Part 8 Chapter 354 My Way!

Part 8 Chapter 354 My Way!

If Chu Yang traveled through the earth, of course he would know that it was the so-called Nascent Soul;

But Chu Yang, who had never had the opportunity to read cultivation novels... really didn't know why.

Now Chu Yuzuo is truly filled with infinite fear and shock: Will one day his belly suddenly burst open... and then nine little dolls jump out together and sweetly call him daddy? Or call it...

Sister... just thinking about it, Chu Yuzuo felt that life would be worse than death.

Oh, my God...if it was my woman who gave birth to her, I would definitely be extremely excited, like a jewel; but...he gave birth to his own child...what's going on?

Chu Yang felt extremely depressed. A ray of spiritual thought instantly entered his Dantian and gently touched one of the little guys: "Hey! Wake up, wake up, wake up, I said, wake up..."

The little one was completely indifferent, just meditating with his eyes closed. A trace of pure Hongmeng silk was sucked into his nostrils, and then spit out, entering the silk ball, and so on, repeating this process...

Then, after a long, long time, a drop of golden liquid dripped out from the Hongmeng silk mass and fell on the head of the little man. Then the little man quickly absorbed the golden liquid bit by bit, as if The spirit is lifted again...

Then Chu Yang felt that his cultivation seemed to be more sensitive and lively...

"Could it be that these villains are actually cultivated, or are they cultivated by 'me'..." Chu Yang was puzzled, scratching his head and scratching his head, really not knowing what to say.

After testing like this for a long time, Chu Yang was finally able to confirm that this little guy was probably a weird product that had gone wrong somewhere in his own practice. Moreover, although it looks like a humanoid, it does not have any life fluctuations.

Well, to be more precise, there is no soul fluctuation...

In addition, with these little things continuing to practice in his body, it seems that his cultivation speed is at least doubled or more? From this point of view, this is probably not a bad thing. At least so far, it has advantages and no disadvantages...

Chu Yang scratched his head and thought for a long time, and finally decided.

As long as this thing stops growing like a baby...

Oh, God bless you, never let that kind of embarrassing thing happen to you.

Immediately, when Chu Yang was about to walk back, he suddenly felt an inexplicable relief all over his body, and seemed to be filled with indescribable joy unexpectedly.

easy?

Why do you suddenly feel like this? !

Chu Yang couldn't help but stop again, frowning and thinking: Why, why do you feel relaxed? How is it so relaxing?

Chu Yang thought about it for a long time, and finally felt that it seemed to be his own spirit. For some reason, he suddenly became relaxed. It seemed that he might have got rid of some shackles, and returned to the most primitive and unfettered state of freedom. middle.

It's completely relaxing, which is of course a good thing.

But Chu Yang felt something was wrong; all along, he could always feel that he was carrying some heavy mission, a mission that must be completed, and walking forward with a heavy load was like carrying a big mountain on his back.

Difficult step by step,

But never gave up.

Because that is the mission that I must complete, the mission that I am destined to complete!

Or maybe it’s my destiny in life!

But why did he suddenly feel relaxed this time? That heavy pressure seemed to have disappeared without a trace!

Chu Yang frowned and thought hard, but slowly he felt something strange. The door of his heart was opening inch by inch, bit by bit.

In the dark, there seems to be a voice asking myself: Who are you?

Chu Yang stopped, sat on the ground, supported his chin with one hand, and seriously considered this issue.

who I am?

That voice kept asking: Who are you?

"I am Chu Yang." Chu Yang replied.

This was a very simple question, but Chu Yang thought about it for a long time. After answering, he added a supplement by accident: "I am myself."

The vague voice suddenly disappeared. After a long time, he asked vaguely: "What are you doing?"

Chu Yang calmed down and said in a deep voice: "I am doing... something I can have a clear conscience."

The vague voice said: "What are you going to do?"

"I want to..." Chu Yang examined his own heart and said silently: "I want to reach the top and exterminate the devil!"

Thinking of the five seniors who went to the extinct realm and never returned; thinking of the bloody fight and the final heroic sacrifice of Emperor Zixiao, Chu Yang's voice was infinitely firm: "I must exterminate the demons! I want to cleanse the nine heavens and bring peace to the world!"

I won’t let go of any of those guys who are looking at my seniors without caring about their lives!

If you can't even do the basic thing of resisting foreign aggression, or even don't want to do it, then what's the use of living?

"Then what?" The voice was erratic.

"Then?" Chu Yang was confused for a while: "What else is there?"

Suddenly he felt confused: "That's right, what will happen after the demon is exterminated? What will I do?"

The vague voice didn't say anything, and seemed to have fallen silent.

