Chapter 434 If Unconditionally Accepted
No, it's He Ping's fault. He is such a person who actually said that I have done something wrong to him. Has he ever thought that my piano career may end from now on, and my life may have ended a few days ago? So I don't care that he doesn't love me anymore, you know? I don't care. What makes me sad is that my life seems to have no direction. I suddenly felt that I was no longer qualified to touch it when I saw the piano just now. What I lost was not my husband and a man who once loved me, but my piano.
And I started to lose the piano after being with him, because I gradually moved away from it, so I wanted He Ping to be by my side all the time. When he was not by my side, I would be so lonely. I was so lonely that I didn't even want to touch the piano. I went to listen to music, I went to the bar, I let myself go, because I was uncomfortable, I didn't have the life that I was proud of and could embrace, and I pinned them on the feelings of a man.
Isn't this a big joke? "
Bai Lu wanted to play Chopin's ballad for Mu Chun, and Mu Chun readily agreed.
"Okay, I'm happy to listen to your performance. I've always admired Teacher Bai Lu. Also, Gong Hai always told me that Teacher Bai Lu's performance is the best in the school, especially her performance of Bach's "Well-Tempered Clavier" is simply textbook-like. "
Mu Chun's praise of Bai Lu gave Bai Lu a lot of confidence and encouragement. Although Bai Lu should have been accustomed to the encouragement from Mu Chun, people are strange. They always hear encouragement and don't become accustomed and numb. Humans are a species that likes to be encouraged and praised. Of course, those meaningful encouragements should come more from kind people and people who are considered friendly.
It is difficult for false feelings to become true. This is also a very mysterious place in psychosomatic treatment. It is called [empathy] in books. Literally, it means feeling the same emotions as the other person.
This is easy to say and not complicated to do. What is the difficulty?
The difficulty lies in how to show that the other person knows that you are sincerely praising him and sincerely feeling the pain he feels.
This kind of empathy requires accumulation and practice. Only in empathy can can accumulate the experience of empathy, but Muchun believes that the process skills are not as important as the heart.
Sometimes, you just need to accept a person with kindness and unbiased heart.
So [empathy] with [unconditional acceptance] is often more meaningful.
Bai Lu smiled at Muchun, a little shy, then she turned and walked towards the piano.
From the melody that started from nothing, gradually entered quietness, to agility, Bai Lu became more and more relaxed, and her state became better and better.
After the performance, Muchun clapped with all his strength, as if he was in the audience of the Raohai Music Center, watching the excellent pianist perfectly interpret Chopin's narrative song.
Bai Lu also seemed to be completely immersed in the performance. Although she was wearing a sweater and a dress, she was radiant.
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On the other side After Liu Tiantian left Mu Chun, she did not go directly back to the nurse's desk in the outpatient hall, but went to Chu Sisi's clinic opposite. After she told Chu Sisi everything Mu Chun told her, Chu Sisi immediately contacted Liu Yiming.
Liu Yiming happened to be having a headache about He Ping's matter. It was obvious that he also felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong. He was discussing with Zhang Hai whether to go through the next procedure step by step. It would be better to wait and see. As for Zhang Hai's personality, it is better to have less trouble than more trouble. However, he also has his own opinion on this matter. After all, he and Liu Yiming went to Xu Dan's house clearly at that time, and he also found some unknown bloodstains in Xu Dan's house.
Should there be one more thing? Zhang Hai has not thought it through. This case seems very clear. Xu Dan accused Suing He Pingqiang and violently hurting her many times, such accusations are very clear, and Xu Dan also committed suicide for love.
The media all stood on her side, and now she has become a big celebrity, with the number of fans on Weibo almost close to that of a popular little star. It has been on the hot search for three consecutive days. The funniest thing is that He Ping just confessed, and a few minutes later, this matter became the hottest news on Weibo.
Zhang Hai is very concerned about this matter, and Liu Yiming also said that it was too fast. This should be the time when Xu Dan just walked out of the police station. How come the whole world already knows about it?
This is like when the Olympics are still in the finals, the big media starts preparing manuscripts, preparing for one side to win while preparing for the other side to win. When the results come out, take out the pre-written manuscripts and send them immediately.
Everyone knows that time is traffic at this time. Whether it is a public account or Weibo, sending it at the first time means that you have a lot of popularity, and the lower you go, the less popular it is.
We-media all operate in this way, so occasionally there will be funny incidents, such as in a track and field competition, a certain team won the championship, but half an hour later, the organizing committee said that a player of a certain team committed a malicious foul, and the first place result was cancelled, and the second place became the champion.
But at this time, there were already countless articles on the Internet celebrating the certain team's winning the championship.
This kind of thing often happens during large-scale events, and readers are usually used to it. They thought it was funny a few times before, but now they know that two manuscripts were prepared in advance.
Of course, the police station was aware of such a routine, so after the news that He Ping left the police station and then left the police station appeared on the Internet, Zhang Hai felt more and more strange about this matter.
