Chapter 1882 Self-Abuse and Enduring Pain

"Tzuyu..." Kang Ning was a little embarrassed.

Ye Ziyu pursed her lower lip tightly and looked at Lin Songnian, who also turned around, with panic in his red eyes.

"Kang...Aunt Kang, I forgot my bag!" Ye Ziyu didn't care about anything else. He walked in a few steps, picked up his backpack from the sofa, bowed to Lin Songnian and Kang Ning, and hurriedly turned around and left. .

"Zi..." Kang Ning wanted to call Ye Ziyu, but as soon as the words came out, he couldn't.

Lin Songnian went downstairs when Ye Ziyu left. When he heard Kang Ning and Lin Xiangnan talking on the phone, he also thought that his son couldn't let go of that Su Xiaoxiao, so his wife made some mistakes, and his son left again.

But he didn't expect that the person who left turned back again, apparently listening to what he said.

"It's all you, why are you talking about Su Xiaoxiao?" Kang Ning said angrily, glaring at Lin Songnian fiercely, "Are you happy that your son will be a bachelor for the rest of his life just for Su Xiaoxiao?!"

"I..." Lin Songnian usually looks impressive outside and is the master of training, but now he was choked by his wife's angry words and his eyes widened, and he was speechless.

"It's okay now, everyone's gone..." Kang Ning became angrier as he thought about it, "You can eat by yourself, I'm going upstairs."

"You don't want to eat?" Lin Songnian asked.

"Your son is so angry that he won't eat anymore." Kang Ning snorted coldly.

Lin Songnian said with a smile: "In order to cooperate with you, I put off all the social activities... It's a bit too miserable to have dinner alone on my birthday?!"

Kang Ning stopped and looked back at Lin Songnian. After a few seconds of pause, he burst out laughing, "Forget it, I see how pitiful you are, let me eat with you!"

Kang Ning sat down opposite Lin Songnian and looked at a table of meals carefully prepared for Ye Ziyu. He picked up his chopsticks angrily and said, "I just found an excuse today to make my son think that I wasn't very deliberate. It's fine now. The protagonists are all here." gone!"

"It's my birthday, and I'm the protagonist!" Lin Songnian reminded.

Kang Ning glared at Lin Songnian angrily, but his serious words made him less angry.

"Song Nian, so many years have passed. My son can't always worry about Su Xiaoxiao..." After Kang Ning ate for a while, he still felt panicked, "Look how nice Tzuyu is, she's polite, and Lively, smart and not pretentious...how great!"

"Years ago, you said that the girl from the Tang family was grand!" Lin Songnian exposed it ruthlessly, "When you see a girl who can match your son, you think it's great!" He said with a smile, "Future daughter-in-law It is considered happiness to find someone who misses your daughter-in-law so much."

Being teased by her husband, Kang Ning snorted, "Tang Lu is pretty good, but I still have my own thoughts... I really like Tzuyu!"

"It's no use if you like it, your son must like it!" Lin Songnian continued to hit Kang Ning, but his subordinates gave her her favorite food, "Okay, eat it quickly... I will look for an opportunity later and let my eldest brother Talk to Xiang Nan.”

"Yeah, that's fine!" Kang Ning nodded, "The entire Lin family, Xiangnan, isn't even afraid of my father-in-law, he's just afraid of your eldest brother!" After a pause, "No, I have to keep in touch with Tzuyu later, at least before my son wakes up. , guard your daughter-in-law first, don’t let others take her away.”

"..." When Lin Songnian heard this, the corner of his mouth twitched.

He really wanted to remind his wife that she was the top leader of a large listed group. Did she really have so much time to look at a little girl? !

…

Lin Xiangnan lay on the car seat, looking at the gradually darkening sky outside, his eyes getting darker and darker, as if he wanted to connect with the gloom.

At noon, Azhao asked him if he would leave Yinhu if Xiaoxiao proposed marriage... He answered "no"!

Not only would Xiaoxiao not make such a request, but also... even if he made it, he would not leave.

When he just graduated from the military academy, he could give up the sense of mission he gradually developed in school for Xiaoxiao...

However, from the beginning of his subordinate company, to now, the heavier and heavier epaulets on his shoulders are no longer just a sense of mission, but also a responsibility and no hesitation based on faith.

It is precisely because of this duty to have no hesitation that he can only be cruel now!

Lin Xiangnan closed his eyes, and there was a slight pain in his eyes that pricked his nerves, which seemed to be more unbearable than the physical injury.

I don't know how long it took, until the sky was completely dark, and Lin Xiangnan slowly opened his eyes.

Picking up the phone, he originally wanted to call his father, but he saw a notification message on WeChat.

Opening it subconsciously, Lin Xiangnan's hands trembled uncontrollably as he looked at the number of messages displayed on Ye Ziyu's profile picture.

Open it... and listen to the voice messages one by one. "Lin Xiangnan, I arrived at school, but I didn't dare to go back to the dormitory. I was afraid that I would make Mo Ran and Xiaoqin sad..." Ye Ziyu's voice was filled with tears, "Actually, when Aunt Kang came to find me, , I didn’t know that I was going home, but when I knew you would also go home, I

Really happy. "

"And with such happiness, when I know that you don't want to come back because of me, and you don't even care about uncle's birthday, I'm really sad..." Ye Ziyu's voice was choked with sobs, but it seemed that she was pulling the corners of her mouth and trying to smile. .

"I don't know how hard your heart can be, and I don't know how long it will be before I see you or hear your voice... I don't know any of this..."

"But, I will persist, I will always persist..."

"I believe that one day I can see you, I can let you see, I can persist!"

Ye Ziyu sniffed, thinking about going back to get her bag and hearing Uncle Lin's words, she felt extremely sad.

She didn't know whether Uncle Lin and Aunt Kang knew that Su Xiaoxiao had passed away, but they told her how important Su Xiaoxiao was to Lin Xiangnan.

She wiped away her tears, twitched her lips with self-mockery, and continued to leave a message: "Xiang Nan, I can't let go... As time goes by and I can't see you or hear your voice, I find that The more I fall in love with you, the more I can't let go!" Her tears fell even more fiercely, but she tried to smile and said, "I may understand now that I just like Tang Luoyan. A kind of dependence on my pretense... But my feelings for you are different. When I think about it, if I can't be with you in the future, I feel sad.

it hurts……"

In the message, there was uncontrollable crying at the end.

Although, it was cut off quickly.

Lin Xiangnan's eyes were slightly red in the darkness, and his sharp eyes like those of an eagle were completely shrouded in the deep pain that was silent in the darkness at this moment.

It was a feeling of powerlessness that I wished I could be by Ye Ziyu's side right now, hold her in my arms, and kiss the tears on her cheeks...

Also, even though I know it hurts, I can only let myself suffer under the pain.

Lin Xiangnan closed the WeChat interface and dropped his hands feebly...

His finger unconsciously touched the screen, and suddenly the contact interface was opened. Special symbols were added, and the number of "Xiao Yu'er", who was ranked first, landed on the dialing interface...

A few seconds later. Just when Ye Ziyu was hiding in the corner of the school and wiping away tears, the ringtone of the mobile phone came at the right time...