Chapter 43: Worship for You!!!

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"Xiaoyue, go outside and calm down the patient's family."

"Okay, Director."

"Have you been comforted?"

"No, director, there are no family members of the patient outside the operating room."

"Have the patient's family members not been notified yet?"

"I should have been notified, but..."

"Okay, go and rush the blood bank, hurry up."

"good."

Many times, the rescue process is more like a marathon race, where the endurance of both parties is competed.

The human body is really a very fragile thing. No one knows it better than doctors. It seems that "people" have been given too many super-level meanings and symbols by various literary and artistic works.

How tender it is.

As a profession, the doctor not only needs praise from the outside world, but also sometimes needs to encourage and touch himself from time to time, otherwise it will be really difficult to sustain it.

You can't give up as long as the patient is still persisting. When all that needs to be done is done, what is often left is a kind of companionship similar to that between an athlete and a trainer.

It's a torture to each other.

If you can cross the finish line in the end, everyone will be happy;

But the fact is, here, most of the time when you start a race, you can’t see the end point.

After failing at the same thing too many times, you have to continue to participate in the next "failure" with high probability. If this is not torture, what is it?

Director Wang motioned to the nurse beside him to wipe his sweat. To be honest, his eyes were already a little dizzy.

This is not because of old age. There are two types of men in this world, one is a man who never accepts old age, and the other is a man who says he is old but only talks about it.

Especially for Director Wang, in response to the country's call, his wife has successfully become pregnant with a second child.

Although even Director Wang himself does not know what kind of force supports the patient's persistence, he at least has one principle in his heart;

As a doctor, you can choose to give up while working, but the prerequisite for giving up is that you must give up first before the patient himself and the patient's family members give up.

This principle may seem a little difficult to understand and cold, but it is already a valuable residual warmth.

The young man with a mask wearing a hospital gown came to the door of the operation and opened the door of the operating room.

The doctors and nurses inside were still continuing their work, as if no one saw his appearance.

The young man wearing a mask walked to the operating table.

Look at the busy scene around you.

Most of his expressions have always been hidden behind coverings such as masks and masks, but his eyes have always been Gujing Wubo.

This kind of peace is not the peace of people in small bridges and flowing water, but more like the indifference of the vast expanse of the earth.

"Actually, you don't have to hold on all the time."

The young man in the mask spoke.

Although, the person lying on the operating table was not able to respond at the moment.

But the indicators on the electrocardiogram and various instruments can be clearly seen, and he is still sparing no effort to "live" himself.

Even if

This kind of living,

Just bear the pain of mortals unilaterally.

"People's vision is always short-sighted, superficial and one-sided..."

“Just like in daily life, if the skin of hands and feet is scratched, it will recover after a while;

If you catch a cold, rest for a few days, take some medicine, and you will recover after a while;

People often anesthetize themselves because of this, feeling that everything can be restored.

this,

It’s human perception. "

"But this is false. There is no true restoration in this world."

The young man in the mask lowered his head and glanced at the injured person on the hospital bed.

When you become a mortal,

Your suffering, your perception,

He will be no different from ordinary people.

This subordinate looked like he was holding the barrier to prevent the out-of-control truck from sliding further when the car accident occurred.

He didn't dare to let go because his master didn't give the order to end the game.

He is buying time for his master, and for this he endures horrific torture and suffering;

Even if his master is just standing behind him,

Doing things that seem to have little meaning,

for example,

Look at the scenery and think about life.

"You said that you sensed something was wrong from the first day we started playing chess with him."

"Actually, I've already discovered it since you got off the bus that day to rescue them from the car accident."

"You said that a thousand years ago, I took you out of the Buddhist world for the first time and came to hell. When you saw him, he walked in front of you and you were afraid."

"Actually, I was scared that time too."

"You said that for thousands of years, there have been rumors in hell that he lost the inheritance left by his ancestors in the name of being a prodigal."

"Actually, I was confused for a time and thought, this seems to be the case."

The young man in the mask slowly closed his eyes,

around,

Beginning to ripple out the lightness

Peaceful Sanskrit sounds.

In the operating room, the medical staff who were working hard on the rescue felt inexplicably at peace in their hearts, as if their previous anxiety and fatigue had been swept away in an instant.

The soul is soothed and the mood is soothed;

“I came, I found him, and it seemed like, it was a cat and mouse game.

But in fact,

Who is the prey and who is the hunter,

It's really hard to say.

