Chapter 4688 I Want to Be with You
After Gong Xingzhou and Ji Lingling sent the children back, they left without stopping at Mu's house.
On the way back, the two of them were unusually silent.
Gong Xingzhou drove the car expressionlessly, while Ji Lingling picked her fingers and looked out the window.
The two of them seemed to be in peace, but in fact there was an undercurrent.
"I didn't expect you to be such a man and send me back." Ji Lingling broke the silence.
Gong Xingzhou ignored her.
"Gong Xingzhou, in the six years since we were separated, have you never found a woman?"
Sometimes, this guy just needs some excitement. For example, saying something may cause conflicts, but she just wants to say it.
She must commit this bitch.
Because if she didn't commit the crime, Gong Xingzhou would, so she might as well strike first.
Sure enough, as soon as she said this, Gong Xingzhou reacted immediately.
He looked at her with warning eyes.
But Ji Lingling ignored his warning. She leaned over and said with a smile, "Isn't it possible that someone is still a virgin?"
Gong Xingzhou pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.
Ji Lingling looked at his tense expression, and the smile on his face became stronger and stronger. The more embarrassed he was, the more interesting she found it.
"Do you still remember what you looked like the first time?" Ji Lingling looked at him without blinking.
"do not remember."
Gong Xingzhou said decisively.
"Oh, I don't remember. I remember someone said, baby, relax, I won't cause you pain."
"Ji Lingling!" Gong Xingzhou frowned.
"what?"
"Are you bored at all?"
"I'm chatting with you, how can I be bored?"
"I don't want to talk to you, thank you."
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk, then I tell you to listen." Even if he didn't say anything, she could say it herself, "The two rumored girlfriends you had before turned out to be other people's wives. What did you think? Gossip?"
"Let me think about it, you can't do good things to others, right?" Ji Lingling rubbed her chin with her fingers and said seriously.
Gong Xingzhou's jaw tensed up, and you can imagine his mood at this time.
"It's my fault that I was stupid at that time. I really thought you were deceived and wanted to expose him in a hurry, but you didn't appreciate it. Hey, why am I so miserable?" Ji Lingling couldn't help but say that. Sighed.
"At that time, I really liked you so much that I even risked my own future for you."
"Ji Lingling, I'm not interested in what you're talking about!" Gong Xingzhou interrupted coolly.
"Hey, I know you're not interested. I'm so miserable. I've paid so much for nothing, but he's not interested yet."
"..."
"Shut up, be quiet, I'm going to drive."
"Hey, no, you have to be quiet for such a short distance. Please make sure you are driving a car and not a speeding car."
He asked her to be quiet, but she didn't.
He can get angry with her at will, and so can she. It's just making trouble anyway.
"Why didn't I find you so annoying before?" Gong Xingzhou said with a hint of disgust in his tone.
"Because what you said was a lie. You used to say that I was cute and lovable."
"I take it back."
"late."
"Ji Lingling, you are not that thick-skinned."
"How many celebrities are shameless?"
"..."
What a move, it can damage oneself by eight hundred and damage the enemy by one thousand.
Gong Xingzhou looked at her and saw Ji Lingling looking at him with a smile. She was not afraid of him at all.
Gong Xingzhou felt bursts of pain in his chest and was angry.
"After tonight, we don't have to meet each other."
"Gong Xingzhou, telling lies will make your nose grow longer."
"What?"
"You said that as long as I go to your sister's house with you, you promise to stay with me for three months."
Hearing this, Gong Xingzhou straightened his lips and stopped talking.
"As a man, you must keep your word and speak loudly."
Gong Xingzhou was silent. He didn't speak until they reached the downstairs of the apartment. Ji Lingling unbuckled her seat belt and saw that Gong Xingzhou didn't move.
"Get off the car." Ji Lingling called him.
Gong Xingzhou looked at her and said, "Go down by yourself."
Ya really want to regret it!
