organic diseases."
Chen Hansheng was taken aback: "It's so serious, do you still need X-rays?"
The female expert raised her eyelids and glanced at him: "I said it was ruled out. If there is no organic disease in the chest cavity and lungs, then it must be the best."
Chen Hansheng nodded and said nothing, what the female expert said made sense.
There are a lot of patients queuing up in the radiology department. There is a lot of voices and noises. Some people talk loudly on the phone, some people sit in the cold stainless steel chairs, and some people run back and forth on the stairs.
Hospital, this is a place where hope and disappointment coexist at the same time.
Shen Youchu looked at the people in the room, she was a little afraid, she turned her head to look at Chen Hansheng: "I feel much better, can I go back to school, you should go out too."
Chen Hansheng was going to the New Century Electronics Factory, but he was taken aback by the doctor. If he didn't see the report card, he probably didn't have the heart to do other things, so he stretched out his hands to gently wrap around Shen Youchu's slender waist : "It's okay, you are the most important."
Probably because of being in the hospital, the action of "hugging" is very warm. Although Shen Youchu is also very shy, she still gently hangs her head on Chen Hansheng's shoulder, closes her eyes and listens to her heartbeat.
Generally, there are two copies of the X-ray results, one is the report card, and the other is black and white film. Some people are waiting here just to get the black and white film. Coupled with the constant stream of new patients coming in, it seems crowded.
The X-rays were taken by two female doctors, young and impatient, and shouted in a shrill voice: "After the filming, you go to the window on the right to get the report. Film, because time is slower on film."
"Also, be careful not to jump in line, because there is no name on the film, so be careful not to confuse it."
However, the environment was too noisy, not many people heard the doctor's order, and the female doctor didn't want to repeat it a second time, so she arranged for people to enter the shielding room on her own.
Chen Hansheng looked at the time, and said to Shen Youchu: "I'll get the report in a while, and I'll find a registered expert to have a look. You wait here for the film, and stagger your actions to save time."
Saving time is one aspect, on the other hand he wants to know the result as soon as possible.
Soon, Shen Youchu's report card came out of the window. When he heard the name "Shen Youchu", Chen Hansheng's heart contracted rapidly. He took a deep breath and walked over to get the report.
As soon as he received the report, Chen Hansheng's first reaction was to glance down. It was not until he saw the line "no abnormality in the lungs" in the column of the examination results that he felt his heart drop again.
Chen Hansheng was a little funny thinking about it, and turned to look at Shen Youchu, who was obediently waiting to get the black and white film.
There were a lot of people queuing up, and Shen Youchu looked a little cute with her head down, but also a little silly and cute.
Chen Hansheng smiled softly, and took the report card to ask the internal medicine specialist.
"There is no organic disease, this chest tightness should be caused by two reasons at the same time."
After all, the female expert still has a few brushes, and she quickly analyzed it: "The first is that she has been under too much pressure recently. Fever and anorexia are all complications, so she can try to live in a different environment."
Chen Hansheng was a little embarrassed: "She is still a college student, unless she rents a house outside, how can she change her environment?"
The female doctor shook her head and said, "Changing the environment does not necessarily mean changing the living environment. Sometimes staying away from people who cause her psychological pressure is also a kind of changing the environment."
Chen Hansheng fell silent.
"in addition."
The female doctor continued: "There is another reason. Your girlfriend has a very good figure. I suggest that you get tailor-made underwear at a lingerie store, because the underwear currently on the market may not fit perfectly, and the tightness may also be a reason.
Only then did Chen Hansheng feel relieved, stuffed the report into his bag and left.
In fact, the external cause is easy to solve, nothing more than spending money to order; but the internal cause is Chen Hansheng himself, which is a bit difficult to solve.
Chen Hansheng found Shen Youchu again, but he couldn't explain the two reasons directly, he just explained vaguely: "Don't worry, there is no big problem, I will go to the factory over there first."
Shen Youchu nodded, and when she was queuing alone, a middle-aged woman with a bag on her back walked over obliquely, with a child in her arms and a report card in her hand, with a very anxious face.
The middle-aged women asked one by one: "Excuse me, can I join the team? The doctor said that there are some problems with my report, and asked me to show her the film quickly, because she will be off work at noon."
There was no one in front of her, and when the middle-aged woman walked up to Shen Youchu, her eyes were full of anticipation, Shen Youchu didn't speak, and moved back a little to make room.
"Thank you, thank you."
The middle-aged woman hurriedly thanked her, but the people behind were not happy: "College student, if you want to be a good person, then you should give up completely and stand at the end and queue up again. We all have something to do."
