Chapter 611 Hypocritical

"It's nothing." He stuffed Ning Youguang's outstretched hand into the quilt again, "Are you dizzy now?"

"Not dizzy." Ning Youguang said.

"Are your eyes still uncomfortable?" Shi Mochizuki said, "I'm not feeling well, I'll go and close the curtains."

"It's okay." Ning Youguang looked at Shi Wangyue, "I just can't see things clearly because I'm not used to it, so I want to wear glasses."

"We'll talk about it after this day." Shi Mochizuki comforted her softly, "If you're not used to it, just close your eyes and rest."

"Oh." Teacher Ning had no choice but to do so.

"Do you want to continue to sleep for a while, or wash your face and brush your teeth?"

"Wash your face and brush your teeth."

"I'll get you a toothbrush and toothpaste."

While squeezing toothpaste and filling mouthwash for Ning Youguang in the bathroom.

Shi Wangyue inadvertently raised her head and saw her haggard face in the mirror, her complexion changed slightly.

Immediately she put down her toothbrush and cup, washed herself first, and then went back to the ward to rustle the luggage bag.

"What are you looking for?" Ning Youguang who was lying on the hospital bed asked curiously.

"Take the razor." Shi Mochizuki said, "Wait for me for a while."

"You brought all of these?" If Ming Chao was here at this time, he would understand his sister's surprise.

"Bring it." Shi Mochizuki said, "I know you're going to be hospitalized."

Didn't know it was going to stay for a week when just packing up.

He felt that what he had prepared was not enough.

Mochizuki, a perfectionist with obsessive-compulsive disorder, felt a little out of sorts.

He doesn't allow himself any loopholes in doing one thing.

He pursed his lips and asked uncomfortably, "Can you see me without glasses?"

"..." After Ning Youguang was slightly stunned, he quickly understood why he asked such a question.

"I can't see clearly." To prevent the child from feeling uncomfortable, she chose to tell a trivial lie, "What's wrong with your face?"

"No..." Shi Mochizuki turned around and continued to look for the razor, "I have grown a beard."

A little ugly, a little old.

can not stand.

After tidying up her face under the current conditions, Shi Mochizuki took care of Ning Youguang, brushed her teeth and washed her face.

After taking care of her washing, he asked, "What do you want to eat in the morning? I'm ordering takeaway now."

"Didn't Auntie say last night that she would come this morning? Maybe she will prepare food for us. You can call her and ask her first."

Shi Wangyue called Ming Jinxin in time, and after the two communicated concisely, Shi Wangyue put down the phone, "Auntie said she would be ready."

"Then let's wait and eat in peace." Ning Youguang said, "Would you like to sleep for a while, I'm not sleepy now."

"I'm going to take a shower." Shi Mochizuki said.

"..." A certain person's appearance is a bit burdensome.

When Mochizuki went to take a full bath again, no matter how hard he stayed up last night, he wouldn't be sleepy now.

"Let me see if the fever is gone?" Ning Youguang pulled him and patted his head, "I still have a little fever."

She said, "After breakfast, you can see a doctor."

"Okay." Shi Mochizuki also wanted to get well soon.

Then, the two of them chatted with each other——

"I was just dreaming."

"What did you dream about?"

"I dreamed about when we were going to school." Ning Youguang said, "In the dream, you were standing on the school playground, among the crowds, under the bright and golden autumn colors of Chinese parasol trees, and in my youth, Of course, I will always stand in my future."

She looked at Shi Mochizuki's sharp-edged face, which was tidied up but still haggard, wondering if it was because of his cross-examination last night.

It caused her to replay the time she spent in her life, like a movie, in her mind, rewinding back and forth several times in her subconscious dream.

In fact, she hasn't had a dream for a long time.

This time it was a dream.

She only dreamed of the hours when the two of them were together.

Also dreamed of an earlier time.

Just came back from rebirth, she woke up with a fever and saw the scene where her parents were arguing.

This life may be because she has matured since she was a child, she knows how to take better care of herself than everyone around her, and she often exercises, so she seldom gets sick.

Without being sick, she would have little opportunity to think about relying on others, to think about someone who can take care of herself.

There is no need to re-experience the various feelings that I experienced when I was sick, including physical and psychological.

She thought of her last life, she read a quiz about "Ten levels of loneliness, how many levels can you bear?" on the Internet.

At that time, she made a simple comparison, and found that according to the above-mentioned things corresponding to each level, from one to ten, she was alone. When she was a teenager, she had gastroenteritis for the first time, and the pain was so painful that she was worse than death. In her twenties, she had an atheroma on her leg, and she went to the hospital alone for examination and surgery; when she died in a car accident in her thirties, she was still alone.

One by one, she walked over alone.

It even feels good to be alone.

So much so that, in this life, she found that she was actually allergic to concern.

Especially when you are sick, as long as the family members have that kind of concerned expression and tone.

