Chapter 3160: 1 Thought of Life and Death, 1 Thought of Calamity

Rigorous, self-disciplined, graceful.

It is often the first impression others have of Shiqing Ci.

Day after day, year after year, the boring and uninteresting life, under the extreme solemnity and self-discipline, has never deviates.

until that day.

It should have been an ordinary first aid, but the mood was completely calm and indifferent, with no worries, no anxiety, and nothing.

And the pair of eyes that were caught off guard broke the calm of all this.

before that,

Shi Qingci never knew that a person's eyes can capture the soul to such an extent that they are brilliant, but too cold.

That was the first encounter.

Breaking the silence that has remained silent for several years, a moment of heart palpitations.

He put his hand on the girl's heart without looking, and could feel the heartbeat under his fingertips.

at that moment,

It seemed to overlap with the sound of his heartbeat, which suddenly lost its frequency.

He wants her.

This is Shi Qingci's first thought in the face of dyeing white.

He has always been the most clear about what he wants and what his purpose is.

For twenty years,

This is the first time that Shi Qingci has the emotion of breaking all the barriers of indifference in his heart.

He wants her.

Must be her.

From that first encounter, that first look at each other.

Love has been planned for a long time.

Approaching step by step, just right.

The original plan of taking a step-by-step plan was no match for the cold and possessive desire in his heart.

Sven, noble and personable.

It is often the impression that outsiders have of him.

But only when the clear words are clear.

Not at all.

That's just a perfect camouflage.

World weariness, indifference, darkness and indifference coexist.

When I was young,

Shi Qingci had raised a cat, and kept it meticulously for two years, never touching it to anyone.

In fact, I don't like it very much, but I just get used to doing it and doing it best.

only later,

The cat ran away,

Followed by a little boy who seemed happy.

after that,

That cat is dead.

Don't think about it,

It was he who dismembered.

Extraordinary and even morbid possessiveness.

Shi Qing Ci can calmly and rationally realize the problems in himself, which is completely different from people in this world.

And such possessiveness,

After a long time in the dust, because of the disproportionate heartbeat frequency, because of all the emotions that I like, it is completely poured into one person.

He wants to get her.

She is his.

If it weren't for the capsize of the cruise ship, Ranbai owed Jiang Yuyan his life.

Maybe Shi Qing Ci will really do something.

His nature is cold and indifferent, he doesn't care about morality, and he is not bound by this worldly concept. He has no concept at all, only his own set of ways of doing things.

And now the only thing that cares,

Only white.

The tsunami surging silently in the heart is wrapped in a dangerous dark side, ruthless and cold-blooded.

Make him do something in advance that has been planned for a long time since the first meeting.

Lock people in.

It belongs to him completely.

Her world can only be him.

Extreme and sick thinking, uncontrollable possessiveness.

Before that, Shi Qingci had made all preparations, including perfectly erasing all traces of the girl's existence in this world.

Thousands of times, planning for a long time.

I have been thinking about it for a long time,

But in the end, it was the girl's eyes and words.

Broken down.

He never thought to hurt her.

He just wants to get her.

In this world,

He won't hurt anyone and he won't hurt her.

How could she doubt that...

How could this be.

For chronological words,

Dianbai was completely different from the cat he had raised.

Even if he gets angry and angry again, and the dark side of his heart is overturned, he will not be willing to touch the white one.

Even if you want to dye white,

He can directly give her life.

Morbid feelings.

Probably no one will accept it.

So she really didn't accept it.

At the moment when I saw the girl's thin figure in a coma, the whole world seemed to fall apart and shatter before my eyes.

Terrible.

Shi Qingci's only panic and heartbeat in his life were all dyed white.

He finally chose to admit defeat.

He backed down.

He bowed his head.

He gave in.

Just because of the whitening.

That's all.

He is the girl's attending doctor. No one will know better than Shi Qingci what is the condition of the girl's body, except to dye herself white.

Even with day-to-day treatment, the disease cannot be resisted.

one year.

Only one year.

The source of the heart can't be found,

will die.

real.

Shi Qing Ci has never been so chaotic, lost all calm and grace, and the usual graceful calm and self-sufficiency shattered in an instant.

What should I do.

How can half.

that period of time,

Darkness.

Shi Qingci has exhausted all resources and contacts, and even unscrupulously contacted people who are on the gray edge.

Do everything possible, but only for one person's life.

But to no avail.

not found.

How can I not find it.

The year is getting closer and closer, and the girl's body is exhausted day by day, until it is impossible to leave the hospital, and she can only rely on treatment to maintain her life.

No one would know the mood of Qing Ci every time he saw this scene.

He even turned off all the work in the hospital, devoted all his time to dyeing white, and sometimes guarded the girl without sleep for several days.

No one knew how scared he was.

That was better than his life.

No one knows how much Shi Qingci hates.

hate himself,

Powerless.

hate himself,

Why not panda blood.

If he was, all this would be easy.

What a crazy mood.

Nobody knows.

Countless days and nights, the night starry sky, that round of the light first quarter moon has gradually drifted away, and the clear and dignified character smolders the quiet and blurred night.

Cross the crane shadow in the cold pond, and bury the flower soul in the cold moon. When this bleak and sad poem flashed in my mind, a kind of sadness that hurts to my bones hits.

his girl,

The season of apricot blossoms and spring rain will never be buried in the cruel and broken life and death for the first time.

In the end, Shi Qingci used unscrupulous means to use the most unavoidable but also the only way.

He knew that Jiang Yuyan was panda blood a long time ago, as early as in that operation.

But this is the hole card.

When it is not necessary, the clear words will not be used.

It has nothing to do with any moral bottom line, just because he knows that dyeing white cannot accept it.

But now...

There is no way out.

There is no time.

Only Jiang Yuyan.

Only Jiang Yuyan can save Ranbai.

So he calmly and meticulously calculated the conversation in the office. Every word, every minute and every second, was calculated through countless institutions.

He knew that Jiang Yuyan liked to dye white.

He knew what choice Jiang Yuyan would make.

Very despicable and extreme means.

He never denied it.

No matter how many times he was given a choice, he would still choose to do so.

He doesn't care about anything, he will do whatever he can, whether he is despicable or despicable, as long as he lives in white.

Give him a good life.

Ranbai can't afford it, it doesn't matter, he will take it.

Everything is solved by him, the girl just needs to live in the water and be clean.

After making this decision, Shi Qingci never planned to tell Ranbai.