Chapter 1453 What the Doctor Wants: The Truth
He Yining looked at Jin Shaosi with hazy eyes, and the smile at the corner of his mouth got bigger and bigger, but it became more and more terrifying.
"Can I do it?" He Yining asked hoarsely, "Asi, tell me, how can I do it?"
The corners of Jin Shaosi's lips twitched, and he wanted to say that he had forgotten, but he found that it was difficult for him to say such a thing, so how could He Yining forget? !
"Yining..." Jin Shaosi looked at He Yining sadly.
He Yining tilted his head and let the tears flow out unbridled, as if they could never stop flowing.
"For a long time, I thought that the obstacle between me and Li Yunze was that I couldn't catch him." He Yining choked and said, "Later, I spent the night with him, and I felt that even if we couldn't be together, at least I would be there for me. The life of chasing him has come to an end.”
He Yining bit his lip, "But, he said to give it a try, and this try allowed me to finally complete the biggest pursuit of my life."
She said and looked at Jin Shaosi, "Asi, when I found out that my mother and father's car accident might have happened because I chased Li Yunze, do you know how hard I had to use not to think about it? "
The sad words cut into Jin Shaosi's heart word by word, making the blood drip with pain.
"I think, I don't want to feel guilty, and I don't want to stop my life because of guilt." He Yining gently fanned his eyes, and tears would roll down. "My father and mother would definitely not want to see me like that. They hope I am happy, they know better than anyone else, my happiness is Li Yunze."
Jin Shaosi gently held He Yining's hand, feeling her whole body trembling, and her eyebrows furrowed tighter and tighter.
"But now?" He Yining laughed at herself and sighed, "How can I convince myself?"
Jin Shaosi held He Yining's hand tightly, trying to give her some firmness.
"Asi, do you know?" He Yining couldn't hold back her tears and said, "Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan didn't do anything, just because her surname is Chen, so Jin Xi's child is gone, and so is Jin Xi's happiness. …”
Jin Shaosi frowned slightly, wondering why this matter was related to Chen Xuan again.
But then he thought about it, and Jin Shaosi seemed to have guessed something...
"Li Yunze told me clearly that although he hopes Jin Xi is happy, he will not forgive anyone related to the death of brother Yun Hao." The sadness in He Yining's eyes spread again, and when added together, it was indescribable. That kind of pain.
"Chen Xuan won't forgive him, what about me?"
He Yining suddenly went crazy, threw away Jin Shaosi's hand, stood up suddenly, poked his chest with both hands, and yelled hoarsely: "I am the person who caused the incident. If it wasn't me, it would have been If other people don’t know about brother Yun Hao’s research, no one will know the process and the research that can also produce drugs. It’s all me..."
Jin Shaosi stood up slowly. Even though he had a thousand words to say at the moment, he clearly knew that there was nothing he could do to comfort He Yining.
"I accidentally got the paper for research and calculation. It's me, it's me!"
He Yining sneered, it was a kind of extreme hatred towards himself.
When proposing, just under the statue of Hippocrates, Li Yunze told her: practice medicine innocently, just to cure diseases. Do not give poison to anyone, and never authorize anyone to use it.
That's Li Yunze's persistence, and it's even more brother Yunhao's persistence...
Even though he committed suicide, he did not share his research with those who made drugs!
She took the papers she wrote on during her research and even fell into the hands of evil people...
"A Si, there is no possibility for Li Yunze and me!"
He Yining painfully beat her heart, each time with extreme force.
"Yining!" Jin Shaosi stepped forward to stop He Yining.
He Yining suddenly stepped back. Such pain was not pain at all for her at this moment.
"Can you imagine what would happen if Li Yunze knew that everything was caused by me?" He Yining threw away his hands, stomped his feet and bent over crying, "Can you imagine that he knew that I was the cause of everything?" I went to find him and took Brother Yun Hao's research manuscript away. What will happen to him?"
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" He Yining cried so hard that he was out of breath, "He will not only hate me, but also himself!"
"Those things wouldn't have happened if I hadn't chased her!"
"If it weren't for me, my aunt wouldn't have died, and brother Yun Hao wouldn't have committed suicide..."
"If it hadn't been for me, Jin Xi would not have had a miscarriage, let alone suffer!"
"All this is caused by me——"
After He Yining roared, he slowly squatted on the ground, hugged his knees and cried with all his strength.
She is in pain, and she will bring more pain to Li Yunze.
…
"Yunze, you have to control the direction of your research." The professor turned off the computer and said, "If there is a breakthrough this time, your careful thinking will be rewarded."
Li Yunze raised his eyebrows, "Professor, what you said makes it seem like I joined the research group just for my own thoughts?!"
"You can't say for sure." The professor laughed, "You kid, when you don't take it seriously, you may be so indifferent that we onlookers will think it's too much. But if you do take it seriously, according to the words of today's students , Just spread the dog food without restraint.”
"Professor is quite fashionable." Li Yunze laughed.
The professor was amused by Li Yunze. He looked at the time and said, "Okay, it's late, you should go back early... drive carefully."
"I know." Li Yunze raised his eyebrows and said, "I'll be a family soon, so I have to take care of myself."
"You kid..." The professor smiled and shook his head, patting Li Yunze's arm.
Li Yunze said goodbye to the professor and left. While walking towards the parking lot, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to call He Yining to pick her up.
Before he could dial the number, a text message arrived.
Jin Shaosi: Yining was a little sad and fell asleep in the vineyard.
Li Yunze frowned slightly and dialed Jin Shaosi's number...
He Yining had turned from crying to sobbing. Jin Shaosi glanced at the call and said, "It's Li Yunze's call."
He Yining looked at Jin Shaosi with red and swollen eyes. Many emotions flashed through her eyes, and finally turned into fear under resistance.
Jin Shaosi sighed, got up and went out, answering the phone.
"Is Yining okay?" Li Yunze asked.
Jin Shaosi looked back, "She must have some feelings when she sorted out the relics..." He paused, "She went back to the room they lived in before, and fell asleep on the bed."
Li Yunze opened the car door and got in, "Then I'll go over to see her..."