Chapter 1950 I Dare Not Think About It and I Shouldn’t

Dancing is the most common way of communication in Western social interaction, especially the favorite way of communication between men and women.

Its advantage is that it can not only quickly shorten the physical distance between the two parties, but also naturally overcome some obstacles, or levels.

In the already somewhat ambiguous posture, where can the hands be placed, or where are you allowed to put them, whether it is a normal position or a casual position, can directly indicate the attitude of both parties towards this relationship, whether it is a normal social interaction, or more than friends but less than lovers, or repeating the slogan of the well-known sports brand to you, "just\do\it".

Feng Yiping knew very well what would happen next after this, and he wanted to refuse, but with his eloquent ability, it was difficult for him to say such words in this situation.

He quickly wiped his mouth, adjusted his clothes, and bowed, "Beautiful lady, can I ask you to dance?"

As I said, since this matter must be done anyway, then naturally, the man should take the initiative.

Mayer smiled and nodded, and stretched out his hand to Feng Yiping. It was not easy. Although he was forced to take the initiative, it was still an initiative after all.

The two danced a few steps beside the table to the music, and Mayer's hand was hung on Feng Yiping's neck. He just looked at him without saying a word.

Feng Yiping tried his best to put his hand on her waist properly, looked at her for a moment, and asked with a smile, "What's wrong? Is there something wrong with my face?"

Mayer did not smile as he imagined, "In my previous career, there has never been such a time that I would look forward to such a moment with a person of the opposite sex, and I have been looking forward to it for a long time."

This is really not self-promotion. With Mayer's conditions, it should be the opposite sex, not her, who should look forward to such a moment.

"What I can't imagine is that I am so satisfied at this moment, even to the point of doubting whether this moment is real,"

"Is it because I have been waiting for too long and this moment has come too late, or have I met the person who makes me want to become stupid?"

"I don't want to think about it, I just want to cherish and own this moment," she tiptoed, her red lips getting closer and closer to Feng Yiping.

Feng Yiping felt that if he didn't do something decisively at this time, then the furniture they would sit on next would most likely not be chairs, and what they would enjoy would definitely not be food.

He tilted his head and bent over, then picked up Mayer, and Mayer's eyes immediately showed an incredible surprise, but the next moment, he was a little depressed, this was not the direction of the bedroom.

Feng Yiping held her and came to the sofa by the window, and then he found that it didn't seem to make any difference, Mayer didn't think about getting off him-yes, she sat on him.

And because she was hugging his neck, soon, their lips inevitably touched each other.

Mayer's kiss obviously reflected her long-term expectation. As a man, Feng Yiping enjoyed it both sensually and mentally, but he didn't know how long he could stay awake or rational in such a situation.

He struggled to push Mayer away, panting and saying, "Mayer, wait, wait, I have something to say to you,"

"I know what you want to say, no, this is not the time to say those words," said Mayer, blushing and blurry-eyed, and she reached out to touch Feng Yiping's belt.

You can defend the top, but also the bottom?

So, many times, attacking the enemy by surprise seems to be our instinct.

Feng Yiping hurriedly pressed her hand, "Listen to me first, okay,"

"I don't want to hear those unoriginal words," Mayer suddenly regretted some of her arrangements tonight. Why wear formal clothes? At home, wearing loose home clothes, isn't it good?

This damn belt, this damn Armani!

Feng Yiping took a breath, gritted his teeth, turned over, pressed Mayer to the sofa, and held her hands with both hands, "Listen to me first, okay?"

But he soon found that this posture was even more awkward. Mayer, who had practiced ballet since childhood, was really very flexible.

She controlled every part of her body much better than Feng Yiping, who only focused on not letting his abdominal muscles grow into one piece.

In such an environment, to be honest, facing Mayer who did not give up, Feng Yiping was always worried that he might fall in the next moment.

Oh, what fall, do you really think of yourself as a little princess?

He was worried that he might really become active in the next moment.

Just when he was about to lose control of his body, he finally found a relatively safest posture: he held Mayer's hand and hugged her tightly while sitting on the sofa.

Of course, the offensive and defensive battle continued. He kept shrinking back, and Mayer kept sitting back - at this time, don't dream of getting out of physical contact, it's good enough to be like this.

"Let me go, why are you doing this, have you forgotten your promise? Don't you know your condition?"

"Mayer, listen to me," Feng Yiping was really tired, or suppressed, and he was panting when he spoke.

"You must understand that you are the dream of many men, and I am no exception. There is no doubt that you are the kind of woman who makes many people dream about you when you are 17 or 18 years old. When you are in your twenties, many people must want to marry you into their families."

"The compliment is quite innovative. This is a reward," Mayer turned back and kissed Feng Yiping on the face with some effort, "But what?"

"No buts, I am really honored to be favored by you,"

Mayer still repeated the previous sentence, "But what?"