After Liu Yiming received Chu Sisi's call, he explained the reason to Zhang Hai. When Zhang Hai heard that Dr. Mu from Huayuanqiao Hospital was also having problems, he immediately patted Liu Yiming on the back and said, "We went together at that time. Dr. Muchun and Dr. Chu Sisi from Xu Dan’s family!”
Liu Yiming reported truthfully, "Yes, Brother Zhang, it was Dr. Muchun who asked me to help investigate some matters. I am in a hurry and I am afraid that I may delay things if I am late. Can you leave temporarily?"
Zhang Hai immediately agreed, saying that it would be fine as long as he was here, and it would not matter if he came back after lunch. Zhang Hai also paid special attention to Liu Yiming, "Don't be anxious when you encounter problems, don't be impulsive, listen more to Dr. Muchun's ideas, this young man Doctors are really capable, and their ability to understand people’s hearts and events is no worse than ours, and they are simply not like normal people in terms of understanding people’s hearts.”
Liu Yiming also has great trust and admiration for Muchun after recent events. However, due to the busy schedule of the police station, he cannot study with Muchun like Chu Sisi. However, he now reads Professor Chu Xiaofeng's publications whenever he has time. And translated books, if there are many things that I don’t understand well, I will write them down and ask Chu Sisi for advice or discuss them with Chu Sisi.
Liu Yiming drove to the parking lot of Huayuanqiao Hospital. Chu Sisi was already waiting for Liu Yiming at the entrance of the parking lot.
"Have you been waiting for a long time? It's raining heavily outside and it's cold. Are you stupid? I won't call you. Do you have any brains?" Liu Yiming said in a crackling voice, and Chu Sisi looked at it blankly. He then complained, "When did you become as passionate as old lady Wu Fangmei?"
Old lady Wu Fangmei? Speaking of this old woman, Liu Yiming would probably never forget her in his life. She came to her more than a dozen times a month and she said the same thing every time. She was one of the most patient old people he had ever come into contact with.
Liu Yiming was a little impatient at first, but later he felt that this old lady was actually quite interesting, and she came again recently, which really made Zhang Hai dumbfounded.
"Why are you laughing? Come on, hurry up. Why didn't that Mr. Hawking who went around the sea take so long to figure out these things this time? I thought he would be able to grasp all the information as quickly as before." Chu Sisi asked.
"I think there was some delay on my part because things were relatively busy. Another reason was that I had no reason to continue to pursue this matter. When He Ping denied it at first, he needed to find a lawyer according to the procedure, but he did nothing. Merely denying is useless. To get rid of suspicion, evidence is important, right? He just said that he did not do it, but Xu Dan insisted that he did it. In this kind of sexual assault case, it is difficult for He Ping to avoid suspicion when a girl accuses him like this. "Liu Yiming explained to Chu Sisi.
The winter rain around the sea is heartbreaking.
Although Liu Yiming was anxious, he couldn't speed up the car. Chu Sisi was anxious and a little restless.
Liu Yiming then told Chu Sisi about Wu Fangmei, saying that after the Liu Hua case was solved, Wu Fangmei came to the police station once and told how he knew that sisters Liu Yue and Liu Hua had problems very early on, and because After her repeated reminders, Dr. Muchun discovered that Liu Yue's sister Liu Hua was related to the old man's death. She also said that she and Liu Yue had a quarrel, which made Liu Yue so angry that she admitted in the hospital that the old man's death was the result of They deserve it, they are all innocent. He also said that this was a side proof that she was the murderer.
"Is there such a thing?" Chu Sisi hadn't heard anyone mention it in the hospital, so after hearing it, she felt it was very strange.
"Yes, Mrs. Wu meant to give her a good citizen award or something, because she helped the police solve a major case."
Chu Sisi laughed out loud, thinking that Wu Fangmei looked really unexpected. Could she have come up with such a cute idea?
In order to relieve the tension and anxiety in her heart, Chu Sisi thought it would be better to chat with Liu Yiming about Wu Fangmei's old lady, so she asked: "Then what kind of good citizen award should I give? Is it a medal worn on the body or a hanging The pennant at home?”
Liu Yiming did not laugh, but suddenly became serious, and said in a deep voice: "However, I don't think this is a bad thing. How should I put it? You see, Grandma Wu was dissatisfied with many things at the beginning. She was dissatisfied with many administrative matters." There are many, many dissatisfactions from some departments. They say they don't do anything, they say they are delaying time, they say they are kicking her from here to there. She always wants to complain to some departments, so, really, it's all about Luo Hai. I visited all the courts, procuratorates and police stations in various districts and counties. During the last meeting, I heard Malu mention that he once met such a mother-in-law when he was working in the Innovation Park. It was really a roundabout way. Hai is the most energetic mother-in-law."
"I think it's the old lady Duoduo who complained first in the sea, but Dr. Muchun didn't know what method he used to treat her. Now she rarely complains about pain here and there." Chu Sisi finished speaking. Looking out the window, the heavy rain soaked the entire seaside, making people feel lifeless.
"Doctor Muchun is really good at it. I never thought that Granny Wu Fangmei would listen to someone else." Liu Yiming said with emotion.
