Chapter 1157 Extra: A Flash of Heartache
"Anything is fine?"
"Of course!" Su Xiaoyan answered affirmatively again.
"That's what you said. You will see what you want. Follow me." Bu Lingfeng walked forward and asked her to follow.
Su Xiaoyan didn't know where Bu Lingfeng was going to take her, but in order to achieve her goal, she would go even if it was a dangerous place.
Not surprisingly, they returned to the room where they spent that night together. He went in first, but she stood at the door, not daring to go in.
She was very entangled in her heart. She was ready to agree to all of Bu Lingfeng's conditions in order to retaliate against Wang Xiaolei, but if his conditions were really the same as last time, wouldn't she become the same person as Wang Xiaolei?
Last time, Wang Xiaolei asked her to come, but this time she took the initiative to find Bu Lingfeng, which was completely different.
She was entangled in her heart, as if there were two villains fighting, and one told her that as long as she could achieve her goal, why bother about what she paid? Didn't Wang Xiaolei sacrifice her to achieve his goal?
Another villain said that she couldn't become the same person as Wang Xiaolei. At least they were still in a marriage relationship. She couldn't do anything that violated the rules. Although Wang Xiaolei had wronged her, she couldn't be like him.
"Why, do you regret it?" Bu Lingfeng saw that Su Xiaoyan was reluctant to go in, and turned to look at her.
His deep eyes, with strong penetrating power, saw what she was thinking at a glance.
She didn't regret it, but she was a little hesitant.
Su Xiaoyan took two tentative steps inside. One of the two villains in her mind had defeated the other.
Even if she had to sell her body again, she would let Wang Xiaolei taste the pain she had endured in the past five years.
"No, I didn't, but I haven't divorced Wang Xiaolei yet, I don't want to..."
As soon as the words came out, Su Xiaoyan hesitated again. She and Bu Lingfeng were just casual acquaintances. Was it too unkind to do this? But apart from this, she didn't seem to have any better way.
Bu Lingfeng saw through her thoughts at a glance. He came to her in two or three steps, pulled up her wrist, and threw her hard. Her body flew out uncontrollably and landed on the big bed.
Before Su Xiaoyan had time to get up, he suddenly bullied her and pressed her down on the bed with his body, almost exactly the same as the scene that night.
"What are you going to do?" Su Xiaoyan was a little terrified.
She was even more aware of Bu Lingfeng's anger. She didn't know what she said wrong to anger him.
"Su Xiaoyan, do you know what you were saying just now?" Bu Lingfeng's eyes were full of coldness, and the temperature dropped to freezing point in an instant.
"I..." She wanted to use him. If she could eventually achieve the goal of divorce, it would be great, but facing his questioning, she was scared again.
"No one dares to use me." Bu Lingfeng seemed to suppress his anger, and every word was squeezed out from his teeth. She almost understood his feelings. She also hated being used, so she hated Wang Xiaolei so much.
"I want to divorce Wang Xiaolei - I want to divorce -" Su Xiaoyan suddenly yelled hysterically.
I don't know if she used too much force, but this yell broke free from his restraint on her and regained her freedom.
When Su Xiaoyan half-supported herself and sat up from the bed, she realized that she didn't really break free from him, but he took the initiative to let her go.
They looked at each other, but Su Xiaoyan couldn't see a trace of emotion in Bu Lingfeng's deep eyes.
Bu Lingfeng is a person who knows how to hide. Any emotion will not be expressed on his face. Those eyes are also very well hidden. He is a person who is completely unpredictable.
"I don't want to use you, I just... I just hope you can help me..." Su Xiaoyan wanted to explain, but she didn't know what to say. Using him to divorce is one aspect, but more importantly, she hopes that he can help her.
Help her get out of this sad marriage!
He Lianyi said that their bet was for six years, and she had endured five years, with only one year left, but she didn't want to continue suffering like this, she couldn't just let Wang Xiaolei get away with it for nothing!
Why did she still foolishly sacrifice herself to fulfill Wang Xiaolei's wish? Her marriage was already a joke, and she didn't want to see Wang Xiaolei get what he wanted in the end, and then show off in front of her.
"Tell me the reason."
Su Xiaoyan knew that in order to explain this problem clearly, she had to tell Bu Lingfeng the real reason why she wanted a divorce.
But she couldn't say it.
That was the biggest pain in her heart, who would be willing to tear open the wound for others to see?
"Why don't you say it!" Seeing her hesitating, Bu Lingfeng's anger seemed to rise again. He took a step forward, stretched out his hand and pinched her chin accurately, forcibly lifted her head, and forced her to look into his eyes. "You said it so confidently on the phone, why can't you say a word now?"
Su Xiaoyan looked at Bu Lingfeng, looking at his sinister eyes, she knew how angry he was in his heart, just like her who knew the truth later, only thinking about revenge.
Her heart suddenly calmed down a lot, and she shed tears unconsciously. She didn't know why, but the tears slipped down quietly.
Seeing this, Bu Lingfeng unconsciously lightened the strength in his hand. He didn't expect her to cry suddenly.
Su Xiaoyan didn't expect that she didn't cry when she knew the truth, and she didn't cry when she was entangled with Wang Xiaolei every day, but now she cried.
She felt very wronged. What she had endured in the past five years was unimaginable for ordinary women, and she had endured so much, and she tried hard to maintain her marriage, but in the end it ended like this.
"He lied to me..." Su Xiaoyan said with a crying voice, and her tears were like beads that had broken off the string, and she couldn't stop them. They slid down her cheeks to her chin and dripped on the back of Bu Lingfeng's hand.
Bu Lingfeng seemed to be burned, and subconsciously let go of his hand. The coldness in his eyes gradually faded. At that moment, Su Xiaoyan seemed to see a flash of heartache in his eyes.
She knew she must have seen it wrong. How could a strange man feel sorry for her experience? Wang Xiaolei, her respectable and lovely husband, the person she had been sleeping with for five years, didn't even feel sorry for her, let alone a strange man?
She probably lacked love too much, so she had these crazy thoughts. To be honest, she was quite pathetic.
Su Xiaoyan believes that she is the one who has made the greatest effort and sacrifice in this marriage. She gave up her original circle of friends for Wang Xiaolei and became a housewife at home. She wants to be a good wife and take care of everything at home for him.