Chapter 449: Death Is Worse than Separation in Life

The uncontrollable and humble voice was like a needle, pricking Gu Beichen's heart...the pain was so painful that he almost suffocated.

His nose became sore, and Gu Beichen slowly clenched his hands, "Jian Mo, how can you be so selfish?"

There was a deep hoarseness in Qinghe's voice, and under the haze of drizzle, it was alluringly deep... but cold.

"Am I selfish?" Jian Mo was a little confused. She kept fanning her eyes as if she didn't understand.

"You made me watch your life slowly disappear in front of me..." Gu Beichen clenched his hands tightly, "...how cruel are you to me?"

Jian Mo felt her legs and feet go weak, and she took a step back uncontrollably...

"In order to be with you, I have to watch your life go by...I," something cracked on Gu Beichen's stern face, "I can't do it."

Tears fell down like this.

I don’t know if it’s rain or tears on my eyelashes, but my vision is blurred anyway…

Jian Mo's nerves suddenly collapsed. She looked at Gu Beichen, her lips were trembling and moving, but she couldn't say anything.

"Mo'er..." Gu Beichen called out with difficulty. This sound represented too much.

"I have no choice, do you understand?" Gu Beichen laughed self-deprecatingly, "I have no choice to keep you by my side... I have no choice, do you understand?"

"You have it, you have it... you have it!" Jian Mo cried, "You can go to Zi Xiao to get the medicine, you can ask Yunze to show it to me... You can ask Long Xiao to find the medicine, you have--"

Jian Mo screamed out in pain, not knowing whether she was lying to herself or questioning Gu Beichen.

She slowly knelt down in front of the graves of Jian Zhanfeng and Su Mo... and burst into tears.

"Why, why did we come to this point..." Jian Mo asked in a hissing voice, "You pushed me away and told me what to do? What should I do..."

The helpless hesitation completely exposed Jian Mo's cowardice. She was as helpless as a child who has lost a beloved toy.

Gu Beichen's eyes were red. After so many years of being ruthless, he had already become a cold-blooded person.

Even when facing everyone, he seems to be able to remain indifferent.

But now... there is a woman named Jian Mo who has become deeply involved in his flesh and blood.

Now, he wants to dig her out of his body...

That kind of pain cannot be experienced by others, nor can it be understood.

Kneel down and hug Jian Mo into his arms...

"I know you will live well..." Gu Beichen's voice was trembling slightly, "You are Jian Mo... Jian Mo, no one can knock you down!"

"I don't want... I don't want to be the strong Jian Mo, I don't want it!" Jian Mo said while crying. She raised her teary eyes and looked at Gu Beichen dimly, "Is there really no way? I have to push away. me?"

Such humility is like a grain of dust in the wind...

Gu Beichen swallowed his sadness secretly, and kissed the tears on Jian Mo's face carefully with his thin lips... The salty taste stung his heart.

"Mo'er, I'm sorry..." Gu Beichen's voice trembled slightly because of sadness, "It doesn't matter if you hate me...it doesn't matter if you hate me, but I can't help watching you disappear. Do you understand?"

"Don't say sorry to me..." Jian Mo looked at Gu Beichen, "I don't want to be sorry! I don't want to..."

The hoarse growl showed weakness. Jian Mo thought that as long as they kept each other calm, this matter could be treated as if it never happened.

But why...

Why do we still get to this point and so fast!

"Gu Beichen, even if you push me away, I will not return to Zi Xiao..." Jian Mo's eyelashes trembled slightly, "Even if I die, I will not take that pill... If, in the end, I will always die, Can you just not push me away?"

"Mo'er..." Gu Beichen stroked Jian Mo's cheek with his big palm, "Your life, your life, is not just love... You also have Xiaojie, and your designs. For me, you Do you really want to give up everything?”

Jian Mo's heart suddenly shook.

She looked at Gu Beichen in disbelief, "Are you threatening me with a milk bag?"

"If I can let you live..." Gu Beichen gritted his teeth and said.

This woman is tough, but she is also stubborn...

She would really take the pill without compromise for this relationship... But, he couldn't let her do this.

Jian Mo pushed Gu Beichen away and saw him almost sitting on the ground. She stood up slowly with disappointment overflowing in her eyes...

Her condescending gaze was filled with deep sorrow. As Gu Beichen stood up, he moved his gaze, "Gu Beichen, the milk bag has left me, and you..." Her nose became more and more sour, "But, you left me , what else do you have?”

The roaring voice was full of despair, but the tearful eyes were full of determination.

Something cracked in Gu Beichen's eyes instantly, as if he didn't know how to react.

"What do you mean?" Jian Mo hissed, "You have lost me, what else do you have?"

"How do you know?" Gu Beichen's breathing suddenly became rapid.

"Don't worry about how I know..." Jian Mo stared, "Death is painful, but life and death are even more painful... Gu Beichen, you lost me, what are you going to do?"

Once again, Jian Mo's mood collapsed...

Because, she realized that Gu Beichen was going to lose her whether it was separation of life or death!

What should he do? What should he do?

Xiangnan whispered to her before he left that day...If Achen didn't have her, he would die!

He didn't tell her the specific reason, but...she knew that Xiangnan was not joking, no!

It must be related to the memory of Achen being kidnapped...

"Gu Beichen, I won't leave you..." Jian Mo sniffed and wiped her tears fiercely with the back of her hand, "No!"

Finally, she threw down two words, stared at Gu Beichen deeply, turned around and left...

Under the drizzle, Jian Mo's back was so thin that it made people feel distressed.

But she supported her whole world...

She was not selfish, but...she didn't want the man she loved to be so tired.

Since he knew that all this was related to Zixiao, he must have made a lot of efforts.

What kind of powerlessness could make him push her away like this?

Jian Mo's tears just walked all the way, falling all the way...

There was sadness and heartache.

Gu Beichen just stood there, watching Jian Mo's figure go farther and farther, gradually disappearing from his eyes.

"Zixiao, don't force me to destroy everything you have..." Late at night, Gu Beichen waited in Chu Zixiao's apartment after Xiao Jing and his team failed.

Chu Zixiao was wet, as if he had just been drenched by heavy rain, "Even if I destroy myself, I only want Momo!" The cold night was full of mechanicalness.

"Momo is an independent individual. Even if I give her to you, is that enough?" Gu Beichen gritted his teeth.

Chu Zixiao smiled, a cold smile, "Beichen... that depends on you. Ten days... if you can't force her to my side, you can only watch her die!"