Chapter 2505: Punishing the World: Sick Dreamer (89)

"Promise me, don't continue, okay?" Si Jin closed his eyes and put his cold jaw on the girl's shoulder. He couldn't bear to see such a picture again.

such pain,

He really can't take it.

will be crazy.

Really going crazy.

Ranbai didn't speak, she couldn't answer Si Jin's question.

As long as there is a glimmer of hope, she doesn't want to give up, it's just a test drug, what's so difficult?

even if it is impossible,

She still couldn't give up.

It just hurts a little bit,

it does not matter,

The only thing she could endure was the pain.

How to think how cost-effective.

"Impossible without results...Impossible, how is it possible." The girl's eyes were morbid and paranoid, without any focus, just repeated countless times, almost bewildered, "This is impossible...you believe me, I I will definitely be able to cure you, there is no one in this world that I can't leave, right..."

But the next second, she suddenly heard the boy spit out a word.

A sentence made of simple words.

But it made her instantly stiff.

"Count me... please." Si Jin's voice was very low, as if he had suppressed all his emotions. The anger, sadness, and hesitation were all suppressed by him in the deepest part of his heart, and only the rest was left. The helpless humility, word by word, seemed to have been wiped from the tip of a blood-stained knife.

When devout believers face the gods,

Nothing more than that.

Dianbai's raised fingertips stopped abruptly in mid-air, and the chill suddenly rose and swept through his body.

The panic after the rage, like the last straw, almost overwhelmed all of Si Jin's sanity at that moment.

"This is the first time I'm begging you, okay?"

Proud like Si Jin, so indomitable, lonely and lonely, a young genius, he has always been alone, and does not care about world affairs.

Nine times out of ten in his life, he was arrogant.

such existence,

Even Si Jin himself never thought that one day, he would use the humblest tone in his life to suppress all his pride and self-confidence and ask for someone.

In a long silence,

Si Jin's hand hanging by his side couldn't control the clenching force, and his knuckles stretched out terrifyingly white.

It's like waiting for death's judgment.

"...Okay." No matter what else, no matter when, Ranbai has never been able to refuse Si Jin like this.

In the dimly lit room, the dark curtains were blown open by the wind, and a faint light fell in.

The boys and girls stood embracing each other, the corners of their clothes entangled together, and then separated in an instant.

There seemed to be a faint cold fragrance in the air.

Since I promised last time,

Si Jin watched her for almost twenty-four hours,

Even when sleeping at night,

They would hold her restlessly, as if they were clinging to the last redemption.

Ranbai didn't have time to get out at all, and couldn't get out.

The bone-shattering injury caused by the test medicine was also used by Si Jin with good medicine, and he spared no effort to take care of it.

"What, little brother, are you afraid that you won't monitor me all day?" Ranbai turned around and looked at the boy with a half-smile.

Si Jin Qing gave a light hum, and said coldly, "If you can."

Ranbai clicked, she glanced at the tall and young figure in front of her, winked at him, then reached out to hold his shoulder, and pushed him against the wall beside him between sparks and flints.

She pressed his forehead against the boy's shoulder with her left hand and supported the wall with the other hand, completing a perfect wall slam.

Si Jin's expression remained the same, but his eyes darkened slightly.

"Do you still want to put a monitor on me?" Ranbai leaned over, the corners of his lips curled slightly, and asked him.

"That won't happen." Si Jin lowered his eyes slightly and answered in a low voice.

"Yeah." Ranbai responded lazily, then pushed the boy against the corner and kissed him, his voice wicked and sultry: "After all, you are in my heart, better than all monitors."

She was serious when she spoke, not like flirting, but stating the facts.

Si Jin looked at the sultry and unaware guy in front of him, pulled his thin lips slightly, his pale and beautiful eyebrows were not emotional, slender and fair fingers clasped the girl's shoulders slightly, and then pushed the person back against the snow-white wall. , the eyes were dark and deep, with a gentle breath in the cool and thin, it fell on the corner of the girl's lips, and kissed slowly and deeply.

Ranbai narrowed his eyes, the only thought was that this person's kissing skills were really good.

I dream of the backlash in the later period, which penetrates into the bone marrow.

Even restraint medicines have no effect.

What's more, the medicine is three-point poisonous. Taking so much before, it will only turn into side effects now.

At first, the pain only spread to the heart and spread to the whole body, and from time to time, I would feel a rolling colic in my heart.

Every time the sting goes away, it's like someone who was on the verge of death being rescued with only one last breath left. The feeling is indescribable.

It is to suffocate slowly, as if the whole body is frozen in ice.

That's it.

Even breathing can become a rare thing.

And recently,

Coughing violently for no reason, coughing to the core, and even coughing up blood;

It will also be hot and cold, and when it is cold, the whole person is like falling into an ice cave, as if in the icy sky and snow in the cold winter and twelfth lunar month.

When it is hot, it seems to be burned in the fire, or exposed to the strongest sunlight in the midsummer afternoon...

Ranbai asked Si Jin,

You will not regret it later.

After all, if I had insisted on testing the drug...

There are results.

Even if the reality is simply impossible.

But Si Jin always answered with a smile.

No regrets.

Ranbai didn't know what Si Jin was thinking, and didn't ask any more.

Si Jin just looked at the girl and smiled,

regret?

How can you regret it?

in this way,

He couldn't ask for it.

The dark curtains in the room were half-covered, leaving only a small amount of sunlight coming in from outside.

"A Jin, wake up." Ranbai silently looked at the pale and drowsy boy lying on the bed for a while, before reaching out and shaking Si Jin lightly, pulling the corners of his lips forcefully, his voice was very soft: "You have already slept. It's been a long time, and the whole afternoon has passed."

"Look, the sun is about to set." Ranbai pointed to the blood-like setting sun outside the window, half of the sky was reflected red, the afterglow of the setting sun was warm and lonely, shrouded the girl's figure, she whispered: " It's going to be night soon, and you're going to sleep then..."

The voice in the ear fell to the ear, as if it came from a very far, very far place, vague, but like raindrops dripping from the eaves in the post-rain season, hitting the ground, and finally converging. He took a small handful of clear water and made a subtle sound of "tick, tick...".

Either way, it's like the best lullaby in the world.

His eyelids seemed to weigh thousands of pounds, and he couldn't open them no matter how hard he opened them. His whole body seemed to be pressed down by a heavy rock, and he didn't even have the strength to move his fingertips.

But no,

He couldn't just leave his girl alone.

Si Jin opened his eyes with difficulty, his vision was still a little blurry, and there was a dim double image in front of him, the figures kept overlapping and swaying...

"Will it be good to sleep again, just a while..." Mostly because of the frequent drowsiness, his words were a little hoarse, but they still sounded very nice. He stretched out his hand and hugged the girl with difficulty.

Ranbai pursed her lower lip lightly, her eyes were dull like thick ink that couldn't be melted away. She could get used to him with almost everything except this matter, but this was the only thing she couldn't do.

"I can't sleep anymore." Ranbai whispered and patiently coaxed him: "Rest at night, if you do this, you won't be able to accompany me for another day."

Si Jin's pale thin lips forced a smile, and his voice was very light, "I'll listen to you, then I won't sleep."

The slender young man just leaned on his white shoulders, the window of the room was opened by the white stain, and a cool autumn breeze poured in, which made people feel a little conscious.

Recently, I have been groggy every day, and my consciousness has become less and less clear. It seems that the whole person is constantly falling and falling, until I am pulled into the deep sea, and I am not willing to give up until I fall into the abyss. Twenty-four hours a day, almost Less than two or three hours awake, the rest of the time is spent either drowsy or lethargic.

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