Chapter 1849 Pain, but Joy

How could it be?

How could he hate her? !

Sometimes, love comes unexpectedly, but it is also so fierce that people can't help falling in love with her...

Between Ye Ziyu, it is a responsibility, and there are some reasons that cannot be said.

But, although I know that it will become more and more difficult to be with her, I can't help getting close to her.

If love can be controlled, then maybe... it is not love at all.

Ye Ziyu, you don't know... how many times I want to push you away.

But, it can't be done!

It's not that I can't do it, but I am greedy and don't want to do it!

Can't I really be cruel to myself?

No, people like me can be cruel even if it hurts... It's just that, because it's you, I can't bear to let go, understand?

Every time I warn you, I don't really hope that you can understand my beliefs and profession, but just hope that you can go away...

You don't understand!

I don't understand that I want you to stay away, but I can't control my desire to put you by my side.

He has never had a contradictory psychology before, and even, such a contradiction is not only not annoying, he even looks forward to it every day.

In the military camp, he never knew what the next mission would be, there were trainings, and there were also intrigues...

Very tiring.

However, after meeting a girl named Ye Ziyu, he was tired, but he had a little expectation.

After finishing his work every day, he would check her Moments. Even if he didn't see her, he could understand her mood.

Every time he resisted commenting or replying, why?

It was just because he was afraid that she would become more and more dependent and attached to him, and one day, if he left, she would not be able to bear it.

But it turned out that this heart and that heart were the same!

With the rapid thoughts in his mind, Lin Xiangnan's arms around Ye Ziyu gradually tightened.

He ignored the gunshot wound on his body and pressed Ye Ziyu into his arms.

Pain, but felt the pleasure brought by "pain".

Ye Ziyu's body trembled slightly, her little hands tightly grasped Lin Xiangnan's clothes, and she bit her lips tightly.

The position of two people, in fact, is not comfortable at all to hug like this, there are things like gears in the middle to block it, so it is uncomfortable to hug so tightly.

But even so, no one wanted to let go because of this.

It's not easy for two people to meet, and everyone is greedy for such a hug.

However, such a hug made Ye Ziyu feel uneasy.

It seemed that she could feel that Lin Xiangnan cared about her, but he didn't answer her question...

He didn't like her willfulness, right?

Yes, and what man likes girls to be unreasonable and willful and not understand? !

Ye Ziyu thought about it, and her body trembled more and more because of anxiety.

Suddenly...

Lin Xiangnan let go of Ye Ziyu, who was trembling, and saw that she was biting her lips tightly, as if she would be bitten if she used a little more force.

"Ziyu..." Lin Xiangnan shouted hoarsely.

He rarely called Ye Ziyu formally like this, and there was a hint of helplessness under repression in his voice.

Ye Ziyu's heart suddenly shook, and her eyes trembled as she looked at Lin Xiangnan, her eyes were red and misty.

Lin Xiangnan sighed secretly, and looked at Ye Ziyu's eyes, then leaned forward slightly, lifted her chin, and gently pressed his lips against her tightly bitten lips.

Ye Ziyu did not loosen her teeth biting her lips, as if she had forgotten, and seemed a little afraid of Lin Xiangnan's gentleness.

Because, the more gentle he was, the more she fell.

Seeing that Ye Ziyu did not loosen her teeth, Lin Xiangnan frowned slightly, and had already pressed her head, tearing and sucking on her lips fiercely.

Ye Ziyu could not resist Lin Xiangnan's closeness in the end. Just when her lips and teeth were slightly loose, Lin Xiangnan's thick tongue had already penetrated in an instant...

The kiss became deeper in the absorption under the storm.

The breath became messy and heavy in the crazy blending of lips and tongues.

Ye Ziyu subconsciously pressed her hand against Lin Xiangnan's chest slightly, and the posture was a little uncomfortable, but she was immersed in it and let him absorb it.

Obviously, the two of them had just torn each other last night, and even did some shameful things that didn't end in the end.

But now, when the hands were torn through the clothes, but...

Ye Ziyu twisted her eyebrows, and the moisture from her palms made her originally obsessed eyes startled, and then, something seemed to flash through her mind?

"Hmm..."

Ye Ziyu moaned in her throat and pushed Lin Xiangnan slightly.

Lin Xiangnan also suddenly woke up, looking at the panic in Ye Ziyu's eyes, frowned and slowly let her go.

Maybe the two of them were too intense just now, and when their lips were released, they were pulled because of sticking.

However, Ye Ziyu was not in the mood to care about such an ambiguous situation at this moment, but subconsciously took away her right hand, and then lowered her eyes...

When she saw the faint red in her palms, Ye Ziyu's heart suddenly "beat", and then she widened her eyes in astonishment, first looking at Lin Xiangnan's chest, and then looking at him, with questions in her eyes.

Lin Xiangnan also saw the red in Ye Ziyu's hand, and said calmly without changing his expression: "There was an accident during the night training last night, it's okay."

"It's okay?" Ye Ziyu muttered in a daze, then frowned, "You are injured, and you are bleeding now!"

"Yeah." Lin Xiangnan's voice was still very calm, as if the blood was not from his body.

"Lin Xiangnan, you are injured!" Ye Ziyu said sharply.

Seeing Ye Ziyu's persistent look, Lin Xiangnan smiled, hugged her and took her into his arms.

Ye Ziyu wanted to break free and moved, afraid of pressing his wound, but also afraid that her struggle would hurt him, "Lin Xiangnan, let me go, if you do this, you will..."

"Don't move," Lin Xiangnan interrupted Ye Ziyu, "Don't speak either!"

Ye Ziyu froze for a moment, stopped moving, and didn't speak.

Lin Xiangnan held Ye Ziyu gently like this, feeling that the girl in his arms was carefully avoiding her because of her injuries.

"The wound is not big."

The wound caused by the bullet was indeed not big. He didn't lie, he just didn't tell the truth.

Lin Xiangnan stroked Ye Ziyu's back with his big palm and said softly: "Xiao Yu'er, you can be greedy for me, and I won't hate you...because I know your heart for me." After a slight pause, he continued He said, "I am in Fengcheng and not serving as a soldier elsewhere. My status in and out of the army does not require so many procedures and I can control it myself."

Ye Ziyu didn't answer, just listened quietly, thinking that she wanted to hear the words, finish listening quickly, and go to the hospital to treat Lin Xiangnan's wounds.

"But even though I have a lot of freedom, I can't always be by your side when you need me..." Lin Xiangnan's eyes fell on the swaying reeds beside the artificial lake outside the car window, "But when you have something to do, you can first Find me."

Ye Ziyu pursed his lips and lowered his eyes slightly.

"I have no choice when I'm on a mission, but other times, even if I can't come, I can do things for you without getting anything from you or using you..." Lin Xiangnan's voice revealed a hint of remoteness, slowly. Asked, "Do you understand?"