431 I Can't Live without You Now.
Biddle was stunned for a moment and didn't react. Natalie's expression also changed too quickly. Just now, the pear blossoms were filled with grief. Why now...
"Ha." Videl suddenly laughed, shook his head, hugged Natalie tighter, and said: "You, you have been with the stray beast for a long time, and you have learned to be so cunning. But this is better, than I feel really sorry for you... I would rather you were playing tricks on me."
Natalie pushed Biddle, sat back on the bed, and said: "This level of sweet talk can't let you get away with it. Tell me, why do you want me to leave suddenly?"
Biddle walked up to Natalie, knelt down on one knee, put one hand on Natalie's knee, and the other around her waist, and said with a deep look: "I've been... more and more controlling recently. I can’t help myself anymore.”
Natalie was stunned for a moment and said, "You mean you got up and ran out in the middle of the night?"
Videl's whole body froze, he thought she didn't know.
After hesitating for a moment, Videl nodded and said: "My body longs for killing, and I can't control it with my consciousness. At first, I was satisfied just by killing some beasts, but now it has reached the point where I have to kill orcs to calm down. I fell into madness. At that time, I didn’t know what I was doing... If this continues, I’m afraid that one day I might lose consciousness and hurt you. "
Natalie chuckled and nodded, saying: "So you plan to send me to Ervis and let the beast god's messenger protect me."
Videl nodded in agreement.
Natalie smiled and continued to ask: "What if one day, for some reason, you lose control and rush to Saint-Nazaire to hurt me? What do you want the messenger to do?"
"Kill me." Videl said firmly: "She is the only one in the entire beast world who has this strength."
Natalie sighed, as if she was extremely disappointed, leaned back, pulled away from each other, and said: "It seems that you don't love me much... and you don't believe that I love you."
The muscles all over Bedel's body tensed up instantly, his hand on Natalie's waist tightened, his lips pursed into a line, and he didn't speak.
Natalie said: "If you hadn't stopped me just now, I would have been killed right now, you know."
As soon as these words came out, Videl became even more uneasy.
Natalie continued: "Don't you understand? Now I... can't live without you."
Videl's pupils dilated because of Natalie's words, and he was stunned.
Natalie leaned forward, held Bedel's face in her hands, and said, "We have been torturing each other in circles for seventeen years. Can't we live happily in the future? Bedel, I can't live without you." Go down. So for me, can you try to resist that bloodthirsty desire? You love me so much...can you do anything for me?"
"I can't live without you, so I will definitely try to overcome it. But I can't take risks with you, so you go with Ervis and the others first, and I will pick you up after I can control this desire, okay? good?"
Natalie smiled and shook her head, saying: "I am your greatest courage, am I not? If I leave, how can you still have the strength to fight against desires other than longing?"
"But..." Biddle wanted to say something more, but Natalie put her finger on his lips, smiled and said without allowing resistance: "I am the head of the family, you must listen to me before you will be Like it."