"It seems like this is true. She also cares very much about Teacher Muchun, and always wants to introduce patients to Teacher Muchun. Also, maybe this is the great thing about the teacher. I didn't even notice her skills. Fortunately, I still work on the fifth floor of Huayuanqiao every day." Chu Sisi was a little depressed, probably because of the rain. Every time she saw the gap between herself and the teacher, she felt that the gap would never be narrowed. , and the teacher should still continue to learn and make progress.
"I think the most valuable thing is the change in concept of mother-in-law Wu Fangmei." Liu Yiming said.
Chu Sisi didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, so she looked at Liu Yiming doubtfully.
"Mother-in-law Wu Fangmei used to have many opinions and dissatisfaction with our administrative department, but what about her now? She actually came to us to propose giving herself a reward for being a good citizen. What does this mean?" Liu Yiming looked at it. He looked at Chu Sisi and then looked at the reflector on the right side.
The car had already driven into the parking garage of Jiang Feng's home. Since Jiang Feng had not been contacted, but the matter was urgent, Liu Yiming did not wait for Jiang Feng's reply. He thought of picking up Chu Sisi from the hospital first, and then drove to Jiang Feng's home. I was just waiting for news. Unexpectedly, I didn't contact Jiang Feng until he arrived downstairs in the community.
"It's strange, something like this rarely happens." Liu Yiming shook his head and looked at his phone again, "That's right, there was indeed no reply to the message or call. It's strange, isn't he at home?"
Seeing Liu Yiming holding his phone and looking confused, Chu Sisi could only ask, "What's wrong? Did something happen?"
Liu Yiming immediately shook his head, "It's okay, let's go up by ourselves. That guy will definitely tell me if he goes out. Since he didn't tell me that he would go out, he must be in the attic."
Chu Sisi hesitated for a moment and nodded. After all, it was raining heavily and there was no heating in the corridor on the first floor. It was really cold.
When Liu Yiming saw Chu Sisileng's lips turning purple, he felt even more distressed and said, "Let's go up when the elevator comes and try the previous password first."
With this idea, Chu Sisi nodded sensibly. Liu Yiming took off his scarf and put it around Chu Sisi. Chu Sisi said don't bother. It's too inappropriate to wear two scarves. Before he could say anything, Liu Yiming spoke up, "This looks pretty good. Maybe next year Dior will learn your autumn and winter dressing style."
Chu Sisi blinked with big eyes. After blinking for a long time, she still couldn't think of how to refute Liu Yiming's words. Instead, she waited for the elevator.
Liu Yiming blocked the elevator door to let Chu Sisi go in, and then he walked in and pressed the floor number of Jiang Feng's house.
"Does he really rarely go out, or does he go out without letting you know?" Chu Sisi asked.
"Very few. As long as I have known him, he has only been out once. It was during Christmas time. He seemed to have gone abroad, to Southeast Asia. This person's whereabouts are not secretive. In fact, most of the time he Just in the attic, not going anywhere," Liu Yiming replied.
"It's really a version of Hawking that goes around the sea, but Hawking still needs someone to take care of him. Doesn't he need someone to take care of him? Can he live on his own?" Although Chu Sisi had been aware of Jiang Feng's living habits before, she still had many questions. , she is actually very curious about Jiang Feng's condition, probably out of a doctor's curiosity. He does look a bit like Ding Jiajun at that time, but his self-awareness and consciousness are very clear. If it is Ding Jiajun, At its most serious, like "The Walking Dead", Jiang Feng is different. Jiang Feng is more like a robot, a robot that does not eat the fireworks of the world and does not live in real life.
Whether it is [The Walking Dead] or [Robot], Chu Sisi always has the same feeling, that is, there is no soul.
Chu Sisi knew that the word "soul" seemed to be a bit pseudo-scientific, because the scientific community has not yet publicly said whether there is such a thing as a "soul" in the world, so it should be more precise that it is similar to "soul" Something like this, like part perception and part spirit.
In short, something is missing, or something is blocked, and one's own life is ignored or cut out.
As the subway door opened, the two came to Jiang Feng's house. Liu Yiming called Jiang Feng again, but no one answered.
Liu Yiming was a little anxious now.
"Why don't you knock on the door? We can knock on the door." Chu Sisi stretched out her index finger and pointed at a small white button on the door, "Isn't this the doorbell button?"
Liu Yiming looked at the white button like a cultural relic in the British Museum, and suddenly said casually, "Yeah, why have I never noticed this before?"
"What's going on? Can I ring the doorbell?" Chu Sisi put her phone back in her pocket - it was really cold.
Liu Yiming nodded, "Of course, I was confused. I never thought that Jiang Feng's door also had a doorbell."
Hearing what Liu Yiming said, Chu Sisi was about to nod her head and said yes when a strange thought broke into Chu Sisi's mind. She suddenly remembered that she had come to Jiang Feng's house before and met a man who was locked in a cubicle. thief.
This Jiang Feng is probably proficient in the art of Qimen Dunjia. What if there is something fishy about this door?
Chu Sisi touched Liu Yiming with her elbow and shook her head.