Chapter 2561 Feng Lulu’s Inner Monologue

The next day, Bai Tang found that Gao Han was in better spirits than yesterday.

As soon as he saw Gao Han, he thought of yesterday's lunch box.

While eating in the cafeteria at noon, Bai Tang kept looking for opportunities to ask Gao Han, but unfortunately, other colleagues kept talking to Gao Han.

After Gao Han finished his lunch, he glanced at Bai Tang lightly.

I saw Bai Tang looking straight at him. With that look, he must be holding a lot of thoughts in his stomach.

"Just tell me if you have anything to say." Gao Han said.

Bai Tang looked around and asked in a low voice, "Who gave you food last night?"

Gao Han stood up directly and strode outside. Bai Tang hurriedly followed.

"Gao Han, have you fallen in love with that person?" Bai Tang immediately thought of Gao Han's first love. After all, no one had given him food for so many years.

Gao Han glanced at him. Bai Tang was not good at dating, but he looked at people with a very vicious eye.

"She gave it to me, but now our relationship is just that of ordinary friends."

"Ordinary friends? Looking at your expression, I thought you two were living together."

Gao Han has been in high spirits these past two days, and even his face is not that dark anymore.

It is said that women are the most important regulator of a man's body. He thought Gao Han had already adjusted himself.

Gao Han was speechless when he heard Bai Tang's words.

Bai Tang followed up again and continued to ask gossipingly, "Where are you two now?"

"Why are you so busy?"

"You are my brother. Besides, you have never dated anyone. Tell me, can't we still discuss this?" Bai Tang was really confident in himself.

Hearing this, Gao Han glanced at Bai Tang.

"Can you give me some advice?"

"Hey, what are you looking at? Can you cover it up? I'll get hurt if you do this."

Seeing Gao Han's contemptuous eyes, Bai Tang was hit ten thousand times in his heart.

In order to prevent Bai Tang from getting hurt, Gao Han stopped talking.

But if he ignores him like this, Bai Tang will be even more hurt.

Gao Han didn't know why he was happy. Was he so happy?

He only knew that when he thought of Feng Lulu or saw her, his heart beat faster. He was filled with expectation and worry. The two complex feelings combined together, giving him a strange and unfamiliar feeling in his heart.

Let’s call this the trouble of older handsome guys for now.

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Feng Lulu dropped her child off at the kindergarten and went to the bank. She entered through the back door and changed into the clothes of a cleaner.

She needed to tidy up the bathrooms on the three floors as soon as possible, because at half past nine, the bank employees would go to work.

"Xiao Feng, there is a leak in an area on the fourth floor. Don't forget to wipe it there as well." The person who spoke to her was the lead cleaning lady, who was about fifty years old and had been working in the bank for twenty years.

"Okay, Sister Zhang."

Feng Lulu climbed up the stairs to the fourth floor with a bucket and mop.

She would get one hundred dollars for completing these tasks in the morning.

She works part-time and can work fifteen days a month.

Because she had to take care of her children, Feng Lulu didn't actually have a regular nine-to-five job.

After giving birth to her child four years ago, she started working part-time.

In the beginning, it was difficult for a single mother to find a job with her children. But fortunately, Feng Lulu is capable and can endure hardships.

At first, with her child tied in her arms, she worked in the back kitchen of the hotel as a cleaner.

The restaurant owner looked at her

Being able to endure hardship, he introduced her to a part-time job as a bank cleaner through a friend.

The environment in the kitchen is still not very good for children.

Feng Lulu was grateful and worked part-time in the bank. She had a semi-regular job because she had to work fifteen days a month.

Although they don't earn much, they can make ends meet for their mother and daughter.

Later, as the children grew older, Feng Lulu took on more and more part-time jobs, including a flower shop pruner, a mobile phone store salesperson, a restaurant food delivery person, and she also worked as a delivery person for a while.

When the child was two years old, he had a severe cold and the hospital stay alone cost 5,000 yuan.

She had no choice but to ask for help because she had to take care of her children and she couldn't do any other part-time jobs. To make a living, she delivers food in the middle of the night.

She is lucky. She earns 10,000 yuan a month by delivering food, and the child has finally overcome this challenge.

Later, sometimes she thought that she could always save her from danger, and God took good care of her.

The life of her and her children was smooth sailing. Apart from being a little more miserable, they also lived a peaceful life.

Until the children go to kindergarten, the monthly fee for private kindergarten is 4,000 yuan, which is too expensive for Feng Lulu, who can only earn 6,000 yuan by working part-time for a month.

Except for the hundreds of yuan spent on renting a house, daily expenses and buying necessary nutrients for her children, Feng Lulu lives a miserable life every month.

The child caught a cold before, which almost made her unable to resist. She had to think about the future.

She needs to save money. If something happens to her or her children in the future, at least she will have a guarantee.