We can't let him regret it. After all, this kind of saying works once, but it will have no effect if you say it again.
Ji Lingling suddenly rushed towards Gong Xingzhou. She put her hands around Gong Xingzhou's neck and pressed half of her body on him.
"What are you doing? Let go." Gong Xingzhou said to her in a fierce tone.
Ji Lingling looked at him with affectionate eyes, "I won't let go."
As she said that, she nestled her face in his arms. She hugged him tightly, fearing that he would push her away at the next moment.
Gong Xingzhou looked out the window helplessly and said, "If you have something to say, please sit down first."
"No~ If I let you go, I will really lose you. Gong Xingzhou, if you ask me how I spent those three years abroad, I will tell you now."
Ji Lingling raised her head and looked at him.
Gong Xingzhou frowned and said, "You don't have to tell me, I don't want to know."
"You don't want to know...but I think about you all the time."
Gong Xingzhou looked at her and saw Ji Lingling's face full of sadness, "I regretted it from the first day I went abroad. I regretted leaving you and being alone. I have become accustomed to the feeling of being with you. After going abroad, I regretted it. At night, I suffer from insomnia every night and am extremely sleepy. Only by thinking of you hard can I fall asleep."
"Isn't this your own choice?" Gong Xingzhou's voice turned cold, he was angry.
Ji Lingling seemed to be coaxing him. She quickly kissed the corner of his lips, "No, no, there are some things in Gong Xingzhou. It is meaningless to talk about it now. The past is the past."
"The thing is over, but what about the hurt you left? Ji Lingling, no one has ever dared to play with me and deceive me like you did."
Ji Lingling tightened her hand, "Gong Xingzhou, I have always only had you in my heart."
Gong Xingzhou looked at her coldly, obviously not believing it.
"I can prove it to you."
"how to prove?"
The fish is hooked.
Ji Lingling placed another quick kiss on his lips and said, "Get out of the car."
With that said, she opened the door and got out of the car without giving Gong Xingzhou time to react.
The tips of Gong Xingzhou's ears felt faintly warm, and his heart was filled with mixed feelings. He couldn't tell what it felt like.
He didn't want to be so close to her anymore, but what she said and what she did would always attract him invisibly, making him unable to stop.
Ji Lingling stood in front of the car waiting for him.
Gong Xingzhou got out of the car, and Ji Lingling happily came over and took his arm.
"Stop pulling and pulling."
Ji Lingling just ignored him. He was a man and how strong he was. If he didn't want to, he could just push her away. There was so much nonsense.
"Oh, it's getting cold. The little skirt I'm wearing is cold."
The night in early autumn was not very cold at all.
However, Gong Xingzhou did not expose her, and the two of them entered the apartment together.
Ji Lingling was thinking that tonight she would turn the apartment into a pansi cave. It would be easy to get in but difficult to leave.
Back in the apartment, Gong Xingzhou became reserved. He stood there without even sitting down, as if he was in a hurry to leave.
"Sit down, I'll get you a glass of water." Ji Lingling was very relaxed. She changed her shoes, put down her bag, and went straight to the kitchen.
When she came out with the water glass, Gong Xingzhou was still standing there.
"Gong Xingzhou, are you afraid?" Ji Lingling walked towards him and said.
Gong Xingzhou looked at her without speaking.
"Forget it, you're so scared, I don't think it's necessary." As she said that, she put the water glass on the coffee table.
"What are you afraid of? Am I afraid of you?" Gong Xingzhou said, then sat down.
Ji Lingling looked at him, losing her previous enthusiasm, and said, "You can stand if you want to, and sit if you want to sit. I'm going to take a shower first. I'm exhausted after running all day."
"Ji Lingling."
"What?"
"You fool me?"
"What are you kidding about?"
Where's the proof? When Ji Lingling came to Gong Xingzhou, she lowered her head and sniffed, "You smell like sweat."