She felt uncomfortable all over.

Super uncomfortable, kind of like goosebumps.

It has been since childhood.

She searched for the root cause and wanted to know why she had such a psychological reaction, and she found out about her previous life.

She felt that this kind of mentality of hers might have been there all the time, but it was hidden more subtly, so she didn't discover it in time.

Because in her previous life, she didn't have many opportunities to experience the feeling of being cared by her family when she was sick.

Because of the different experiences in this life, there are more people who care about her and pay more attention to her, so she has the opportunity to perceive her own psychological reaction——

At this time, her nerves tense unconsciously, and her emotions become sensitive.

So, in this life, every time she gets sick, she doesn't want to tell her family.

When she encounters something she can cure, she prescribes medicine for herself, gives herself an injection, and then quietly waits for her recovery.

When you encounter something you can't cure yourself, you go to the hospital alone for an examination, get medicine, get an injection, and quickly cure the disease.

Because she felt that compared with suffering from illness, the feeling of being greeted by family members, all kinds of care, and trying to be taken care of made her feel even more tormented.

Obviously in this life, the family members have been very attentive when caring about her, but the cautious tone and expression still made it difficult for her to adapt quickly.

For example, in this car accident, Aunt Ming said she wanted to stay with her all night, but she was actually a little uncomfortable.

Of course, if Shi Mochizuki is willing, for the sake of his health, she is willing to accept Aunt Ming's care and let him have a good rest.

But she knew him too well, and knew that he would definitely not want to.

That being the case, it would be better to let Aunt Ming go back.

She analyzed herself and felt that this was hypocrisy.

If she is not hypocritical, why can she accept so many things, but she can't take care of her family?

If you are taken care of by Shi Mochizuki, you won't be able to, probably because you are used to it.

"Suddenly I was very emotional. We used to discuss the future and studies together, but we never imagined that it would become like this now." Ning Youguang's thoughts escaped from delusions and returned to the topic of reality.

"How did it become?" Shi Mochizuki asked curiously.

"What I said every day changed from 'what should we do next' to 'what do you want to eat in the morning'?" Ning Youguang said with a light smile.

The corner of Shi Mochizuki's mouth finally twitched, "How could you not think of it?"

He looked at Ning Youguang, his eyes were tired, but his eyes were shining, "I have always thought about it since a long time ago."

Under the quiet and cold morning light, his voice was gentle and distant, as if it came from a long time ago, it was the fundamental sound of primitive life energy that could crush the space and time of the universe.

Contains the power to wake up all things and purify everything.

——"Only you can't think of it."

In the last sentence added, Ning Youguang could hear a little bit of grievance from it.

"..."

...

The doctor on duty had just finished examining Ning Youguang, and it wasn't long after the IV was administered.

Ming Jinxin came over with the workers at home, "I delayed at home in the morning, it's late, you are hungry."

"No." Ning Youguang said, "We usually don't have breakfast that early."

It’s past 8 o’clock in the morning in winter, and my aunt can come here at this time, and she still cooks soup overnight, and wakes up early in the morning to make breakfast.

"Auntie didn't sleep much last night?"

"Sleep, the automatic pot is very convenient, but the taste is a little bit bad."

With the workers around, Ming Jinxin didn't need to do such trivial things as refilling food and getting bowls.

When Mochizuki took the soup from the workers, she wanted to feed it to Ning Youguang first.

She said in time, "Mochizuki, you eat first, and I'll feed you."

Then, she took another bowl of soup from the worker's hand.

Wait for the workers to arrange the breakfast brought over on the small dining table one by one.

She asked Shi Mochizuki again, "Do you have any clothes to change last night? Do you want Xiao Zhang to wash them for you here, or take them home to wash? I'll send them to you when they are dry?"

Ning Youguang didn't expect his aunt to be so careful that she would even bring someone over to help them wash their clothes, which was indeed very convenient.

In such a cold day, she didn't want Shi Mochizuki to go out to find a dry cleaner or wash clothes by hand when she had a fever, so she looked at Shi Mochizuki, "What do you think of Mochizuki?"

"Wash it here, sorry for the trouble." Shi Mochiyue looked at Xiao Zhang, a worker of the Ning family, "Sorry, there is no washing machine here."

"It's okay, Master Shi, I often hand-wash clothes for President Ming, Director Ning, and Young Master." Xiao Zhang stood aside and smiled.

Ming Jinxin is used to being particular, no matter whether it is employing people or handling affairs, she has always had her own set of standards.

Of course, as a boss, the standard is high, and the money is generous enough.

Therefore, no matter what the Ning family's workers do, they are not reluctant, and they will be very attentive.

Shi Mochizuki put down the bowl in his hand, went to the bathroom and kept the clothes in the bucket that could be handed over to the workers for washing, and the clothes that could not be handed over to her were separated and put into storage bags. 1314