Shen Youchu didn't argue, and stood at the end of the line with her head down.
However, the order of taking the reports is all set, Shen Youchu's kindness caused the X-ray films of several people including himself to be messed up, so when it came to her, the female doctor looked up and suddenly called Shen Youchu into the room. in the room.
"Are you here alone?"
The female doctor asked with a serious face.
Shen Youchu was a little at a loss: "My boyfriend is here too."
"What about others?"
"Go, go."
"Where's your inspection report?"
"Not here either."
The doctor in charge of the examination sighed helplessly: "Then what symptoms do you have every day?"
"Chest tightness, anorexia, weakness."
Shen Youchu replied, her heart suddenly beat violently.
"That's it, the symptoms are similar."
The female doctor nodded: "Although I can't see your report card, the film shows that you have already started to spread."
What the doctor said later, Shen Youchu didn't listen to what the doctor said. There was only one impression in her mind - the cancer cells spread.
"... In such a situation, we recommend that you be hospitalized for further examination..."
Finally, the doctor concluded thus.
"I have cancer, what about my mother-in-law, my sister, and him."
Shen Youchu's mind seemed to be emptied, and she walked slowly to the hospital lobby. The ambulance stopped at the door with a piercing siren, and the doctors and nurses hurriedly carried the patient on a stretcher to the emergency room, shouting loudly: "Let's Come on, please don't get in the way."
Immediately afterwards, a large group of people rushed in. Standing in the middle of the crowd, Shen Youchu suddenly felt that she was transparent.
The sun was shining at noon, and the white sunlight pierced through the leaves of the sycamore tree, leaving a round light spot on the ground. When Shen Youchu walked outside the hospital, her legs lost strength all of a sudden, and she slowly sat on the nearby curb.
Seeing the vehicles passing by, the hot duck blood vermicelli on the food stand, and the passers-by passing by in a hurry, Shen Youchu breathed out the sultry air, and she felt that her soul had just come back.
"All of this has nothing to do with me?"
Shen Youchu was trying to convince herself to accept this fact, when she suddenly felt her mouth was a little salty, and she didn't know when the tears flowed down.
She picked up the PHS, and as soon as she pressed the call button, she could immediately receive Chen Hansheng's cell phone, because there was only his cell phone number stored here.
But at this moment, she suddenly remembered the Korean dramas that Hu Linyu watched a while ago.
"You Chu, if I get leukemia like the heroine in "Blue Life and Death", I will find a place with the most beautiful scenery and die quietly."
"Why don't you tell your parents?"
"I don't want them to be sad. Anyway, these diseases can't be cured."
Hu Linyu said convincingly: "You can't talk to your lover, because it will drag them down, find a legitimate reason to break up, after all, when everyone is helpless, it is really cruel..."
"Just cause."
Shen Youchu thought silently in her heart.
At noon, the radiology doctor came back after dinner, checked the information and suddenly said: "Oops, someone took the wrong film this morning, and Shen Youchu's report is still here."
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At around 7 o'clock in the evening, Chen Hansheng, who had been meeting all day, finally walked out of the office and looked up: "It's raining."
"Yes, the first autumn rain."
Zheng Guanti followed and walked over: "Do you want to stay for dinner tonight?"
Chen Hansheng waved his hand: "I can't eat at all, my head is full of numbers."
Zheng Guanti is not reluctant, Chen Hansheng has paid a lot in the past two days, and the effect is obvious, 200,000 is really worth it.
The driver in the factory consciously drove the car over, and Chen Hansheng said goodbye and left.
The continuous high-intensity work made Chen Hansheng seem to have resumed his busy life before, a little irritable and a little bored, but thinking of seeing Shen Youchu soon, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt a little hopeful.
"Boom."
A thunderous sound woke up Chen Hansheng. The car was almost at the gate of the school. The driver wanted to take him in, but Chen Hansheng refused. He asked the driver to drive back directly.
After trotting all the way to 101, Shen Youchu was indeed inside.
For some reason, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt something was wrong. After turning around, he realized that 101 had been completely cleaned, and even the pots had been re-wiped.
"What do you do for cleaning when it rains?"
Chen Hansheng said disapprovingly: "In short, it will be trampled dirty again. Have you had dinner yet?"
"have eaten."
Shen Youchu raised his head, his mouth moved, he hesitated to say something.
Chen Hansheng was very observant. While wiping his hair with a towel, he said, "Don't hesitate, just say what you have to say."
"I, let's break up."
Shen Youchu said suddenly, her voice was like a candle in the wind, without any strength.
