Chapter 808 I Want to Do It Myself

She didn't look at her legs, but she heard from Gao Yi that a piece of flesh was bitten off on her legs, which required a series of surgeries and even skin grafting. The skin was cut from her front. When she came down, she felt the pain of having her skin stretched open. In fact, even she didn't know how she could endure it.

And she endured it because she didn't know what else she could do besides being patient.

By the way, there is one more thing she can do, which is to take care of this broken body, take revenge when there is revenge, and repay injustice when there is injustice.

She didn't know how many times she had been lying on the operating table. She turned her face sideways and saw Gao Yi, who had already put on clothes, talking to the nurse. He wore gold-rimmed glasses. Although he looked His face was unclear, but his eyes were still as warm as ever.

Suddenly, she felt like she was in another world, as if the first time she met him was yesterday. He was a doctor, and she held the sick child and stretched out her thin arms.

But now, he is still a doctor and she has become a patient.

Gao Yi also glanced at her. Although his face was covered by a mask, Xia Ruoxin knew that he was smiling.

"It's okay, don't be afraid, just sleep and you'll be fine."

The calm voice that makes people feel safe seems to be hypnotizing. No matter how serious the injury is, he will help you heal it. Xia Ruoxin gently moved her red lips.

"Thanks……"

Then she closed her eyes, and her consciousness gradually faded away. Under her long eyes, which were slightly trembling, there were faint drops of water falling.

The operation was very successful. In fact, it was just a minor skin grafting operation. Any ordinary doctor could do it, but Gao Yi did it by himself. The operation lasted for two hours and took all his efforts. Of course, his hands were excellent. It's perfect, and after it hurts once, it won't hurt again.

Xia Ruoxin woke up the next day with clear pain on her legs and back. Although it was painful, it was within the tolerable range.

Gao Yi came over, holding a medicine tray in his hand.

"I'm going to give you some analgesic medicine, so it won't hurt anymore. Just sleep a little longer and you'll be fine in a few days."

"Okay," Xia Ruoxin agreed, her voice slightly hoarse, and her face became worse. Although it was not a major operation, it was actually a big surgery for her broken body. Burdened.

But Gao Yi was powerless in all this. He was just a doctor, not a god.

Physical injuries require her to heal herself, but her heart is often not the same.

He added several medicines to the intravenous drip, and soon the medicine took effect. Waves of sleepiness came over him, and Xia Ruoxin fell asleep again.

There is a bouquet of fresh baby's breath placed in the ward. Although this flower does not have much fragrance, it is easy to preserve. This flower has been placed here for three days, and it still looks like it was just bought.

Gao Yi took the medicine and walked out. Now that she was asleep, let her have a good sleep. It had been a long time since she had really slept. It was rare to be able to sleep for such a long time.

Time passed day by day, and the bouquet of gypsophila on the table finally failed. The nurse on duty threw it into the trash can. Then there were other flowers here, with fragrance, It is fragrant, but no matter what kind of flower it is, it will wither after a while. I don’t know how much it has withered, and I don’t know how many times this flower has bloomed or fallen.

Xia Ruoxin's injuries have begun to heal day by day.

She can stand up and walk, but she still seems to be floating and lifeless. However, she has been crazy and bought a lot of business magazines recently, and she is actually learning things in the business world. .

She did not graduate from these majors, so it was very difficult to learn. However, she always believed that hard work could make up for weakness. She was not smart, but she would work hard. If she lacked talent, she used time to make up for it.

Gao Yi also tried his best to help her find relevant books and teach her personally. Although he is a doctor, to put it bluntly, he is also taking care of the Bai family's industry. Although it is not as good as Chu Lu's method, he will definitely know how to do it. Much stronger than others. Got it

He didn't ask Xia Ruoxin what she wanted to learn. As long as she wanted to learn, he would give her his support.

Until the day Xia Ruoxin left the hospital, I don't know how long it had passed.

Facing the mirror, Xia Ruoxin gently pulled out her hair that reached below her ears. Her delicate facial features seemed to be separated by a layer of mist that could be seen clearly. There was an ambiguous contradiction between smiling and not smiling. What used to be clear was His eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of frost at this time, and the bright spots were hazy.

"Do you really want to leave?" Gao Yi stood up. He actually didn't know how long he had been waiting here. He took his hands out of his pockets, then walked closer and tidied Xia Ruoxin's hair out of habit. .

"Don't you need my help?"

"I want to do it myself," Xia Ruoxin smiled, just like before, it seemed that there was no harm, but the harm was extremely deep.

"Thank you," she squeezed Gao Yi's hand, but Gao Yi's eyes dimmed.

"I'm sorry, those words I said to you back then drove you away and made you homeless again." Gao Yi suddenly stretched out his long arms and hugged the woman in front of him, but , but she would never belong to him again. When he drove her away so decisively, he was still tearing at her previous wounds. She was still the same as she was now, and she didn't even want to love herself anymore.

"I don't blame you," Xia Ruoxin clenched the fingers on her side tightly. She didn't move, just let him hold her like this, and she was no longer qualified to cherish this kind of embrace.

Gao Yi put his hand on her face, and she saw sadness and pain in his eyes, but she was unable to help him smooth it away.

She believed, truly believed, that he would be able to find a woman who truly loved him, understood him, and was willing to spend his life with him, instead of a scarred Xia Ruoxin.

Her body was injured, and this injury may never heal in her lifetime.

She couldn't even cure herself, so how could she help others?

She didn't let anyone give it to her, she just carried a small bag of her own and left this place. Gao Xin said that he would help her find her daughter. Gao Xin always walked alone without giving up and said that he would definitely help her. Retrieving the raindrops is just such a search. Is it meaningful? Are you deceiving yourself or others?

These people who are not relatives of her help her, love her, and protect her, but what about those so-called relatives? What did they do again.