But now she doesn't have much money left every month.

Just then, she saw Gao Han on TV.

Her first love, the person she silently remembers in her heart.

When she learned that Gao Han was an outstanding police officer in City A, Feng Lulu felt so excited that it was hard to describe.

In order to make a living, she shamelessly approached Gao Han.

She was prepared to be rejected, but unexpectedly, Gao Han actually remembered her and helped her solve the problem.

After her children attend public kindergarten, Feng Lulu can save at least 3,000 yuan a month so that she can buy insurance for her children.

When she thought of this, Feng Lulu became even more motivated to work.

Gao Han is a good person, she doesn't dare to think about anything.

In her current situation, she would be a burden to any man.

Feng Lulu has suffered all the suffering in the world these years and has had enough of being looked down upon.

She didn't want her children to live this life again.

Because she knew that such a life was too hard.

Although she didn't dare to hope for anything, she was confident that she could live a good life.

Within an hour, Feng Lulu cleaned up the bathrooms on three floors and the leaking areas on the fourth floor.

She returned to the changing room, where several older ladies in their forties and fifties were talking.

As soon as they saw Feng Lulu, they greeted, "Xiao Feng, are you done with your work?"

"Yes." Feng Lulu came to her changing box and took off her clothes for working outside.

"It's good to be young and have nimble hands and feet."

"right."

"Xiao Feng, come here, let's chat with you."

Feng Lulu changed her clothes and walked over.

"Sister, what's the matter?" Feng Lulu held glycerin in her hand, poured it on her hand, and applied it carefully over and over again.

An eldest sister looked at Feng Nanglu's movements and said, "Look, Xiao Feng's little hands are so thin and white. She really doesn't look like a cleaning lady."

"That's right. At first glance, she looks like the eldest daughter of a wealthy family. She doesn't have any fingers in the water."

Feng Lulu laughed and said, "Sisters, please stop making fun of me."

"If you're all right, I'll leave. I have a part-time job at twelve o'clock." Feng Lulu looked at her watch and said with a smile.

"Xiao Feng, how old are you this year?"

"Thirty-one years old, twenty-nine years old, my little birthday."

"Xiao Feng, have you ever thought about finding another one? We all know that you live alone with your child. To be honest, we feel sorry for you, a little girl with delicate skin and tender flesh, doing such a hard job. of."

When they usually work, these eldest sisters are more or less older. Feng Lulu has been here for three years and often helps everyone with work.

Others are also grateful and fond of Feng Lulu from the bottom of their hearts. They are all women and know how difficult it is for Feng Lulu, a young woman, to raise a child alone.

"Sister, you don't want to introduce me to someone, do you?" Feng Lulu pretended to be surprised.

"Hey, you already know everything before we even talk. "

The elder sisters seemed a little embarrassed when Feng Lulu said this.

"Sisters, I know you do your best for me. The child is still young now, and I don't want to put a burden on others. Besides, I don't have any extra time to take care of others now."

Feng Lulu's current life is fulfilling and simple. She only needs to do these two things well to raise children and make money.

"Xiao Feng, if there is one more person, he can also take care of you mother and daughter." The eldest sister was still trying to persuade Feng Lulu.

Feng Lulu smiled helplessly. She also wanted to find a shoulder to lean on, but it was not that easy.

When two people are together, they are heading for the good.

If the man marries her, not only will his life not be prosperous, but he will also have trouble raising children, and no one will be willing to marry her.

Feng Lulu knows this better than anyone else.

"Sister, I don't want to be a burden to others. With my conditions, I can't marry a rich man. Those who can marry live a responsible life. If someone else marries me, it will be an extra pressure. Others don't have to Live life so hard.”

When the eldest sisters heard this, they felt a little more sour in their hearts.

"Xiao Feng, then you won't look for it?"

"When the children are older and life is better, I will look for them."

Feng Lulu is still full of expectations for the future.

She always believed in what her mother said, as long as she was willing to endure hardships and work hard, she would always be able to live a good life.

After hearing what Feng Lulu said, the eldest sisters no longer insisted on kissing her.

The elder sister who talked about the kiss carefully weighed what Feng Lulu said.

The young man she introduced came from the countryside. Although people in the countryside have no worries about food and drink and have a house to live in, he just came to City A and rented a house.

If Feng Lulu was alone, the two of them would still have a good time together, but now they have a child.

If they were together, their lives would definitely be extremely poor.

"Sister, thank you for thinking about me so much."

No matter what, at least she still has someone to care about.

When she thought of caring, Feng Lulu naturally thought of Gao Han.

She smiled faintly and lamented that fate was playing tricks on people.

If she were Feng Lulu before, she would pursue love bravely.

And now she is just a divorced woman who is about to enter middle age with a child.

You asked Feng Lulu if she felt uncomfortable?

Uncomfortable. It hurt like being pricked by needles.