Chapter 1138 Confession of Half a Face

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study,

Wang Ke changed into formal clothes again, this was a must.

The white coats in normal hospitals may initially be for the pursuit of neatness and cleanliness. In fact, over time, a bond of dependence between doctors and patients is formed. When patients see doctors wearing white coats, they often feel To a kind of peace of mind.

Otherwise, when you go to see a doctor, you see the doctor treating you with a perm, ripped jeans, and earrings. Can you still trust him to treat you?

Psychiatrists need to pay more attention to these details. Their treatment of their clients often starts from the first meeting with the client.

He sat half-faced in the seat where Fu Jun had sat before, with his legs crossed and his hand playing with the pen Wang Ke had placed on his desk.

After Wang Ke sat down, he stretched out his hand to support his mirror frame and said:

"Let's get started. Can you tell us about the problems you've encountered recently?"

"I'm a little confused."

Haha, there are a lot of confused people recently...

"Can you tell me specifically, what aspect are you confused about?"

"I just don't know what I should do. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, what I should do at that time, I don't have any feeling here."

"Are you lonely?"

"I think I should have gotten used to being alone a long time ago."

"A lot of people feel that way, but in fact, it's just self-hypnosis they're giving themselves."

"Is it?"

“Most of the cases are like this, and this kind of situation occurs more among some prisoners.

Because it has always been confined to a small area, both the scope of activities in physical space and the scope of activities in external information have been greatly compressed;

This is a depressing feeling that is difficult for normal people to bear, but reason tells them that they cannot escape from this situation in a short period of time, so emotionally, they start to perform self-hypnosis.

This is actually a physical and mental self-protection measure for oneself. You must know that humans are actually the most adaptable species in the world. "

"Prisoner? Can you see that I have been imprisoned for a long time?"

half-face asked with interest.

"I have come into contact with many incarcerated prisoners and those who have been released from prison, and I got similar feedback about some of their characteristics in you."

"Are their situations the same as mine?"

"Prisoners often show a strong degree of maladaptiveness and their emotions often become extremely sensitive, while those who have completed their sentences have spent a long time finally forming a way to survive in prison. After having adopted the model and self-protection mechanism, and suddenly leaving that environment, it will naturally cause a great uncertainty in the social life, that is, the confusion you said. "

"oh."

"Have you seen "The Shawshank Redemption"? In it, after being released from prison, Old Boo chose to commit suicide in a small hotel. This is an extreme expression of being extremely unaccustomed to and repulsive to the outside world.

Of course, you don't have to worry about this issue. After all, Lao Bu has been in prison for fifty years. It can be said that life in prison has been considered most of his life.

He does not think that he has been living in prison. On the contrary, being released from prison is a real imprisonment for him. "

Wang Ke subconsciously looked for his pen, but found that in his hand with half his face, Wang Ke could only pick up a ballpoint pen on the table and asked:

"Excuse me, how long did your imprisonment last?"

"I can't remember exactly, maybe a thousand or two thousand years."

"..." Wang Ke.

"What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, it's quite long."

"It's not bad. As you said before, maybe when I get used to it, I won't feel how painful it was during that time."

Wang Ke took out a tissue and gently wiped the sweat on his forehead.

"Sorry, let me turn on the air conditioner. It's still too hot in summer."

Wang Ke got up and turned on the air conditioner, then walked out, poured two cups of tea in, and handed one cup to half of his face.

"So, you want to solve this confused state now, right?"

He shook his head with half face, "I really don't care if I'm confused or not, or in other words, I don't have anything to be nervous about how to live my life next."

"Um?"

"For thousands of years, I have been thinking about a question, that is, why do I exist."

"It's more of a philosophical question."

"No, some people think about this and make excuses, but I am different. I really feel it personally."

"I'm all ears."

"How were you born?" half-face asked Wang Ke.

"You were born of your parents, right, and your parents will always be with you..."

"I'm an orphan."

"Oh, to be polite, should I say sorry to you now?"

"Yes."

"You're welcome then."

"Thanks."

