Chapter 1139 Love Spoken Out 2

She was stuck in her own ways, trapped in her own feelings and regrets, which made her parents worry, her friends sad, and she almost destroyed herself and her family. Now, she still feels sad when she mentions Xiao Bai, but she no longer has that extreme sense of world-weariness. .

Tianyi's company made her understand that loving life and loving herself is the best way for her to love Xiaobai.

When Lu Bai heard this sentence, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart. He always felt that... Xiaojiu liked him not just as brother and sister, not just as friends, but also had a deeper feeling, but he didn't dare to go Explore.

He really wanted to ask, Xiaojiu, do you like Lu Bai, the kind of love between men and women.

However, before Tian Yi died, those regretful and painful eyes had long been deeply engraved in his mind. He forced himself not to ask Xiaojiu about Lu Bai. He wanted Lu Xiaojiu to... Love Tianyi even more.

"Anyway, thank you." Lu Xiaojiu said with a smile.

She will try to accept Tianyi, love herself and the world, even if Xiaobai is no longer there.

"There's something really wrong with you today." Lu Bai probed her forehead, and Lu Xiaojiu slapped Lu Bai's hand away with one hand, "Shame on the scenery, you were not like this before."

"oh……"

General Tianlang's chemotherapy was going well. He had shaved his head and looked lethargic. He was very happy to see Lu Xiaojiu and Tianyi come to see him, but unfortunately he fell asleep without saying a few words.

Lu Bai sent Lu Xiaojiu out of the hospital, "Will you come to see me tonight?"

These days, Lu Bai spends time morning and night, rain or shine, and has developed a habit of Lu Xiaojiu not being able to sleep without hearing or seeing the harmonica.

"Hasn't your sleep improved?" Lu Bai asked.

"I can't sleep without seeing you." This was the most beautiful thing Lu Xiaojiu had ever said to Tianyi.

Lu Bolgen blushed, "I got it."

Lu Xiaojiu smiled and waved as he walked, "Then I'll wait for you."

Lu Xiaojiu went to the cemetery, and Aunt Ling made a cemetery for Lu Bai. Lu Bai on the tombstone would always remain at the age of sixteen, in his prime. The boy in the photo was wearing a second lieutenant military uniform, full of heroism and sharp features.

Feeling sad, she placed a bouquet of yellow tulips in front of the tombstone.

"Xiaobai, long time no see. I'm sorry that it took me so long to come see you." Lu Xiaojiu sat in front of his tombstone and looked at the well-growing Clivia on the other side. "Which **** gave you a pot of Clivia?" , and even planted it in front of your grave, you hate Clivia the most. "

Lu Xiaojiu sat blankly for a long time, "I never thought that one day, I would come to visit your grave. I thought that we would be together until we are gray-haired. Xiaobai, it has been more than two months, will you blame me?" ? Blame me for not coming to see you, I didn’t mean to Admit the fact, I still don’t want to admit the fact that you have left me.”

"Xiaobai, I know that you like me, and I also like you very much. I like you very much. The last time I played a game, everything I said to you was all true. When I kissed you on the top of the mountain, it was not you either. I'm dreaming, I love you." Lu Xiaojiu's eyes turned red, "I would give everything I have to live in front of me, even if I lose my life."