"click"
A flash of lightning flashed, followed by a muffled thunder from the sky, shaking faintly.
"What?"
Chen Hansheng was 100% sure that he heard it wrong.
separate?
Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, clenched his fists tightly, put his toes against the corner of the table, so that he had some support, and repeated: "Let's break up."
Chen Hansheng finally heard clearly, he threw the towel on the table with a "slap", stared at Shen Youchu: "Did you take the wrong medicine tonight?"
In fact, Shen Youchu was extremely scared in her heart. She not only had to endure her own panic, but also faced Chen Hansheng's confusion, so she grabbed the corner of the table nervously.
"Let's break up, okay?"
Shen Youchu couldn't bear it any longer, and let the tears fall, dripping down her chin into the cracks in the floor.
Chen Hansheng calmed down: "Can you tell me the reason?"
"The teeth marks on your wrist."
Shen Youchu raised her head, tears had covered her entire cheeks: "It was bitten by a girl, and the girl in quarantine, every time I think of these things, I feel worried."
"worry about what?"
Chen Hansheng asked with a cold face.
"Worried that you will leave me."
Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, and said pleadingly, "I beg you, can you let me live alone?"
Looking at Shen Youchu like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly remembered what the doctor said: "Sometimes staying away from people who cause her psychological pressure is also a way to change the environment."
He walked over and wiped away Shen Youchu's tears, and said, "You didn't leave me when you had such a big problem during the quarantine, and you definitely won't leave now because of the tooth marks on your wrist."
Chen Hansheng knew Shen Youchu very well. After all, he firmly took the initiative in this relationship: "The wound on my wrist is actually a misunderstanding. There must be a reason for your nonsense this time. It should also be a misunderstanding. Can you tell me?"
Shen Youchu actually wanted to tell Chen Hansheng very much, but as Hu Linyu said, this is a disease that even a lover can't do anything about.
So she didn't speak, just crying and shaking her head.
At this time, the door of 101 was suddenly pushed open, and Shang Yanyan closed the umbrella while entering the door: "It's raining outside, I'm avoiding the meeting here..."
She was also stunned when she looked up, she didn't expect to see such a scene.
Shen Youchu was not used to shedding tears in front of others, so she stood up and walked to the door, then turned her head and took a deep look at Chen Hansheng.
Looking back, there are dependence, reluctance, sweetness, and grievances, but in the end it turned into a sentence.
"You have to be good."
After Shen Youchu finished speaking, he rushed into the rain, and the figure seemed small and lonely in the rain.
"Do you want to go..."
Just as Shang Yanyan was about to speak, she saw Chen Hansheng running away.
"Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu, broke up?"
This message filled Shang Yanyan's mind, the rain was getting heavier, but she gritted her teeth, suddenly took off her high heels, held them in her hands, and followed her barefoot.
Chen Hansheng finally caught up with Shen Youchu at the door of the dormitory, and he shouted loudly behind his back: "If you have any problems, we can definitely solve them if you tell them, but if you leave like this, I'm not by your side. where to go."
"You left this time, don't even think about coming back next time!"
Shen Youchu's footsteps paused, but she rushed into the girls' dormitory without turning her head. At the corner of the stairs, Shen Youchu couldn't bear it anymore, squatted on the steps and hugged her knees, crying helplessly.
"I really want to have a next time, Chen Hansheng."
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Seeing Shen Youchu leave like this, Chen Hansheng was suddenly in a daze, letting the rain wash over him.
"Kick, kick, kick"
Shang Yanyan also chased after him, and when she saw Chen Hansheng standing alone downstairs in the girls' dormitory, she suddenly understood something.
She pulled Chen Hansheng to the corridor of the small garden, and it was only then that Chen Hansheng came to his senses.
He took out his cigarette and wanted to smoke, but the rain wetted the cigarette completely, and it drooped softly around his mouth. When Chen Hansheng got annoyed, he crushed the cigarette into his palm, and the tobacco leaves stained his hands all over.
Shang Yanyan suddenly felt distressed, this is Chen Hansheng, a mature bastard with a naughty face, when did he ever look like this.
She hugged Chen Hansheng from behind, pressed her body tightly against her back, and said comfortingly: "If you want to cry, just cry, I'm still by your side."
"Smelly sister, what's the matter with you?"
Chen Hansheng violently broke away from Shang Yanyan's embrace, and the water from his hair kept dripping on his face: "Why is I crying? From today onwards, I'm a single scumbag again, so I should celebrate!"
But that night, Chen Han, who was always in good health, had a fever of 40 degrees.
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