"most

People, in this life, only live by one line, but there are some special cases, such as me, I have two lines, and the latter is much heavier than the former.

As I slowly became stronger, I realized more and more that, in fact, my existence was just a puppet.

Do you understand this feeling? "

Wang Ke closed his eyes, thought for a while, and said:

"Split personality?"

He half-smiled and said, "You are indeed a good doctor."

Wang Ke smiled.

The two clients I received today are of extremely high status. Unfortunately, I cannot use them for publicity or promotion, otherwise I will be forced to see a psychiatrist.

"My existence is very much like a dog. The master is sleeping in the house, and I am crawling on the steps behind the door. If someone comes, I will roar a few times. At night, a thief comes in over the wall and wants to steal something. I have to step forward.

perhaps,

That's what it means. "

"Um."

“But I really hate that kind of life and that state of existence.

I really want to live for myself and live my true self. "

"you made it?"

"So it was a success. Not only did I leave that house, I also took away all the wealth that the sleeping owner had accumulated over thousands of years."

"Congratulations."

"Thanks."

What follows is a long silence.

Wang Ke took a sip of tea and felt that he could contact a few colleagues after dawn and chat with them.

Half face continued:

“But when I left that house and breathed in the fresh air, I felt a little dazed again.

I feel that although the outside world is very big, it is more like a bigger room and a bigger cage. "

"You haven't adapted to it yet. In fact, you only need to quietly be alone for a while, or communicate with more people, and try to integrate into a public life, and this mentality can be effectively alleviated."

"It's a pity that you weren't born yet."

"I'm very sorry."

"It doesn't matter."

"You continue."

"Next, I have to find something to do. I have been living in the shadow of that person, so I just want to prove myself.

I will go and name his enemies one by one, as well as those remaining things in heaven and earth. "

"Actually, you want to consolidate the value of your existence through this comparison, because you were originally dependent on him. Now, you can only reflect your sense of value by proving that you are stronger than him."

"It sounds quite convoluted, but that's probably what it's all about."

"Then what?"

"Then, I called a lot of names and killed a lot of old people. It was not like now, when there were only two or three kittens left in the immortal slaves. At that time, there were actually many hidden things. "

"..." Wang Ke.

"It's just that later on, I was too confident. To be precise, I never understood the word 'fear', as if I was born lacking this link.

We were surrounded by a plan. Although I killed many of them and the rest were seriously injured by me, I was still suppressed and sealed by them.

It’s like this…”

Holding a pen, he pointed half of his face at his own face and cut it out.

"Crack!"

The originally complete face was cut into two halves, and the lips divided into two halves continued to speak.

"..." Wang Ke.

"I don't have a name, but I know that salted fish has always called me Half Face. The reason is that I have existed in the sealed place for thousands of years with only half my face left."

"Isn't this painful?"

"It's okay to get used to it. It was during that time that I learned to talk to myself."

"Um."

"Actually, I have lived a good life, because that person later raised many dogs. I am the most dazzling one in the dog village in the past, because I have done something that makes them look up to me."

"Congratulations."

"Thanks."

"Actually, you have achieved self-realization, although it is a bit bumpy."

"I know what you mean. In that environment and under those conditions, I have lived my life. It's really not a loss, it's really not a loss.

I have always thought this way. I have always felt that my life is quite exciting and inspiring. It is quite enjoyable to reflect on it occasionally.

But until I came back from resurrection this time, I suddenly thought of a detail that I had never noticed before.

This detail made me fall into... deep confusion again. "

"What details?"

"Will your child run away from home?"

Wang Ke raised his head, looked at the ceiling above, and said:

"Occasionally."

"When she runs away from home, will she take away all your property?"

"How is this possible? The most she can do is take away her own pocket money."

Half of his face was grasping his own face with both hands,

There was a "click" sound,

He pinched the face he had just cut open and put it back together.

"..." Wang Ke.

Immediately afterwards,

Stand up with half a face,

Go to the desk,

I dropped the pen on the table,

road:

“Things, just like that;

That night,

When I want to run away from home,

Suddenly I saw,

The key to the warehouse,

was thrown in front of me. "

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