Chapter 4689 The Final Restraint

Gong Xingzhou squeezed forward, and Ji Lingling was pressed against the dining table by him.

Ji Lingling tilted her head and looked at him, her eyes twinkling and a smile on her pretty face, "I don't have confidence, I'm gambling."

"bet?"

"Yes, I bet on your affection for me."

Ji Lingling was telling the truth. The only thing that allowed her to be willful and mischievous was Gong Xingzhou's affection for her.

"Ji Lingling, you know that as long as I use some tricks, you won't be able to survive in this circle." Gong Xingzhou pinched her slender waist with his big hands, and his words seemed to come out from between his teeth. It was obvious that he didn't like the feeling of being played with by her.

But this feeling, for him, can accurately stimulate his dopamine every time. He wanted to quit, but it was difficult.

"I know, and I also know that after I was banned, I was able to come back because you reconciled it."

Gong Xingzhou's eyes changed slightly.

"Gong Xingzhou, I know, I know all about the scandals between you and me. As long as you don't want to, it's impossible for me to get involved with you."

See, he was held in her hands so easily.

Hearing this, Gong Xingzhou loosened his hand.

She is really smart and dangerous, and he is like a transparent person in front of her, with nothing to hide from.

Ji Lingling held his hand and buried her hand in his palm.

She looked up at him, her eyes filled with sincerity for him.

"Gong Xingzhou, thank you."

Gong Xingzhou turned his head, he didn't want to continue this topic anymore.

He said, "Forget it, let's not talk about the past."

"What about now?" Ji Lingling suddenly wrapped her arms around his waist, and her whole body was pressed into his arms.

Gong Xingzhou let her hold him without any reaction.

"Should we give it a try?" Ji Lingling's voice suddenly became soft.

What does she want to do?

"What?"

Gong Xingzhou asked, looking down at her.

"Try me."

Gong Xingzhou's Adam's apple moved up and down, and his body retreated slightly in refusal, but as long as Ji Lingling held him a little harder, he couldn't move.

"It's been six years. There's been six years between us. How many more six years do we have now?"

Gong Xingzhou put his big hand on Ji Lingling's shoulder, trying to stop her from getting closer, "We can't."

"Why?" Ji Lingling didn't expect that he would refuse, she asked with pain on her face.

"Calm down."

Gong Xingzhou raised his hands, "I want to marry someone else."

Ji Lingling felt a pain in her heart. Although she had known the answer for a long time, her heart still hurt every time she heard him say it.

"You haven't yet. You are single now. We are together. It is moral and does not affect anyone."

Gong Xingzhou took a deep breath and said, "It will hurt you."

He is determined to marry someone else in the future. No matter what happens to them now, there will be no results in the future. In the end, the only person who will be sad is Ji Lingling.

Hearing this, Ji Lingling suddenly laughed. She wiped her tears and then put her hands around his neck, "So, you are worried about me~"

Her words ended with a final sound, and her tone was full of happiness.

"Uh..." Gong Xingzhou looked away, with a bit of discomfort on his face.

"Let go, I'm leaving." Gong Xingzhou went to hold her hand.

"No~"

Ji Lingling didn't listen to him.

She said, "Have you ever heard of carpe diem?"

Gong Xingzhou frowned, but he didn't respond.

"There is only this last chance between us, do you still want to give up? In the future, you will live with another woman, and I will live with another man. By then, we will meet again, and We can only nod to each other.”

Gong Xingzhou was moved.

"Perhaps, when we meet again in the future, we will be strangers."

"do not talk."

"Gong Xingzhou, compared to the short time I had with you, I am not afraid of suffering. No matter how hard it is, can I survive those six years?"

"In the past six years, I have not regretted every moment. Your indifference to me and your unfeeling towards me. I warned myself time and time again to let go of you and forget you. I cannot let myself live in painful struggle. ."

"But, whenever I see you, I will do whatever it takes. No matter how much hardship I have to endure for you, I am willing to do so. Gong Xingzhou, you said you would never see you again, so I gave up my life in City A. Arrived in G city."

There was surprise in Gong Xingzhou's eyes.

"Yes, you're surprised, aren't you? We both left city A and met again in city G, and I became your rumored girlfriend. Do you think we can break up?"

"Ji Lingling, we... I have let go of everything that happened between us. Whether it was good or bad in the past, it is all over. I was emotional today, and I won't be anymore. Let it go, it's time for me to go."

Gong Xingzhou lowered his head, his tone was calm, and there was no hint of happiness or sadness.

Ji Lingling's hands hugged him tightly again.

"Gong Xingzhou, look into my eyes, look at me."

"Look into my eyes. If you really want to leave, then look at me."

She didn't believe it. He loved her as passionately as she did. How could he let go so easily?

"Ji Lingling."

"Gong Xingzhou! We are not children anymore, let's not always do things that make us regret. I like you, I have always liked you, and I want to be with you, get married and have children with you!"

Gong Xingzhou raised his head, "I..."

Ji Lingling didn't give him a chance to speak, she hugged him tightly and kissed him.

This is her last chance.

She couldn't let Gong Xingzhou regain his senses. After he regained consciousness, it would be difficult between them.

Ji Lingling was like a traveler who had been thirsty for three days in the desert. When she saw a clear spring in front of her, she couldn't wait to jump in.

She wanted to drown in his water.

She kissed fiercely, and he refused fiercely. The table was moved by their collision.

