Chapter 775 He Disagrees

Xia Ruoxin moved her fingers, and there was that unbearable itch again. She instinctively wanted to scratch it, but the resistance from her fingers made her open her eyes.

She took a gentle breath and resisted the uncomfortable feeling on her hands and feet.

"Wake up," Chu Lvjiang fixed the hair on his face, "Don't move, I'll give you some medicine. Once you put the medicine on, you'll feel better." After saying that, he walked out and came in again. At that time, I came in with a tray in my hand.

He placed the tray on his lap, took a cotton swab, carefully applied some ointment, and applied it on Xia Ruoxin's fingers. The moment the ointment was applied to the skin, there was a mint sensation on the skin. It feels cool, and the itching subsides a little bit.

Xia Ruoxin lowered her head and saw the man carefully applying medicine to her fingers. In fact, her hands had an unpleasant smell of rotten flesh because of the ulcers, but Chu Lu didn't dislike it at all. However, even when it came to foaming the medicine, he was afraid that others would be clumsy, so he insisted on doing it himself.

He stood up, pulled back the quilt, carefully exposed Xia Ruoxin's legs, and helped her apply the medicine bit by bit.

Xia Ruo The nurse felt sympathy for her when she saw her left arm.

"Chu Lu," she called Chu Lu's name.

"Well, what's wrong?" Chu Lu sat over and placed the medicine tray on his lap on the table beside him. "If you feel uncomfortable somewhere else, I'll call the doctor."

"No," Xia Ruoxin put her drugged hand on the back of his hand, "Can you tell me the truth? Is there something wrong with my left arm?" She smiled, not feeling anything. It was sad, but she was actually very satisfied to be able to save her life, to see him again, and to see the little raindrops.

Chu Lu gently squeezed her fingers, and Xia Ruoxin also felt the warmth coming from his fingertips.

She gave him an encouraging smile. Really, she wasn't afraid.

"The doctor said that the leg may have to be amputated." Chu Lu's voice was slightly hoarse. There were some things that neither of them could mention. Just touching them would be unbearable torture.

Xia Ruoxin was still smiling, as if she was not the one who was intercepted. She squeezed his hand again with her fingers that had no feeling at all.

"Alu..."

"kindness?"

Chu Lu was stunned for a moment. She called him by his name, just like before. If it were before, he thought he would be ecstatic, and he would be so excited that he couldn't sleep all night. But now, the sourness in his heart and body are all over his body. The pain has turned all these joys to regrets and discomforts that can no longer be solved.

All of this was done by him, and he could never forget who hit her on the arm with a stick, who broke her fragile bones, and who cut off all her sources of income, leaving her He could only support himself and his children by working hard.

Yes, it was him, he did it all. This was an irreparable fault in his life, and a sin that could never be redeemed.

"It's okay, don't be afraid." He put his finger on Xia Ruoxin's forehead. His voice was hoarse, hoarse, and silent. Xia Ruoxin heard it and nodded lightly. She still He was smiling, like the rising warm sun.

"Alu, I'm not afraid."

Her eyes when she smiled were like the first waxing moon, without a trace of sadness or hurt. "I am very satisfied if I can save a life after coming out of that place. Is it because I am missing an arm?" , what’s the difference? Although my arms are gone and can’t grow back, I still have eyes and I can still see, I still have a mouth and I can speak, I also have a right hand and I can still draw.”

I can see you and Xiao Yudian again, I am very satisfied.

"Alu," she called Chu Lu's name again.

"Yes," Chu Lu responded, and the corners of his raised lips seemed to be a bit of a smile, but everyone could see what kind of despair was hidden in his black eyes.

"Alu, it's okay," Xia Ruoxin turned around and buried her face in his big palm, "I forgive you, I don't blame you anymore, don't blame yourself, you have done a lot."

Chu Lu closed his eyes, hiding the heaviness in his eyes.

"Alu, thank you."

Xia Ruoxin fell asleep again, and when she fell asleep, she might not feel pain or itching anymore, let alone know that one of her arms would leave her soon, and it would be forever.

Chu Lu pulled the quilt up for her, and then sat here for a long time without moving.

Suddenly, the man covered his face. The pain could not be measured with tears.

Crying does not mean that you are really sad, but not having tears does not necessarily mean that you are in pain. Some people are hurt on their faces, but some people are hurt in their hearts.

There had been a deep scratch there, and then there was blood.

"Mr. Chu, please come with me," the nurse outside the door said carefully, and Chu Lu stood up. He turned around, glanced at Xia Ruoxin, who was already asleep, and then walked out.

Hope there is good news, but now it seems that all the news is despairing and unbearable for them.

When Xia Ruoxin was alone in the ward, she opened her eyes. In fact, she had already woken up when the nurse came, but she just didn't want anyone to know.

She raised her left arm

Just look at it more now. Soon, you won’t be able to touch or feel it anymore.

She put her right hand on her left arm, and she could still feel life in this hand. This arm had been with her for more than twenty years. No matter how painful it was, it was still part of her body. , she thought he would stay with her forever until the day she died.

She closed her eyes, and the tears in the corners of her eyes instantly seeped into the white sheets.

She turned her face away. On this day, she was crying silently. On this day, she was also silently sad.

In the doctor's office, several authoritative experts in orthopedics were invited from various places. They had held such a meeting more than once. Whether it was amputation or other methods, they had all thought about it and proposed it, but After some research, amputation was the only solution.

"I want to save her arm."

Chu Lu was very insistent. No matter what method he used or how much money he spent, he stood up suddenly and strode out. He couldn't do it. He couldn't do it at all. He cut off Xia Ruoxin's left arm like this. Lose.