Chapter 2563 Love but Can’t Get It

"Huh?" Feng Lulu hurriedly followed.

When they arrived at the institute, others were stunned for a moment when they saw Gao Han holding a little girl, and then they couldn't help but stop and look at Gao Han.

Feng Lulu didn't dare to say anything when she saw this, for fear of causing unnecessary trouble to Gao Han.

In this way, Feng Lulu followed Gao Han to his office.

And Gao Han's colleagues all exploded. What's going on?

Gao Han is recognized as the iceberg man in the bureau. He is usually unsmiling and notoriously strict in his work.

Now he is hugging a child with a gentle look on his face. Is that a smile on his face?

Entering Gao Han's office, Feng Lulu seemed a little embarrassed.

"Gao Han, if we come to your place of work, we will cause you trouble." Feng Lulu said with a serious look.

Gao Han put the child on the chair where he worked. He took the lunch box from Feng Lulu's hand and asked, "What trouble are you causing?"

Gao Han didn't look at her and opened his lunch box.

Seeing Gao Han's nonchalant look, Feng Lulu said, "We will affect your work."

"We have working and off-duty hours. Other people's family members can also come to the facility. You don't have to think too much." At this time, Gao Han had already opened his lunch box.

He said to Feng Lulu again, "The meat tastes really strong."

"..."

Well, it doesn't matter since he doesn't care.

Gao Han put the lunch box on the coffee table. He seemed to have thought of something again and took out a doll from the drawer of his desk.

"Smile, here you go."

Gao Han handed the doll to the child's hand.

"Wow~~" The child received the toy again, his tone full of surprise.

"You play nicely first, and uncle eats first."

"Okay~~" The child stared at the doll intently.

Gao Han touched the top of her hair and came to the sofa.

Feng Lulu handed him the chopsticks.

"I've cost you money again." Feng Lulu stood aside and said with some embarrassment.

Gao Han didn't reply to her words. He only saw the pancake in his left hand, a chopstick of braised pork, put it into his mouth, and ate it with big mouthfuls.

The fat and alternate pork belly, a big bite in your mouth, the feeling is really amazing.

Feng Lulu watched Gao Han eating happily, and a smile appeared on her face.

"Does it taste good?" Feng Lulu looked at him expectantly.

Gao Han glanced at Feng Lulu. He didn't answer, but continued to eat.

Feng Lulu felt that she had disturbed him, so she sat quietly aside and stopped talking.

After a while, Gao Han ate a corner of the cake and half a portion of meat.

Feng Lulu put the soup aside for him.

Gao Han glanced at her again, but still didn't speak.

Feng Lulu didn't know what he meant. Maybe he didn't like talking to people while eating.

Feng Lulu simply said nothing.

At this time, Gao Han took the bowl and drank the soup in large gulps. In the blink of an eye, he drank up the entire bowl of soup.

Feng Lulu actually wanted to ask him if it was to her liking. She pursed her lips tightly, fearing that Gao Han would not reply to her if she asked.

Her hands were clasped together nervously, and Gao Han had already noticed her expression.

After he was full, Gao Han put his chopsticks on the bowl.

Gao Han spoke, "Feng Lu, what kind of man did you marry before?"

What man made her so cautious now?

Every time Gao Han saw Feng Lulu's cautious look, he wanted to beat that bastard.

"ah?"

Obviously Feng Lu didn't expect Gao Han to ask this, and she was stunned.

She looked at Gao Han blankly and didn't know what to say.

"Feng Lu, I'm different from that man. You don't have to be so cautious.

of. "

"Gao Han, I..."

"Feng Lu, how many years have you been living with your children?" Gao Han asked again.

Today's Gao Han seems to be different from usual. He would never ask such a question directly before.

What happened to him today?

"Four years."

"Since you gave birth to her, have you been raising her alone?" Gao Han's expression became serious.

For a woman who has no one to rely on and takes care of a newborn child alone, you may imagine how difficult it must have been for her.

"Um."

"So, your life is very difficult now, right?" Gao Han had been waiting for Feng Lulu to tell him personally.

But now, he has to ask himself.

Feng Lulu looked at him silently and said nothing.

"Feng Lu, no matter what you are like, I can help you. If it's just a difficulty in life, it can be easily solved."

She was short of money, a house, and a car, and he could help her solve it.

As long as she is willing to talk, he will solve any problem for her.

Feng Lulu suppressed the sadness in her heart and said to Gao Han in a dumb voice, "Gao Han, do you have to let me appear naked in front of you like this?"

Gao Han frowned slightly.

"Gao Han, how do you want to help me solve this problem? Marry me? Let me be a dodder and be tied to you for the rest of your life?" Feng Lulu smiled sadly.

Now Gao Han, after meeting her for the first time, has a beautiful yearning for her. This is normal.

He can marry her because of these good things and let her live a prosperous life.

If he wants her, she will have a good life. What if he doesn't want her anymore?

Will she continue to live like she is now, being abandoned and gritting her teeth?

She is now thirty-one years old, and she can still work hard. If she reaches forty-one, she may not have so much energy.