Is it my cat chasing the mouse or my dog ​​jumping over the wall? I think the latter may be more appropriate. "

“The car accident that day was his invitation, he meant to play a game;

I answered. "

"Just like a thousand years ago, when I said I wanted to discuss Buddhism with him, he readily agreed."

“Thousands of years ago, I dug a hole for him;

Thousands of years later, he dug a hole for me;

This cause and effect is finally settled.

The reason why this game continues until now is that I still have some hesitation;

Why is this game so simple?

Just like one month before the imperial examination, the examination questions were sent to me.

I am getting older. Although Ben said that I am not old enough to reach the level of 'immortal', I have to say that I am indeed getting older.

Back then, I dared to say that I would never become a Buddha until hell was empty;

now,

Thousands of years later,

I have personally polished off the so-called edges and corners.

Sometimes, looking back,

The edges that I have polished off for the sake of Buddha nature,

whether,

Are those edges and corners my true Buddha nature? "

“These days, I am hesitating, I am wandering, I am thinking;

When praying to the Buddha, you seek liberation, a destination, and peace, but in the final analysis, you seek an answer.

Standing in front of Buddha,

You can talk to Buddha,

Buddha can answer your questions and clear up your doubts;

This is Buddha.

However, the Buddha's answer did not come from the Buddha.

Ancient walls with green lanterns, futons for tables,

What you are asking about is Buddha,

And Buddha,

It's in your heart.

Buddha,

is a medium,

The answer you get from the Buddha is actually the answer your own heart gives you.

This is the Buddha in my heart,

Bow and worship the Buddha,

It is better to worship yourself.

then,

It was only after I realized this that I left the Buddhist world.

For them, because they need to be high up, the Buddha must be high up;

To me, the Buddha is a white paper, a white paper for people to step on. This is the Buddha, this is the real...height.

What is taller than a person is a house;

What is higher than the house is the hill;

What is higher than the hill is the mountain;

What is higher than the mountains are clouds;

What is higher than the clouds is the sky.

In this world, every mountain is higher than the next, and you can always find something higher than what you see in front of you;

However,

Those for you,

What's the point?

For myself,

The mountains, white clouds and sky are all things that are out of reach.

The real highest,

It's the top of your head. "

“This game is very exciting, but it eventually loses its obsession, and in the end, it will just be boring.

Maybe what he really wanted was to make me retreat from my doubts.

Maybe, he wanted me to make a desperate move amid worries.

I prayed to the Buddha, but the altar table was empty. I wanted to invite an immortal to come down and worship the Buddha, but that didn't satisfy me anymore. I wanted to see what a real immortal was like.

But he had been to that place earlier than me, begging and begging, and begging became a scapegoat for him.

I don't know him very well, otherwise I wouldn't have realized this thousand-year mystery until the sword edge was about to touch my neck.

He knows me very well, even better than I know myself. "

The young man wearing a mask stood up,

He walked slowly to the door of the operating room.

"I have hesitated for too long, and I have been confused for too long."

“Occasionally, in my free time, I dreamed of going back to ancient times;

The mighty men of ancient times laughed and cursed, causing the sky to collapse at every turn;

In this seeming reality and illusion,

I have approached them,

They asked me,

where it comes from;

I answered:

From bliss;

They asked me,

Why are you here;

I answered:

Come here to pray for Buddha.

They laughed,

They smiled and said,

When they were born, there was no Buddha in the world. "

"Beep……………………"

On the electrocardiogram, it became a cold straight line.

Director Wang bit his lip and raised his head. Is it relief, regret, or bitterness?

He didn't know clearly, but he just felt empty in his heart.

.

Everyone in the operating room fell silent at this time.

They were silently mourning the departure of a life, but they didn't know that for the patients on the operating table, this was a kind of relief, a new life, and a... return.

The door of the operating room,

The young man wearing a mask stretched out his hand,

opened the door;

door,

A young man in black robe stood bowed,

Smiling,

It seems that I have been waiting for a long time.

When the young man wearing a mask stepped out of the operating room,

The bandages on his body began to dissipate,

The scars on his body began to heal,

A simple cassock appeared on him,

A golden mask replaced the mask and continued to cover his face.

His voice was still calm, still clear, and still without the slightest hint of fireworks or waves:

“Since you said that when you were born, there was no Buddha in the world;

So, this poor monk comes here to worship Buddha for you. "

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