$409 I Am a Bad Mother

"Leia, I find that I no longer have the right to scold others for being selfish." Gu Mengmeng leaned in Leia's arms, but looked at Chi Xuan with moist eyes, her voice was full of sobs, and said: "After all, I I have turned into what I hate most, selfish and greedy, unwilling to sacrifice myself, but still forcing Chi Xuan to stay with me..."

Gu Mengmeng wanted to laugh, but she cried when she opened her mouth. She said: "I feel like I have become the kind of parent that my children hate the most. I evaluate my children's friends based on my own preferences, and forcefully intervene to stop the children from interacting with me." "Bad friends", no matter how important that "bad friend" is to the child, just because I don't like it, I just forbid them to interact with each other... I am a bad mother, right? In this way, it is right that Chi Xuan refuses to stay with me... because I am a bad mother... Wuwu..."

"Fool." Leia sighed softly and hugged Gu Mengmeng with a slight force. Only in this way could she feel that she was not alone and that he was still there.

Kissing Gu Mengmeng's tears, she said: "If you were really selfish, you wouldn't feel uncomfortable now. Selfish people can find millions of high-sounding reasons for their selfishness to make their selfishness justifiable. ”

Gu Mengmeng cried silently, and her cry was not tragic, but the twitching of her shoulders made Leia heartbroken.

In the past, when the females in the tribe cried, Leia would mostly laugh and say, "Cry for a while, then stop crying when no one cares. Don't worry about it."

But now, he couldn't bear to put Gu Mengmeng down and let her sit here and cry alone.

"Xiaomeng, we all know that you did this because you love Chixuan. You are afraid that he will be in more danger if he stays with Keye. You are doing this for his own good."

"Is it good for him... ha... in the end, the person who hurt him the most is me, the person who keeps saying that I am good for him." Gu Mengmeng cried so hard that she held Laia's arm tightly and said, "Chi Xuan gave me a third way. As long as I am willing to sacrifice myself, he is willing to come back..."

"I heard it." Leia said: "But, you know very well. If you accept Ke'e, the situation will become a fight between me and Elvis and Ke'e until death. We will not allow any male to be with you. If I force you if you don't want to, judging from the relationship between Chi Xuan and Ke'e, he will definitely help Ke'e. Then, either Ervis and I will kill Ke'e and Chi Xuan, or they will. Us. Either way, it’s worse than now, isn’t it?”

Gu Mengmeng knew that Leia deliberately told her the worst possible situation so that she could relieve her psychological guilt.

If she didn't have Sneib's thousand-year memory, if she didn't have Wang Xiaoxin's psychological knowledge, she might be as happy as Leia wished.

But……

The cruelest thing about fate is that it takes away the if and leaves only the result.

And her result was that she ignored Chi Xuan's wishes and forcibly pulled Keye out of his life.

Gu Mengmeng didn't say anything more, she just cried on Leia's shoulder.

Because of guilt, but also because of heartache.

She will not forget the way Chi Xuan resisted her hypnosis just now.

He... hates her.

When Ervis and the three little ones came back, Gu Mengmeng had already cried so much that she fell asleep in Leia's arms. When they were outside, Ervis had already explained to the three little ones what they might face when they came back, so the children didn't ask anything. They just sat silently next to Chi Xuan and looked at Chi Xuan who was in a coma with an expression on his face. Somewhat complicated.