If she was abandoned casually again, she might not even have the courage to live.

Gao Han told her this bluntly, and directly tore off her last fig leaf.

This is not what Feng Lulu wants.

"Feng Lu, you don't have to work as hard as you do now."

"Gao Han, I enjoy my current life very much. Every penny of my current life is earned by myself, and I live a very solid life."

"Feng Lu..."

"Gao Han, I know you are living a decent life now. You sympathize with me and pity me. But I am not that miserable. Xiaoxiao and I are living a good life."

"I feel that God has been taking care of me. When I was desperate, I met you again. I feel that this is enough."

"Is it enough to just solve the problem of children going to school?" Gao Han asked.

Gao Han's eyes were fixed on Feng Lulu's eyes, and he wanted to see the real answer in her eyes.

"That's enough." She has never been greedy, and she has never been delusional.

Even though her family was ruined, she still lived a brave and optimistic life.

Even though her life was difficult, she was still grateful to those who had helped her.

Doesn't she hate it in her heart? Don't hate.

Hate can only increase people's suffering.

When a person is alive, he or she will look down upon him for the rest of his life. He may be embraced by others and gain enlightenment within a room;

Is having countless wealth a blessing?

The happiness Feng Lulu wants is to live a down-to-earth life.

She is a woman, and she also has pink dreams like little girls.

She wants to marry Prince Charming, she wants to be a princess.

But reality did not allow her to be a carefree princess. She became a responsible single mother.

Did she have any illusions about Gao Han?

certainly. After all, Gao Han is her first love.

But living with Gao Han is not what Feng Lulu wants.

Life between them is too

The disparity, being with the cold, feels like living on clouds.

Too unreliable, she feels insecure.

Feng Lulu is a realistic and pragmatic woman who has experienced too much. The cruel reality had already shattered all her pink bubble dreams.

When she was with Xiaoxiao's father, she was rushing to live a good life.

She thought that there would be someone who would depend on her and rely on each other.

But reality completely defeated her.

She could not forget the scene when she gave birth to Xiaoxiao. After the birth, she lost consciousness in pain.

After she woke up, the other pregnant women in the bed were all being taken care of by their families, but there was only a child waiting to be fed beside her.

She had no one to rely on, only herself.

Other pregnant women cannot move for twelve hours after giving birth because the postpartum wounds are too painful.

However, Feng Lulu sat up an hour after giving birth because she wanted to look at the child who had been crying.

The child cried loudly, and she held the child and secretly wiped her tears.

She felt heartache and physical pain, and she was numb at the time.

If she had been alone, she might have ended her own life and ended her miserable life.

But now, she has a child by her side and someone who can accompany her.

The day after giving birth, she was discharged from the hospital despite her doctor's dissuasion.

Why was she in a hurry to leave the hospital?

Because she had no money left, she had no money to pay for hospitalization.

No one has felt Feng Lulu's pain, so many people will not understand how much she needs a sense of security.

Gao Han helped her solve a big problem. She was grateful to Gao Han, but she would not be with him.

"Feng Lu..."

Listening to Feng Lulu say "enough", Gao Han felt like a needle pricked his heart.

It seems that he does not exist in her life plan.

"Gao Han, to be honest, if Xiaoxiao didn't go to a public kindergarten, I would really be in a tight situation. So, I'm very grateful to you. You gave me a hand when my life was difficult."

Feng Lulu was only grateful to him.

Gao Han pursed his thin lips tightly and said nothing.

After a long time, Gao Han finally spoke, "Feng Lu, starting from tomorrow, you don't have to bring me dinner anymore."

Feng Lulu looked at him blankly, and then she responded blankly, "Okay." She lowered her eyes and didn't look at him again.

**

Feng Lulu didn't know how she came out of Gao Han's office. She seemed to have lost her soul.

Gao Han's words were always in my mind, "Feng Lu, starting from tomorrow, you don't have to bring me dinner anymore."

"Mom, the bus is coming."

It wasn't until the sound of laughter brought Feng Lulu back to reality.

Feng Lulu raised her hand to wipe her eyes. She picked him up and got on the bus with a smile.

"Mom, why are you crying?" Xiaoxiao sat on her, and she gently wiped Feng Lulu's eyes with her little hands.

Feng Lulu pursed her lips and looked at her daughter with a forced smile. She shook her head gently.

She raised her hand and wiped it hard, but for some reason, the more she wiped it, the more tears flowed.

When the child saw her mother crying all the time, her little mouth flattened and her tears fell down.

Feng Lulu hugged her daughter tightly. She coaxed the child softly, but her tears were like broken beads and she couldn't shed them.

On the bus, everyone, one big and one small, was crying silently.

Others saw Feng Lulu crying pitifully, including an elderly aunt, who couldn't help but persuade her in a low voice.

"Girl, there are no obstacles in life that you can't overcome. Just be patient."

Feng Lulu nodded vigorously. She had already figured it out when her family suffered a sudden change when she was eighteen years old.

She is crying now because of the cold.

She loves the cold, but it's a pity——

Love but not get.