Chapter 2506: Punishing the World: Sick Dreamer (90)

Those sudden stomach twitches, nausea, nausea, no appetite to eat at all, and even spit out what was eaten in the morning.

Cough, hot and cold, lethargy, anorexia, colic...

One by one, the same, seems to be the last warning issued by the time bomb buried deep in my heart, and finally,

With a bang, it exploded and shattered.

"Do you want to eat something?" Ranbai looked at him without looking away, "An Er just made a bowl of porridge, very light and not greasy, do you want to drink it?"

In fact, Si Jin has no appetite at all. No matter what it is, when he sees it, his stomach will roll with disgust, but he knows that it will not go on like this, and he doesn't want to worry about Ranbai, so he keeps his spirits high and turns the arc away. The pale and beautiful chin rested on the girl's shoulders and said with a smile, "Okay."

Ranbai's eyes seemed to light up, and he said to the little robot outside the door: "An'er, come here."

After receiving the order, An Er walked in with a bowl of porridge. A long time ago, Si Jin had already entered another order for An Er, that is, in the future... Ranbai is its other owner. There is no need to refute the order, and...be sure to take good care of the girl, definitely.

The robot has no emotions and no heart. After all, it was designed by Si Jin with metal machinery, but An Er is inexplicably depressed now. It feels that it may be a little sad, but it does not know what it is really sad about.

In terms of human life, old age, sickness and death, Mr. Si's current situation is similar to those of those who are about to die.

But An Er couldn't figure it out at all,

Mr. Ming Si is still so young, younger than many people, and he is still in the prime of his youth. When he was arrogant and frivolous at the time, why did it become like this?

An Er used all his IQ to think, thinking about it, but couldn't come up with an answer.

subconsciously,

It dare not think.

also dare not accept.

Ranbai stretched out his hand to take the bowl of porridge on the tray that Aner was carrying,

There is also a fiery red rose on the white porcelain bowl, which is very beautiful, and the clean and light porridge is placed in it. The air is filled with a light and refreshing porridge smell, which makes people feel Appetite widened.

"I'll just come." Ranbai held the porridge with one hand, and Yingbai's fingertips still held the spoon, slowly stirring the porridge, and calmly said to An Er, "Go out."

"Okay." An Er also knew that Mr. Si seemed to only need Dianbai's company at the moment, so after looking at Si Jin, he withdrew.

Half of Si Jin's body was leaning on Dye Bai's body, his head was so crooked on the girl's shoulders, his black hair was messily scattered on his forehead, his delicate eyebrows were lowered, and his long eyelashes fell down to cover his eyes. , looking drowsy, under the high bridge of the nose,

The slender and soft lips are pale and thin, and the collar obscures the chin, revealing a half-cut and beautiful arc.

His face was still as handsome as he was, and he was wrapped in a semi-clear, translucent, cold-white complexion, and the fragile dark-blue blood vessels could almost be seen.

Just like this, even though he was in a long illness, he was still handsome and attractive. He was born with a beautiful bone, but his fragile breath added a third of his beauty, like a rare myth in the world.

Ranbai tilted her eyes and glanced at Si Jin. She looked sickly, as if she could poke the softest spot at the bottom of the center. She was still holding porridge in her hand, and she said softly, "A Jin?"

Si Jin hummed in a low voice, facing the dye white, with a half-curved smile on his lips: "I'm here."

As he said before: "——Abai, as long as you call me, I will always be there."

Ranbai blinked, she turned her eyes slightly, then lowered her eyes, blew the white porridge on the spoon, and then took a sigh of relief, um, neither hot nor cold, the temperature was just right.

Probably because of the heat rising from the rice porridge, his eyes were filled with a layer of light mist, and his vision was a little blurry.

"It's not hot." Ranbai tasted it, then pursed the corners of his lips at Si Jin, showing a slight smile, "Drink a little."

Holding the spoon in her fair and beautiful hand, she gently brought it to the boy's lips.

Si Jin paused, suppressed the nausea in the bottom of his heart, then slowly drank the spoonful of porridge, swallowing it hard from his throat, then smiled at Ranbai, and said, "It's delicious."

"Really." Ranbai also smiled, she took a sip herself, and then nodded, "Well, yes, let's drink together."

Most of the last bowl of porridge was drank by the dyed white. Si Jin reluctantly took a few sips before drinking it again. He was afraid that he would spit it out like he did before.

Ranbai didn't force-feed it. Si Jin was very satisfied that she could drink it. She put the porcelain bowl aside, raised her long eyelashes, and looked at the setting sun outside the window that kept falling into the horizon. It seemed that it would disappear soon. In front of you, you are greeted with endless darkness.

The room was so quiet that you could hear the wind outside.

For a long time,

Ranbai suddenly said softly: "Is it because of me?"

Is it because of me, she asked.

Si Jin's originally drowsy and unclear consciousness suddenly brought a bit of lucidity, his fingertips stiffened, and he said slowly, "Why do you think so?"

Ranbai didn't say anything else, just repeated the second time: "Is it because of me?"

"No, it has nothing to do with you." Si Jin blurted out the words without hesitation at all, and the next second the words fell, he subconsciously stopped.

"But I haven't said anything yet." Ranbai turned his eyes to the side and looked at him deeply, those blood-red pupils seemed to have a breathtaking color.

"..." Si Jin was silent for two seconds before speaking: "Don't think so."

"I made the decision myself, no one forced me." Probably all the sobriety today is used here, "It has nothing to do with you, it is also for myself, I want to remember the previous things, after all, I don't want to forget ."

Ranbai lowered her eyes, hummed, and said nothing.

Si Jin seemed to hear Ranbai sigh softly, and it was also like an illusion. His extremely black and deep eyes stared at Ranbai, as if with a third of sadness.

That kind of eyes, when looking at one person, and only one person, always gives people a feeling of extreme tenderness, like a sea full of tenderness, almost tired of people in it, but... it seems With innumerable rich sadness.

He said, "Abai, don't be afraid."

"There will always be such a day, sooner or later." He was clearly the one who was about to leave and faced the fear of death, but Si Jin patiently enlightened and comforted, such a gentle and perfect boy in white, When you are good to a person, you give everything you can, and probably no one can refuse such a Si Jin, "I will always be with you, and in your heart, it will never die."

"A person always has to learn to accept and let go, Bai, you have to understand."

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