Chapter 945 Ying Lili's Life Talk (Part 2)

"what are you saying………"

Hearing Eiriri's question, Asuna felt her whole body become stiff, but Eiriri just stared into her eyes.

"Don't think I can't see it. I am the author of the book. I am naturally very clear about the book I drew. In fact, I am a super popular author who has sold thousands of books on CM. I have seen all kinds of dead houses, fat houses and perverted houses, but there is no one like you, even the most disgusting NEET fat house, will not degenerate to this point because of a mere book. But I know why you want to In this way, the book is originally used to give people illusions, because things that cannot be done in reality, even in dreams, can be expressed through pictures to temporarily meet their needs. Understandable, but... what are you afraid of?"

"........."

Facing Eiriri's question, Asuna lowered her head and remained silent for a long time, then she clenched her fists and spoke softly.

"My main family... the Yuki family is a famous family in Kansai... I have worked hard as a member of the Yuki family since I was a child. My mother is a very serious and serious person. She has always supervised Me, I have designed my future life goals. What I need to do is to try my best to get into a good university, then find a good job, meet an outstanding person, get married, and make a career so as to live up to my mother. expectations and the surname 'Yuki'."

Saying this, Asuna's shoulders gradually dropped.

"To be honest, I never thought about playing any games, and I didn't buy this full stealth device, but my brother bought it, because he was on a business trip, and I happened to have a little bit of this weird game interest, so I asked him to lend me a day...Obviously I just wanted to come in and experience it...that's all..."

"So you have been desperately attacking."

Hearing this, Eiriri finally understood why Asuna had been desperately trying to clear and end the game. People like myself, the black cat, and Gabriel chose to enter here because of their strong interest in games.

Although it is definitely dissatisfied and fearful to be forced to be locked up in the death game, but on the other hand, at least this way, you can continue to play the game in a fair and honest way—such thoughts exist to some extent, for example, Gabriel used to be very explicit It shows that she will stay in this world for a lifetime and never go out again.

But Asuna is different, she is the jewel in the family, the expectation of the family, and she is burdened with heavy expectations. For her, this game is just a relaxation she chooses when she is inadvertently curious. It is like a person who is curious and wants to go into a haunted house, but definitely does not want to enter a different world full of ghosts.

"...When I entered the game, I was in the third year of junior high school. Obviously, this year is very important to me and my mother. What I should do now is to study hard, learn knowledge, and then follow my mother's wishes, I was admitted to a prestigious school like other brothers and sisters in the family. Originally, if everything went well, I should have entered the high school campus by now and started a new life..."

Saying this, Asuna's body began to tremble slightly.

"But the truth? I'm trapped in this death game, my body may be lying on a hospital bed, what will people think of me? What will they think of my mother? Will they think that I deserve to be unlucky because I am addicted to games Suffering? But in fact, I have almost never played video games! It has been more than half a year in the game now, but I don’t know how long it will take to get through the whole of Aincrad...! Two years? Three years? Four years? No one can be sure, but if I can't leave this world, if I can't go back, my life, my life will become a mess...!"

"..."

Looking at Asuna who was trembling uncontrollably, Eiriri sighed silently, and reached out to hug her.

It's not that Ying Lili can't understand Asuna's thoughts. She is also the child of a diplomat, and she understands how much pressure a person like her has.

Fortunately for Biasina, Yinglili has a pair of parents who support her interests. Not only do they not care about Yinglili's behavior of drawing books, they even help Yinglili to buy those that Yinglili cannot buy because of her age Games and notebooks.

So although in school, Ying Lili has to pretend to be a well-educated good girl, but at least at home, she can wear a green sweatshirt and crawl lazily in front of the desk to draw a book.

However, Asuna obviously did not have such good luck.

This is why Asuna and Yinglili have completely different anxieties. Yinglili has a pair of parents who love her. For her, the only thing she has to do is to live well until she leaves the game and returns to the arms of her parents that day.

As long as I can return to the real world alive, that is the best reward for my parents. And Ying Lili also believes that whether it is five years, ten years, or fifteen years, her parents will always love her.

Moreover, for Ying Lili, there are many roads ahead. Perhaps the pseudonym Eri Kashiwagi will disappear in readers' memory due to the passage of time, but when she returns to the real world, she can start drawing new comics again under a new pseudonym.

Even if Ying Lili didn't wake up until she was twenty, she still had the confidence to find her future goals and the way to go.

But Asuna is different. For her, every day spent in the game is tantamount to "wasting" one day of her life, and she will be farther and farther away from her original path and life goal. .

If Asuna waited until she was twenty years old to break away from the game and return to reality, I am afraid she would have no idea what to do with herself—maybe at that time, for Asuna, death in this game In the world, it is a better choice and relief.

It's troublesome now.

While patting Asuna's back lightly to calm her emotions, Eriri also frowned and began to think. Now she also understands why Asuna is so immersed in it and cannot extricate herself, her anxiety is increasing day by day. It can be said that with each passing day, she became more and more anxious. It is impossible for any normal person to live with this kind of pressure all the time. No wonder Asuna is so obsessed with books... She simply wants to use this to escape reality.

Although Eriri really wanted to comfort Asuna, she didn't know what to say when the words came to her lips.

At a time like this, if Mr. Fangzheng... that's right!

Thinking of this, Ying Lili's eyes brightened.

"Asuna, let's go on a date tomorrow!"

"Huh? A date?"

Hearing Eiriri's proposal, Asuna was taken aback for a moment, while Eiriri nodded with a smile.

"That's right, you, Mr. Fangzheng and I, the three of us are going on a date. To be honest, I don't know how to comfort you, but I think Mr. Fangzheng must have a way, and I can guarantee this."

This is also Ying Lili's own experience. After all, half of her entry into the game is to escape the intimate relationship between her childhood sweetheart and her girlfriend in reality, but now, Ying Lili can be sure that if she leaves this world again, she can see her childhood sweetheart and his girlfriend again. She will not have any reaction to the intimate interaction between them.

All of this is thanks to Fangzheng.

But now, in Ying Lili's view, Asuna's problem also needs to be solved by Fang Zheng.

"........."

Hearing this, Asuna was silent for a moment, then she nodded.

"OK………"