Chapter 592 He Finally Realized

Every word he said pierced Yan Rusheng's heart like the tip of a needle, and he was stunned.

He felt that in the past ten years or so, he had lived in vain.

Live so ignorantly and deserve a beating that even he himself began to dislike him.

Jiang Zhuoheng's cold voice sounded in front of him again, "In the early morning of the second day of the practice meeting for me, someone saw Xuxu coming out of your room."

Hearing this, Yan Rusheng stared blankly, and froze all of a sudden.

...

‘Ah Sheng, I’m in pain. '

‘Ah Sheng, I like you. '

"Xuxu." Yan Rusheng carried the wine bottle, entered the door tremblingly, and threw himself into the arms of a woman. He put his arms around the woman's waist, "Xuxu, Xuxu."

He bent over, resting his chin on the woman's shoulder, murmuring Xuxu's name in a drunken voice.

A name engraved in his heart.

It has been more than ten days, and tomorrow is New Year's Eve, Xuxu seems to have evaporated from the world.

"You child, now you know how to find Xuxu, see clearly, I'm your mother." Mu Li angrily pushed Yan Rusheng away, grabbed his arm with both hands, and supported him.

Seeing her son depressed all day long, she reprimanded distressedly, "If I had known now, why bother."

After reprimanding, she sighed in her heart again, she didn't expect these two children to come to this point.

Yan Rusheng pushed Mu Li away, supported the entrance wall with one hand, took off his shoes, and walked into the house wearing his socks.

"Third Brother." A petite figure walked towards him.

Yan Rusheng bent his lips, stretched out his hand, stretched out his hand, and fondled Su Yue's head, "Yueyue."

Even Yueyue, who has just been in the house for less than a month, knows that she is good and knows how to protect her.

And he kept hurting her.

Su Yue raised her small face and looked at him with shining eyes, "Third Brother, don't drink anymore, Third Sister-in-law doesn't like it."

When Yan Rusheng heard the words, the smile on his lips widened, and he nodded slightly, "Okay."

From now on, he will only do what Xuxu likes.

Then, he took a twisted route and staggered upstairs.

Open the door and turn on the light.

In the room, all her things are still there, the pajamas are folded and placed on the sofa, the notebook is placed on the small table on the balcony, the anti-blue light glasses are placed on it, and the books she has been reading recently are placed on the bedside table. A small piece of the bookmark is exposed.

It was as if she had come back to live these days.

However, he couldn't feel a little bit of her breath, her smell.

He could have a complete and beautiful life.

She devoted herself to him and silently accompanied him for so many years.

"I fell in love with someone, from the beginning of love to the present..."

Yan Rusheng hugged Xuxu's pillow, buried her face in the pillow, the fragrance of her hair remained on it, but it was no longer so real.

"Xuxu, Xuxu."

The person who had been with me for more than twenty years disappeared without a trace.

What is heartbroken, he finally realized.

...

On New Year's Eve, firecrackers start to sound from the morning.

The whole of Kyoto is filled with a festive atmosphere of Chinese New Year, and there are still people on the road who can't wait to reunite with their families.

Only he, driving the car, went around the city aimlessly.

"She didn't come back. She called in the morning. Go back."

"Yan San, let her relax outside."

It was getting late, and the phone rang again and again, but he didn't answer it, and drove the car directly on the way home.