Chapter 1437 What the Doctor Wants: The Sorrow in Memory
Li Yunze looked at Yiyi quietly for several seconds before he slowly spoke: "Take this as a question of exploration. Wait for you to find it out later, okay?"
Yiyi listened and nodded with a light in her eyes, "Yes, okay!"
She likes such exploration and such surprises, which always make her feel happier than being told directly.
Xiaojie said that sometimes her curiosity will make the answers she gets more deeply rooted in her heart, which is something that others cannot give.
Yiyi gently stroked the "BB: Ze" with her little finger, and then touched the four words "the only one in my heart", shaking her little body happily.
"Will you come to see me often when you have time in the future?" Yiyi's eyes were full of expectation, "I'll be in school recently because I have to practice violin."
Li Yunze was a little surprised by Yiyi's efforts, "You don't go home on weekends?"
Yiyi shook her head, her face flushed, and her voice was uncontrollably nervous, "I want to master the basics quickly, and then I can practice a song first, so that I can perform with Xiaojie at this year's New Year's Eve party."
Li Yunze's heart was a little twitching. He didn't want to discourage his daughter's enthusiasm, but he didn't want his daughter's efforts to be because of Jian Jie!
"Oh, and," Yiyi said happily, "Xiaojie said that he hopes that I can perform with him at the kindergarten graduation ceremony. He said that the violin is a very elegant instrument, and he expects me to stand next to his piano like a little princess and play the graduation song with him..."
Li Yunze listened quietly to what Yiyi said, with mixed feelings in his heart.
He hoped that Yiyi could do this, work hard because of hope, but he was afraid that she would become the second He Yining.
Li Yunze held He Yining's hand and strolled along the Luocheng River, thinking about how to get Yi Yi out of Jian Jie's "spell"...
The lights were just coming on, and the orange street lights on the road were hazy, stretching the figures of the two people under the swaying shadows of the trees that had no leaves.
"What are you thinking about?" He Yining tilted her head to look at Li Yunze.
Li Yunze stopped and turned to He Yining, "I'm thinking, if the years can be repeated, I won't let you work so hard again."
After saying that, Li Yunze took He Yining into his arms, rubbing his chin gently on the top of her hair, sniffing her breath, that kind of satisfaction, not the feeling that parents, nor brothers and sisters can give.
"I am lucky and happy..." He Yining wrapped her arms around Li Yunze's waist with satisfaction, "Because my efforts have been rewarded to the maximum."
In this world, many people are working hard, but not everyone's efforts are rewarded, right? !
Li Yunze let go of He Yining, took her hands with both hands, and kissed her forehead, "Yining, I want to hold your hand and walk forever...for a lifetime!"
He Yining smiled, "Li Yunze, you can't regret what you said."
Li Yunze looked at He Yining's eyes getting deeper and deeper. Just when He Yining was a little at a loss, he slowly spoke, his voice revealing the charm of the night, saying: "This heart is a kiss!"
He Yining's eyes just flashed with hazy emotions, and her lips were already wrapped by Li Yunze...
The deep, lingering kiss, there is no domineering, there is only the strongest affection in the heart, and the love that can never be finished.
At this moment, by the Luocheng River, the two people who were kissing each other could never have thought that all this was too beautiful, so beautiful that even God was jealous.
...
Li Jinxi stood in front of the window of the villa, looking outside with eyes that had lost their former glory, and gradually lost focus.
"Miss, would you like to drink some soup?" Aunt Qiao put the freshly stewed soup on the dining table and sighed secretly, "Miss, you are not well yet, don't stand all the time."
"I know, Aunt Qiao." Li Jinxi pulled the corners of her mouth, her smile was a little ugly, but she tried to smile.
She was strong and didn't want to worry those who cared about her. Her elder brother once told her that she couldn't let anything knock her down, and told her that no matter what happened, she must persevere.
So, even if it was painful, she was trying to smile.
There was no taste in her mouth at all. It was obviously a delicious soup, but when she drank it, it was like drinking a mouthful of coptis water.
Li Jinxi clenched her gums and swallowed secretly, suppressing the uncontrollable grief.
One mouthful after another of soup, Li Jinxi forced herself to finish it.
"Aunt Qiao, I'll go upstairs to rest first..."
After saying that, Li Jinxi got up and went upstairs. Because her steps were a little anxious, she didn't even notice Li Jiyuan who just came out of the bedroom.
"Ugh..."
"Ugh, ugh... ugh..."
Li Jinxi lay on the toilet and vomited out the soup she had just drunk.
She looked at herself in the mirror and pulled the corner of her mouth in self-mockery, "Li Jinxi, without love, can't you live?" She stared at her eyes that were red due to vomiting, and asked with gritted teeth, "Without Chen Xuan, will you die? Huh?!"
A 'bang' sound came, and the bottle of lotion hit the mirror, and instantly cracked from the place where it was hit to all sides, making the face that Li Jinxi felt she hated "blotched" and unable to see clearly.
Li Jinxi collapsed weakly, and tears flowed out of her eyes uncontrollably.
In her mind, it was all the scene of Li Yunhao committing suicide in front of her...
"Yunze, Jinxi, I'm sorry... Brother really can't hold on anymore... I can finally be free..."
"No, no... Brother, no..." Li Jinxi's eyes were full of fear. She retreated in fear until she curled up in a corner.
In her ears, Li Yunhao's last voice kept echoing. Li Jinxi covered her ears with both hands and shook her head desperately, trying to get rid of the voice in her mind.
But no matter how she resisted, the voice was like a spell, enveloping her...
"Brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Jinxi cried, choked and kept muttering, "I know I was wrong, I know I shouldn't be with Chen Xuan, I was wrong, I was wrong..."
Li Jinxi kept torturing herself. She thought that after so many years, she could face Li Yunhao's suicide calmly, but it was all fake.
Her mother left, her brother committed suicide in front of her, and the blood was so glaring...
A relative committed suicide in front of her in such a situation, such pain... Li Jinxi couldn't let it go at all!
Li Jiyuan seemed to hear a sound coming from Li Jinxi's room at that time, but it was only vague. He didn't know if he heard it wrong?
"Sir, what's wrong?" Aunt Qiao came up and saw Li Jiyuan standing at the door of Li Jinxi, not knowing why.
"Ah Qiao, do you think there's anything wrong with Jinxi coming back these days?"
Aunt Qiao thought for a while, "Besides being very silent, she's still very strong." She sighed, "The child is gone, it's inevitable that the lady is in a bad mood."
Li Jiyuan nodded and didn't say much.
Aunt Qiao didn't know about Chen Xuan's affairs, and everyone tacitly didn't talk about this matter.
But Li Jiyuan knew that the death of his eldest son was a deep hurt to both Jinxi and Yunze.
His pain was the loss of his wife and excellent son, while Jinxi and Yunze's pain was not only the loss of their brother, but also the cruelty of committing suicide in front of them.
Li Jiyuan was worried about Li Jinxi, fearing that her silence these days would burst out with greater psychological pain. He wanted to go in to see his daughter and chat by the way.
Knocked on the door, no one answered.
Li Jiyuan frowned slightly, worried a little more, thought about it, said "Dad is coming in", and pushed the door open...