Chapter 429: Nothing Is More Painful than Separation From Life and Death

Following Gu Beichen's question, everyone looked at Long Xiao.

Grandma Gu even stood up anxiously, "Ah Xiao, how is Xiaomo doing?"

"It's not the test results," Long Xiao said calmly, "Yunze is a little confused, so he asked me to check some things."

Gu Beichen frowned immediately, and Grandma Gu's face instantly became solemn.

The two of them had the same reaction, as if they didn't need to think too much... They both felt that Li Yunze wanted Long Xiao to check on Shi Shaoqin.

Long Xiao's face was always cold and indifferent. He said calmly: "We have to wait until Yun Ze comes out..."

The implication was that Li Yunze only mentioned it to him but didn't say anything specific.

Upon hearing this, Grandma Gu's heart gradually relaxed a lot.

However, when he looked at Gu Beichen, he felt both distressed and remorseful.

Gu Beichen didn't react too much, just sat there and waited quietly...

He didn't know if the results this time would be the same as before. Nothing could be found.

However, the feeling of powerlessness seeping out from the bottom of his heart seemed to bring him back to when he was in Mo Palace...

Lin Xiangnan looked at Gu Beichen sadly. After several years of experience in the army, he was no longer the willful "child" who followed his third brother...

But when he saw Gu Beichen like this, he suddenly wanted to drag him out for a fight!

Time passes with the second hand turning round and round. For those who wait, this is torture.

"Let's eat something first?" Xiao Jing carried some simple food and water to satisfy his hunger.

Although I know that everyone may not be able to eat at this time, it is already past one o'clock. Young people don't care, but Grandma Gu and the others can't.

"Mom, would you like to eat something first?" Cen Lanxi asked worriedly.

"You guys can eat, I have no appetite." After Grandma Gu finished speaking, she stood up and said, "Beichen, come with me."

Gu Beichen raised his eyes and looked at Grandma Gu with a stern face filled with tense emotions.

After that moment of panic, Grandma Gu finally calmed down as she was the one who had experienced the storm...

Gu Beichen signaled to Long Xiao and Lin Xiangnan, then stood up and left with Grandma Gu.

On the hospital rooftop, the hot sunlight seemed to be scorching people.

"Grandma..." Seeing that Grandma Gu was silent, Gu Beichen spoke first.

Grandma Gu did not look at Gu Beichen, but just looked at the scenery in the distance. After a long time, she said solemnly and slowly: "You can't fall down, do you understand?"

Gu Beichen remained silent.

No matter how powerful or indifferent he is...he will always be a child in front of a grandma who brought him up since childhood.

Grandma Gu turned around and said with a heroic face: "Beichen, I never want to put pressure on you... But this is the trajectory of fate. The more you avoid it, the more he will confront you and let you face it. You face it.”

Gu Beichen frowned slightly and slightly.

"Life is also about problems stacked on top of each other, and they are spent in constant solutions. Once you get through it, thousands of flowers will bloom..." Grandma Gu paused, "If you can't get through it, then go back and eventually Forced to death."

Gu Beichen understands this truth, but understanding it is one thing, but actually facing it is another thing.

Everyone has something to resist in their heart...

You can be afraid of mice and cockroaches, he can be afraid of heights and water...

What Gu Beichen is afraid of is the reappearance of that memory!

"For Jian Mo, I won't resist..." Gu Beichen said slowly after a long time.

His voice was calm, without any forbearance or hesitation... and there was no element of forcing himself to face it.

Grandma Gu's eyes turned red all of a sudden... she was happy, but also scared.

Gu Beichen was happy to face the past, but he was afraid that if something happened to Jian Mo, all his faith in persisting would be gone.

"Grandma, I have nothing to be afraid of now..." Gu Beichen's voice was still calm, but only he knew how dignified it was under such calmness, "But only Mo'er can't!"

"This is what I'm worried about, Beichen...do you understand?"

"I understand...but I have no choice!" Gu Beichen sighed softly and turned to look at the scenery in front of him. "If you like someone or love someone, sometimes the difference is whether you can let go or not."

Gu Beichen smiled self-deprecatingly, "I can't describe Jian Mo in this way... I always feel that the only person in this world who can make me miss her is her."

Grandma Gu has a sore nose...

"Mo'er is a very strong person. She is not like other girls who like to cling to others or play hard to get." Gu Beichen's lips curled up into a smile, but his eagle eyes were deep, "When she is with you, she wants to Stick to you...but always give each other reasonable private space."

Gu Beichen's gaze deepened, "Sometimes I wonder, why can't she be like the women I knew in the past? Then I think about it, this woman is really smart... because she is born to capture the hearts of men. ”

"Beichen..." Grandma Gu became increasingly sad.

"Grandma, I happened to hear her chatting with Li Xiaoyue one time." The softness on Gu Beichen's face gradually disappeared, "Li Xiaoyue said that among the eight hardships in life, I asked her what she felt was the most painful..."

Grandma Gu suddenly resisted listening.

"Mo'er thought about it for a long time..." Gu Beichen seemed to remember the situation that day, "Li Xiaoyue was just joking with her, but she took it seriously. She said..."

Grandma Gu's heart was already at the top, because of Gu Beichen's pause, she secretly thought: Fortunately, her heart is still strong.

"She said... no matter how hard it is, it is not as hard as the separation of love and love..."

Gu Beichen's words seemed to float from a distant place, obviously light, but heavy.

Grandma Gu's eyes became red, and she could understand her grandson talking about this now.

Even though she and the old man had been together for a lifetime, she still couldn't accept it for a long time when the old man left.

Originally, Grandma Gu wanted to reason with Gu Beichen... but in the end, she was so sad that she couldn't say a word.

Grandma Gu sighed heavily, "I called you here just to tell you... I support your decision. But if you go back, I would rather you never stand up... Beichen, do you understand?"

Gu Beichen knew grandma's worry.

"Grandma, if Mo'er died of natural causes, I will accept it even if it hurts..." Gu Beichen's voice came faintly, "But what if it's not natural causes?"

"What do you mean?" Grandma Gu's heart was already frozen.

Gu Beichen turned his head to meet Grandma Gu's gaze, "Actually, Grandma also doubted it, didn't she?"