"..."
"Aren't you going to wash up?"
Gong Xingzhou looked at her and was so angry that his teeth itched.
Then, Gong Xingzhou stood up angrily and walked directly towards the bedroom.
In this apartment, Gong Xingzhou lives in the master bedroom with its own bathroom, while Ji Lingling lives in the second bedroom, and she uses the living room bathroom.
The two of them took a bath separately in a tacit understanding.
When Gong Xingzhou came out from the shower, he saw that the lights in the living room were turned off.
There were candles, flowers, and red wine in the restaurant, and Ji Lingling wore a backless silk pajamas with long hair shawl, looking really charming.
Gong Xingzhou, on the other hand, was wearing home clothes and holding a dry towel for wiping his hair.
He froze.
"what you do?"
Ji Lingling walked towards him and held his big hand with Wei Liang's slender and soft hands, "Come here."
Gong Xingzhou's heart palpitated and he wanted to refuse, but his body followed her to the dining table involuntarily.
"I've been getting ready since I called you in the morning. I thought I'd wait for you to come over tonight, but I didn't expect you to call me out at noon. Do you think we have a connection?"
Ji Lingling leaned on the dining table. She held Gong Xingzhou's hand, and he naturally approached her.
"What are you trying so hard to do?"
"Of course I like you." Ji Lingling said simply, not hiding her feelings at all.
Gong Xingzhou's Adam's apple moved, "Between you and me..." These four words are absolutely impossible. For some reason, he couldn't say them out this time.
Ji Lingling smiled softly and put her finger gently against his lips, "I understand, I understand everything. You have your mission and your ideas. I can't change you at all. In fact, I don't want to change either. You, I just want to follow my own heart."
Ji Lingling's voice gradually softened, and there was a heart-wrenching tenderness as she lowered her eyes and raised them.
Her hands came to his neck, and her whole body was hooked in front of him.
"Gong Xingzhou, from the moment I entered college and saw you, you were deeply imprinted in my heart. From then on, I was thinking about how great it would be if I could be with you. "
Gong Xingzhou's lips moved.
"Later, my dream came true and we were together. The house we lived in was not big and our salary was not high, but we were happy every day together."
"I regret all the time, why I made that choice. It wasn't until later, when I saw your sister, that I realized that my choice was not wrong, because I can only be worthy of you if I become better."
After Ji Lingling said this, Gong Xingzhou's eyes changed when he looked at her.
"But, I thought too simply. I thought that as long as I survived those hardships, I would be able to stand by your side with peace of mind. But I was wrong, because you love me more than I imagined."
"Ji Lingling..." Gong Xingzhou's voice was hoarse.
"Gong Xingzhou, I'm sorry, I failed you." Ji Lingling's eyes were filled with water.
The watery light makes people feel very distressed to see it.
"There is no need to mention the past. There is no right or wrong in love. I have let it go. You don't have to blame yourself."
Look, this is Gong Xingzhou. Even now, he still cares about her.
In the past, Ji Lingling didn't understand. She thought Gong Xingzhou had always hated her, so he never gave her a good look after she returned to China.
But now I think about it, when Gong Xingzhou was at the peak of his powers, she had just returned to China. Although she had the title of a movie queen, her reputation was not as good as Gong Xingzhou's. If there were rumors of an affair between the two of them at that time, the online evaluation would be unfavorable to her.
Even when they were together at the beginning, she didn't understand. She thought it was because she moved him that he fell in love with her out of kindness.
Little did she know that Gong Xingzhou loved herself as deeply as she did.
Ji Lingling hooked her arm around his neck and stood on tiptoes to approach him, "Gong Xingzhou, I won't be greedy this time. Give me three months. After three months, I won't bother you anymore."
Suddenly, Gong Xingzhou's big hand grabbed her thin waist.
Ji Lingling was startled.
"Ji Lingling, are you so confident? Will I promise you?"