Chu Yang said the unintentional words, and then fell into a trance in thinking. Yes, exterminating the devil is a goal, a task that he may or may not be able to complete in this life, but in the end it is still It is just a goal. Others may devote their whole lives to it and still cannot complete it, but I have the confidence and ability to complete it!

So, what should I do after completing this goal?

Just live happily with Mo Qingwu and others?

Do you want to be happy and happy with your brothers?

This may be consistent with the ending of a legend. When a legend ends, doesn't the legend always live a peaceful and happy life?

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"No!" Chu Yang's eyes were as calm as ice: "That is not the future I want. How can my life be so simple!"

"Since that future is not what I want, then what do I want? What kind of future do I want?"

"What do I want? What should I do in the future?" Chu Yang thought over and over again, but he still couldn't get out of this step. It seemed that he had entered a certain chaotic logic and couldn't get out for a while.

Slowly, the questioning voice in my mind gradually formed a sound like a stormy sea due to the repetition over and over again. From childhood to adulthood, it was like thunder and thunder, deafening and enlightening!

Beads of sweat the size of soybeans gradually appeared on Chu Yang's forehead.

His lips were trembling and his face was pale. Because he couldn't figure out what path he wanted to take.

Demons are just a part of life, just a small part...

Determination is not everything!

Nor is it the so-called ultimate goal!

So what should be my ultimate goal?

What should it be?

Chu Yang was dazed for a long time, and suddenly a sharp pain hit him. He felt that his heart was twitching sharply without any warning. Maybe it was this moment, maybe it was the next moment. It might burst at any time. Chu Yang gasped for breath, and it seemed that Can't breathe anymore.

"I want..." Chu Yang's pupils were wide open, and he was already approaching the end of his life. Suddenly, a shadow appeared in his mind.

That shadow made his mind, which had fallen into chaos, suddenly become clear.

It was a young man in white clothes, with a face like a crown of jade and eyes like bright stars. His white clothes were fluttering in the wind, and there was an evil smile on his handsome face.

That is an evil smile that ignores the world, looks down upon the common people, and looks down upon the world!

He was just standing so simply, but it gave the impression that he was already above the sky, flying to the top of the sky!

Chu Yang suddenly shouted: "I want, I want to fight you, I must fight you!"

There is no "I want to fight with such people! I want to stand shoulder to shoulder with them, or even surpass them!"

Chu Yang looked up to the sky and roared: "My way! I found it! My way is that there is no ultimate goal! My way is that it is more powerful than infinite power; after exterminating the demon, I will continue to be powerful, there is no limit Stay strong! I will compete with the person who created the Nine Tribulations Sword, and I will win!"

"I want to advance to a deeper level!"

"No matter whether there is a road ahead or not, I will rush forward! There is no so-called peak in my life! The peak will only be at my feet!"

"There is no stopping! Never stopping! Stopping is no longer mine!"

boom!

The light spot in his body that was like a small sun suddenly burst apart; gold stars flashed in Chu Yang's eyes, and he fell down.

Between heaven and earth, there seemed to be only a faint sigh left. The sound was so low that it was almost inaudible, but it was so real.

Chu Yang concentrated his attention and listened attentively, but the faint voice had completely disappeared.

For a long time, it never appeared again.

Chu Yang was finally sure that the voice had really disappeared.

The feeling of relaxation came back all over my body, and the extreme pain and death-like feeling just now disappeared, as if it had never happened before.

Chu Yang stood up slowly, and then realized that in that short period of time, he had sweated profusely, as if he had collapsed. Not only his clothes, but also his feet were soaked. What a big piece.

The so-called relaxation is just an illusion after extreme pressure. There is a sense of powerlessness after exhaustion lingering all over the body. However, Chu Yang's heart was infinitely clear at this moment. He bit his lip and murmured: "I understand, I finally understand what I got rid of."

"I got rid of the so-called fate, and also got rid of... the fate of the Nine Tribulations Sword. The destiny of the Nine Tribulations Sword Master!"

"From now on, my life is only controlled by myself, and I no longer have to follow other people's arrangements!"

"From now on, I have no so-called destiny!"

"Although I'm still doing those things, it's because... I want to do it, I want to do it! It's definitely not a mission or destiny! Only I can control my heart!"

Chu Yang's eyes were shining, he raised his head in a daze, and said softly to the white-clothed figure who had appeared before: "I am very much looking forward to...the day when I will fight you!"

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All along, Chu Yang has given us a feeling of heavy pressure, as if he has been carrying a heavy burden forward. But as of this chapter...he finally breaks free.

Free from mission, free from fate. This finally lets everyone breathe a sigh of relief, right? (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to subscribe and reward on the website (). Your support is my biggest motivation.) [This text is provided by Qihang Update Team x-on:Wandoujia Bar]

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