Chapter 1242 Make up Your Mind for Them

For Zhou Yi, the existence of Smith Zhou was like a shit-stirring stick, messing up his otherwise good mood.

At such a time, it was really difficult for him to maintain his previous mood. However, when facing his little baby, he had to force himself to smile.

Because he didn't want this little guy who had just been born to learn the taste of distress so early. Even if this is impossible, he also hopes that he can face her with a smile all the time.

Be happy and laugh. This is what Zhou Yi wants to give to each of his children. Although he can't guarantee that they will spend their whole lives like this, he hopes that he can guarantee everything for them in their childhood.

This is probably the idea that every pair of parents in the world will have. In contrast, although he said that he has many conditions that other fathers do not have, but relatively, he also has more troubles. There is a saying that the little spider often talks about, that with great power comes great responsibility. Putting this sentence in his place, it probably means that the greater the power, the greater the trouble.

There are already many troubles on him, from this world and from this family. Everything piled up, so that he himself was not sure, whether he could guarantee that the childhood of these children would be what he imagined. Escape, this is not a way. Because there will always be some troubles coming to you. And turning a blind eye is not a reasonable solution. Because no matter how much you pretend to be blind, it is impossible to solve the problems in front of you. They just pile up until the moment you feel overwhelmed.

All along, Zhou Yi has been acting as a bystander to the world. Everything he has experienced in the past has disappointed him. For this world, he has already lost the mood he had at the beginning. At that time, he was far more innocent than now, because at that time he only wanted to change the world. And he did, the world did change because of him, and at the same time, he was also changed by the world.

Ideals have become reality, and passion has become sadness. From a glorious god to a hermit who doesn't care about world affairs today, this is the proof of the world's change for him. From his point of view, if the world is connected by silk threads, then he has changed from a moth desperately pounced on at the beginning to a detached person who broke free. It's just that he is detached, but the people around him are not.

Whether it is his mother, or his lover, children or even friends, they are still struggling in this threaded world. And this actually means that he has not completely broken free at all, and through the connection between him and these people, the world itself is actually connected with him.

He will go back sooner or later. In the past, he was not willing to admit this, but after these things happened today, he had to admit it, unless he could cut off all the fetters on himself. But cutting off the fetters on the body, how could such a thing be possible.

After thinking about this point clearly, Zhou Yi has already made a certain determination in his heart. And this determination also prompted him to start taking action on his own. But before acting, he still has things to do. For example, convincing the people around me is more important than anything else.

After all, it takes time and process to change the environment around us and even change the world. If he failed to convince Ada and the others, then when he started to act, their resentment and blocking behavior would become the biggest obstacle. He doesn't want to cause problems in his family because of certain things, so he must get their support and understanding.

This is no simple matter. Because both Ada and Jean are extremely autonomous and independent women. It is simply impossible to attract their blind obedience with a single word. He even said that once he spoke out what was in his heart, nine out of ten would attract their resentment and rejection.

Zhou Yi is sure of this. But since such a determination has been made, then this step is inevitable. And this step is also time to step out.

It was getting late and the guests had dispersed. After watching his dejected mother fall asleep, Zhou Yi had already called Ada and the others together, intending to confess everything in his heart to them. And just when he was about to speak, Ada said to him suspiciously.

"What do you want to say, do you mean that you intend to violate the agreement between us?"

Such blunt words coupled with the sharp way of speaking immediately made Zhou Yi's stomach choke in his throat. Indeed, half a day ago, he swore to make a promise, but now he has to backtrack, which is really unreasonable. However, remembering the determination he had made before, Zhou Yi still took a deep breath, and then opened his mouth to Ada and the others.

"Sorry, although I promised, but I'm afraid some things have to change."

"So Ada guessed right. Do you really want to violate the agreement with us and start your dangerous career again? Have you considered our family when you do this? Zhou Yi, you are already several The father of the child, does it mean that you didn't consider them before you made such a determination?"

Hearing Zhou Yi's words, the pregnant Qin couldn't help frowning.

Like Ada, she is a staunch opponent. And because of her big belly, her opinion has also become precious. It can be said that at this time Qin alone weighed more than several Zhou Yi, and when she clearly expressed her objection, even Zhou Yi who had made up her mind felt heavy pressure.

However, he withstood the pressure, and under the threatening eyes of Ada and Qin, he explained to them in such a deep voice.

"Of course I have considered the children, not only the children, I have also considered you, mother and Xia Ruisi. It is precisely because I have considered so much that I have made such a decision. Please believe me, this It was a last resort. If there were better options, I would not do it."

"It's ridiculous. What do you mean if there is a better choice? In my opinion, maintaining our current life is a better choice. Zhouyi, I think you are unwilling to be lonely. Or are you tired of us being with you? The life around me wants to start a new life. If this is the case, we can leave. Just like I warned you before, I will take them and disappear from your eyes."

Ada spoke angry words, but Zhou Yi didn't doubt her ability to act at all. She said so, maybe it is really possible to do so. And if she really did that, then Zhou Yi would really go crazy. So, he immediately raised his hand and begged for mercy.

"Calm down, Ada, how could I have such a meaning. Is this an unfounded idea? Listen to my explanation, please? I really have my own difficulties and considerations."

"Difficulties? Well, I want to see how you can explain it."

Ada was not completely unreasonable. At this time, she more or less gave Zhou Yi a chance to explain. And Zhou Yi also seized this opportunity in time and said this to them.

"Banner found me today and told me about recent events in this world. He told me that a country with a huge population was on the brink of destruction because of the conspiracy of Hydra, and because of the radiation effects of nuclear bombs, people living there The billions of people who are alive may die at any time. In order to save those billions of people, he hopes that I can help them, even if it can only save a part, he told me so. He even said that for this purpose, he did something that surprised me. That is, he knelt down in front of me and begged me."

"So you're overflowing with sympathy?"

Maintaining an absolute coldness, Ada said to Zhou Yi with a sneer.

"The life and death of those people has nothing to do with us. Don't forget, you have saved them once, but how did they treat you? Why, do you want to make this mistake again?"

"I know that what happened at the beginning made you very dissatisfied, Ada. I also admit that his actions did make me feel a little sympathetic. However, this has nothing to do with sympathy. If it is only because of sympathy, I may not Make such a determination. The reason why I do this is more because of our children, and you.”

Zhou Yi, who had guessed Ada's reaction, responded with a wry smile, and then he came up with an explanation that he had been brewing for a long time.

"Banner said this to me before he left. He hoped that I could take the gratitude of those people as a blessing to my little baby. Although these words were not enough to completely change my mind, he did. It made me think of some issues that have been ignored in the past. That is, children will grow up after all. And if we continue to turn a blind eye to the changes in the world, what will happen to them when they grow up? world?"

"A piece of scorched earth, a piece of ruins, displaced people, human beings struggling in pain and despair. This is not the world I want them to see, and this is not the future I hope to give them. Could it be that when they grow up , find that the world has become what I described, and then turn around and ask me why the world has become like this, why it has become different from what I described in the story, and then I will tell them, Is it because I'm blind to the suffering that's happening in this world?"

"No, I don't want to do it. Because I don't want my kids to resent me and look at their dad with a look of disappointment. So, I have to do something. For them and for us Myself. Ada, can you understand my mood now?"