Her hair was messed up, her makeup was messed up, and even her silk pajamas were wrinkled.

He still insisted on himself and did not take the next step with her.

When she wanted to continue kissing his lips, Gong Xingzhou pushed her away.

Ji Lingling's concentration suddenly became scattered. She lowered her head and stood there all alone. She was like a homeless child. When she saw a house, she thought it was her home, but in the end she was ruthlessly kicked out.

Gong Xingzhou's mind was completely confused. When he pushed Ji Lingling away, he thought she would pounce on him again like crazy, but she didn't and she calmed down.

He felt that his throat was so tight that he could hardly speak.

"Ji Lingling, don't do anything that hurts yourself again." He looked at her, his eyes full of worry and tenderness.

He is suppressing his heart and restraining his emotions. He wants to do something for the family instead of just enjoying himself.

At this time, Ji Lingling looked at him, her eyes full of stubbornness and unwillingness.

She walked towards him, raising her head, with tears in her eyes, "Gong Xingzhou, I like you, and I want to be with you, whether it's three days or three months, I'm willing to do it." . Even if I die of pain in the end, that’s still my business!”

He wouldn't let her hurt him, but now he was about to hurt her completely.

"Ji Lingling, you are crazy. Do you want to live your own life? Being with me has no results. Have you thought clearly? Do you think you are still the stupid college student who was confused about everything? You are not anymore! You can only live a better life by letting go of me, do you understand?" Gong Xingzhou was also anxious. He tried hard to control his emotions. He tried hard not to yell at her. His low voice, The veins on his forehead represent how anxious he is at this moment.

Why is she so stubborn that she has to worry about something that has no ending?

Ji Lingling looked at him numbly, her tears rolling down one by one like pearls.

Gong Xingzhou's hands were tightly attached to the sides of his pants, clenching and unclenching over and over again.

"Okay, I'm leaving."

"no!"

Ji Lingling ran over and hugged him directly, "No, you can't leave, I won't let you go." She was crying, and her voice was so hoarse that it made people feel uncomfortable.

"Gong Xingzhou, I won't let you go."

"Ji Lingling, let go, I have no feelings for you anymore, why do you keep pestering me!"

Facing Ji Lingling like this, Gong Xingzhou said in a cold tone.

Hearing this, Ji Lingling was startled.

"Have you had enough trouble? How many times do I have to tell you before you understand? Do you think it will be useful if you continue to make nonsense like before? I am no longer the same person I used to be, and I have no feelings for you anymore! "

Ji Lingling was so heartbroken that she could hardly breathe. She slowly let go of her hand and looked at him with a hurt expression.

"You should be thankful that you can gain a foothold in the entertainment industry. Your mind should be spent on this instead of spending it on boring things."

"That's my feeling, it's not a boring thing."

"I don't care, it's just boring."

At this moment, Ji Lingling burst into tears, which blurred her vision.

Gong Xingzhou looked at her and sighed helplessly, "I have the throbbing between men and women for you, but I have no feelings at all. Men will always be excited for the opposite sex. If you were another woman, when I kissed you, I There will also be a reaction.”

In other words, if she felt his body change, it was just a normal phenomenon.

Ji Lingling's heart felt like he was holding it in his hand, squeezing it into pieces inch by inch.

After saying this, Gong Xingzhou didn't want to stay any longer, so he turned around and left.

Ji Lingling looked at him and her heart skipped a beat. She ran forward and blocked the door with her hands.

"You don't love me and don't respond to me?" Ji Lingling looked at him with stubborn eyes.

"Step aside."

"Gong Xingzhou, I have to do one last thing to prove that I, Ji Lingling, am the woman you have never forgotten in the past six years of your life!"

Gong Xingzhou narrowed his eyes and said, "Don't be ridiculous."

"Do you dare to let me confirm?"

"Ji Lingling, are you so shameless? I've already said this, and you still won't give in?"

"Yes, I don't. For you, I can live without anything!"

As she spoke, Ji Lingling suddenly squatted down. As soon as she grabbed Gong Xingzhou's pants, she pulled them down and saw his strong abdomen.

"Ji Lingling!"

"Gong Xingzhou, how dare you say that you don't love me, you have forgotten me!"

The corners of Gong Xingzhou's lips formed a straight line, and Ji Lingling's fingers gently touched his abdomen. There was a relatively hidden tattoo, a pair of bells.

Ji Lingling stood up, lifted up her pajamas, and had two stars tattooed on her lower abdomen.

They made a vow and tattooed each other on their bodies to prove their love for each other.

They grew apart over the years, but the tattoos remained.

"Gong Xingzhou, you are a coward. You dare not be with me. You are afraid that you will fall deeply in love with me again and be unable to extricate yourself. Only I can love you freely. I will love you when I want to, and I will love you when I don't. Just let it go!”

Ji Lingling looked at him and uttered mocking words.

"Gong Xingzhou, you have been protecting yourself like a jade for me all these years, but the men I have played with... ugh..."

With a "bang" sound, Gong Xingzhou pressed Ji Lingling against the door. He leaned against her and roared in a low voice, "How many men do you have?"

Ji Lingling looked at him with a disdainful smile on her face, "I have many men, and they are all better than you... ugh..."

"Damn it!"

Gong Xingzhou, who had been restrained for a long time, was now like a giant beast being let out of its cage. He unleashed his beastly desires and ravaged her ruthlessly.

"Well..." Ji Lingling let out a cry of pain, but then he covered her mouth again.