Feng Yiping smiled silently. Yes, buts must be said after all. "I think you should also understand that the cultural differences between us have led to differences in our understanding of some things,"

"Please, I don't think that your cultural tradition is to suppress your nature," she sat back again, and Feng Yiping hurriedly stepped back a little.

"It's not like I haven't been to China, and it's not like I haven't come into contact with Chinese people other than you, so I understand very well that at least the difference you think does not actually exist,"

What she said is also the truth.

With the progress of reform and opening up, our ancient and traditional country has really been influenced by the West in many aspects. The difference that Mayer denied, which he insisted on, does not really exist on average.

In this regard, objectively speaking, we have even overtaken on the straight road, and we are really no worse than the United States, which advocates openness and freedom.

Including Feng Yiping now, let alone judging by the traditional experience in China, even judging by the American concept, how can he be a good man?

Moreover, the development in this aspect also has our characteristics. In this regard, the United States, which advocates gender equality, can be relatively pure.

But in China, where the voice of gender equality is getting louder and louder, most women, psychologically or subconsciously, still feel that they are the disadvantaged group and the party that suffers, so many will seek compensation, so it is mostly difficult to be pure.

If Feng Yiping has to be vigilant in front of the beautiful women who take the initiative to throw themselves into his arms in China and worry about their motives, but in the United States, this concern can indeed be less, and it does not exist at all for Mayer.

If you propose to compensate her with money and property, it will really be an insult to her.

"Or, Feng, answer me a question honestly," Mayer turned back again, "Let me go, I want to look you in the eye and ask you,"

"You don't have to look me in the eye," Feng Yiping let go of her and helped her lift her dress up, "Yes, of course I have feelings for you, of course I like you, and of course I don't want to reject you,"

"I believe you can also clearly feel that tonight, I really used up all my perseverance,"

Feng Yiping leaned on the sofa with some exhaustion, reached out to loosen his tie, and panted loudly.

"Wait," Mayer ran over to get two glasses of water.

"Thank you,"

Now both of them really need to replenish water and drink a sip of water to calm themselves down.

"So, what I don't understand is why you do this?" Mayer quickly put the cup aside, "Why do you reject me?"

"Feng, what else do you want me to do?"

Looking at the strong woman in front of him, with tears in her eyes, Feng Yiping quickly took out his pocket handkerchief, "No, it's all because of me,"

"You know very well that you are a girl that people can't refuse, and I can't resist it. The reason why I do this is really because I have my own difficulties," Feng Yiping said with a wry smile.

"You know my situation best, which is a bit of a headache, but what's more headache is that it's not that I'm arrogant. Of course, I think you are not unfamiliar with such a situation. I know very well that there are some girls around me who are always thinking about me silently and waiting for me silently,"

"For example, your CEO, that Jin," Mayer asked.

"Yes," Feng Yiping nodded, "She is also someone I cannot let down, and that is why I never know how to deal with the relationship with her."

Feng Yiping wants Jin Ling to be happy, but if Jin Ling is with him, she will definitely not get happiness in the traditional sense, because of her family background, this may also cause her to break up with her family.

"I know I've never been a good man, but at the same time, I'm trying my best not to make myself worse,"

"While I'm not a good man, I'm also a very traditional man. I will be responsible for the women I accept - you see, this is the difference between our cultures. I know you don't need me to be responsible, but I have to be responsible for you,"

"The main reason is that you want me to be responsible for you from now on, and not to be cold to other men, right," Mayer said with a sneer, "I think you are not traditional,"

Feng Yiping lowered his head, "Yes, I know I'm selfish. I can't be consistent with you, but I ask you to do this to me, but I think I can't change this, so I want to make these words clear first,"

"This is one aspect, and the other reason is that I'm really worried that after accepting you, I'm worried that I can't control myself and won't refuse other people,"

Sometimes, facing this personal problem that makes him feel a little headache, Feng Yiping has thought that no matter what, he should cook the rice first.

But the most likely result of doing so is that it will be completely impossible to end.

After all, he can't loudly proclaim that he is a non-marriageist while constantly changing girlfriends. He knows that he is not a good man in the traditional and general sense, but he is not shameless enough to do that.

This is not because he is set up by his own personality, but because he really can't get over this level.

"Then why are you worried that you will not be able to control yourself after accepting me, instead of Ma Ling, or the girl you have only held hands with so far, but you have always liked her, and she obviously likes you too?"

"It is precisely because I didn't handle it well that I have become in the current situation."

At the beginning, he was naturally waiting for Zhang Yan, but later, he failed to successfully reject Huang Jingping, and later, because of his unprofessionalism, he and Ma Ling could no longer be separated...

"I don't want to make more people feel pain, I just want more people to feel happy, especially girls like you who absolutely deserve happiness,"

"I know what kind of happiness I want," Mayer touched his forehead, "I will try to think about why you said these words, but this is another matter,"

"The most urgent thing tonight is to fulfill your promise to me first. As for other issues, we will have plenty of time and wisdom to consider them in the future, right?"

Feng Yiping was stunned "..."