The Third Thousand One Hundred and Fifty-Four Chapters Spring Apricot Blossoms Blowing All over the Head, the Youth on the Street Is Full of Romance [Fan Seven]

When the side eyes are dyed white,

The line of sight happened to hit such a scene.

Shi Qingci paused, put down all the things in his hands, and put the medical record on the table. His expression was a little lethargic, but he was restrained in a moment. install.

"You do not have to worry about."

"This time it was a sudden situation, it may be a heart problem, and there was a rejection reaction, and a specific examination should be done to confirm whether there are other problems."

Shi Qingci asked: "Your body has been stable for the past year, and your condition has recovered very well. This time is really surprising. Or, what kind of serious stimulation did you receive?"

The girl's face was as pale as snow, very sickly white, and even her lips were pale.

Only those eyes were very deep, dark and bottomless.

"Shiqing words."

She opened her mouth, her voice too hoarse.

"Where did my heart come from?"

This is the first time that Ranbai has mentioned this matter in a year, and it is also the first time to ask, but it is not the last time.

When she asked this,

The tone is very light and quiet, and there is not too much ups and downs, but it gives people a feeling that the storm is about to come.

she is,

Put everything in the bottom of my heart, piled up into wounds, always alone, lonely and lonely.

Shi Qingci did not think about it,

Ranbai would ask him such questions.

Even shortly after the initial operation, when Ranbai woke up, he was ready to answer this question.

Even beforehand, he had carefully thought through countless excuses, and practiced silently many times in his heart to ensure that there were no mistakes, and that the girl would not notice any problems.

But Yanbai never asked.

Haven't spoken a word in a year.

until this day,

Just when Shi Qingci thought that Ranbai would never take the initiative to ask this question in his entire life, it was in such an unpredictable and unexpected situation.

Heard such a question that should have appeared a year ago.

As a result, all the thoughts and actions of Shi Qingci stopped there, completely blank and overwhelmed, and fell into a long silence.

Dye Bai opened his mouth again.

The question is light, but unforgettable.

Every word is an injury, as if from the bottom of my heart after a silent collapse, the blade was dripping with blood.

A sentence that took all the energy of my life to say.

"Or another way of asking..." She said, "Is this heart Jiang Yuyan's?"

One simple sentence.

Ruined a world, and ruined a few people?

When such a question finally landed in my ears after a year, Shi Qingci had an unexpected feeling that the dust had settled.

From the very beginning of the stormy and snowy night, there was no turning back, and the beginning of doom and gloom. At that time, when I saw the boy was covered in blood, and when he performed an overnight heart transplant operation on two people, Shi Qingci became vaguely aware of it. To today's end.

won't hold back for too long.

All the lies that have been made up seem to tend to be peaceful and calm and everything is developing in a positive direction. At a certain moment, it will be torn to shreds by its cruel hands, buried in the deepest, hidden in the The most bloody and cruel truth under the safe and happy appearance was thoroughly exposed in the air.

It seems that there is a highly poisonous vine man, and it spreads infinitely.

And now,

look,

The day finally came.

how to face it,

And it should be calculated for the rest of his life.

at that moment,

Completely fell into the abyss of never temperature, without seeing the sun.

The deep coldness spread to the internal organs, limbs and bones, occupying the heart, Shi Qingci felt that the whole body was cold, it seemed to be frozen in the ice, could not breathe, could not struggle, and could only greet him silently. Dead, waiting for the verdict.

His eyes were broken, his eyes were slightly red, staring at the dyed white, always calm and polite, and the graceful gentleman's demeanor completely disintegrated at this moment, he smiled.

"If I said no... would you believe it?"

Will you believe it.

would you believe...

my girl,

Please,

Don't be so cruel to tear apart all the dark and all the truth and expose it, there will be no room for manoeuvre.

at the same time,

Ranbai also smiled, stricken to the depths, surrounded by dreams and truth, and died in the darkness before dawn.

"I do not believe."

gently three words,

everything was pronounced,

Finally ushered in the bloody reality.

Over the past year, I have been careful, walking on thin ice all the time, and the illusion that I have personally maintained and shaped has finally become empty.

But a mirage, a mirror.

And now,

The whole world fell apart before our eyes.

And you,

No longer defeated.

Whether it is Jiang Yuyan, Shiqing Ci, or Dyeing Bai, he will eventually pay an unimaginable price for such truth and facts.

The fates of the three of them are tightly bound together, and the entanglement is fate, and fate comes and goes, and it is sin.

no matter who,

You can't run away, you can't run away.

After all, they did not usher in the dawn of dawn and died in the dark.

…

It turned out that the whole world was hiding it from her, and everyone was compiling a dream for her to have a safe, smooth, happy and carefree life for the rest of her life.

But no one asked her,

what is her choice,

Whether you want it or not.

hunch about the truth,

Maybe at the very beginning, at the moment of restlessness and resistance lying on the operating table; the first second when I opened my eyes after the operation; the first time I felt the vitality of the beating heart; When there was no news of Yu Yan, when he disappeared; on that parting letter on the New Year's snowy night.

Everything has planted a tiny, imperceptible seed, lingering in the deepest part of my heart, taking root and sprout without knowing it, and gradually growing.

until that day,

Completely unable to suppress restraint, it burst out completely.

-Shh, don't talk, just listen.

——When you have a day, what you have is the warm years spent in the day; embrace the dawn and sunrise of the morning after waking up every night; face the bustling and hustle and bustle of this world every time, like a dream Like an illusion; everything is so real, and the real is a whole world that belongs to you.

——But at the moment when the truth was uncovered by your own hands, you finally found out that the peace and joy you originally thought, and the success of everything, were all illusions.

——What you have, what you never have, should not belong to you, everything is fake, the dream is broken, you wake up, and finally become a mourning.

- How would you choose?

Maybe,

This is fate.

No one can escape its gifts and disasters.

…

Like it.

That's something I've never thought of, how absurd.

Dyeing this life white has never been expected.

And by the time she realized it, it was too late.